Chapter 51
HAZEL
(FIVE YEARS AGO)
Iâve never felt such strong resentment towards anyone like I do towards Harrison at this moment. The intensity of my dislike for him surpasses even the aversion I felt for Kelvin when he introduced me to drugs. Exiting the restaurant, I paid no attention to Oscar and his group, and instead, I stepped out into the light drizzle of rain.
Could this day possibly become any worse? It began with an encounter with Mrs. Southwark, followed by the unpleasant encounter with Harrison. Now, I find myself walking through the rain, driven more by a desire to do so rather than any external compulsion.
The situation has reached its lowest point â Iâve lost my job. I clenched my lips together, struggling to suppress tears that threatened to escape due to a mixture of anger and frustration. I pondered why my life never follows the path Iâve envisioned. What lies ahead now? My future hinges on Ravelâs support.
Not only am I unemployed, but Iâve also lost my place to live. Or perhaps I should consider filling out the uncashed check from my drawer.
Engrossed in contemplation about my lifeâs circumstances, I accidentally collided with someone.
Recoiling slightly from the impact, I braced myself for an impending fall. Yet, instead of hitting the cold ground, a warm hand encircled my waist, steadying me.
Assured that I wouldnât end up on the frigid floor, I opened my eyes to see the face of the stranger who had intervened. He gazed back at me, his brow furrowed in genuine concern. âAre you alright? You seemed really lost in your thoughts.
âI apologize⦠I just wasnât paying attention,â I admitted.
As I attempted to move past him, he caught hold of my arm, preventing me from leaving. Leaning down to match my eye level, he studied my expression. âAre you sure youâre okay? You look like youâre on the verge of breaking down.â Suppressing the urge to cry, I bit my lip, but a solitary tear managed to escape.
âDa mn,â he murmured softly, âI didnât mean to bring you to tears.â
With a bitter chuckle, I brushed away my tears. âNo need to apologize, sir. My tears have nothing to do with you.â
âDo you want to share whatâs troubling you?â he inquired, his eyes a blend of concern and curiosity.
âYou never know, I might have a way to help.â
I found it hard to believe his claim. âI lost my job and my place because my boss turned out to be a creepy pe rvert,â I muttered, my frustration evident. âWhat could you possibly do about that?â
His jaw clenched, his gaze shifting as if he were calculating something. âDid he make unwelcome advanees toward you?â he questioned, locking eyes with me once more.
Why am I even discussing this with a stranger? Shouldnât I be talking to Ravel instead? Gathering my thoughts, I gradually extricated my hand from his grasp. âYou know what?â I said, my tone more resolute. âForget it, I can handle things on my own.â
âYou canât just let him off the h ook so easily,â he muttered, his tone tense.
Confused and slightly wary, I took a step back from him. âI never indicated that I would.â
âThen allow me to assist you,â he persisted.
âI appreciate your concern, but itâs not necessary,â I reassured him. âI already have someone willing to help me seek justice.â I managed a tight smile. âThank you, though. I need to be on my way.â I walked past him, and he didnât attempt to stop me or
call after me.
Entering Ravelâs living room, soaked from the rain, I found him emerging from the kitchen, bare-
chested, holding a glass Of wine. He paused, his gaze fixed on me as I stood in the center of the room, water dripping from me. âI was just about to give you a call,â he said, his voice rough.
I gazed at him, my teeth chattering and my voice raspy, rendering me incapable of forming a coherent sentence. âHazel?â Ravel closed the distance between us swiftly, his hands gripping my chilled shoulder. A frown etched across his face as he took in my wet attire and shivering form. âWhat the hell happened? Did you walk all the way here?â Without awaiting my response, he seized my hand and led me into his bedroom. âGet out of those wet clothes, Iâll prepare a hot bath for you.â
Nodding, I began unbuttoning my shirt while he headed to the bathroom to ready the bath. By the time he returned, I stood completely undressed. His gaze briefly lingered on my bare chest before returning to meet my eyes. âIâll make you something warm to drink,â he said, his tone gentle. âDonât stay in the bath too long, we wouldnât want the water to turn cold.â
I offered a slight nod in response. He leaned in, planting a gentle kiss on my forehead and then holding my cheeks in his hands. âIâm going to make sure youâre warm, and then weâll have a conversation, okay?â
âYes,â I affirmed.
âGood.â He pressed a chaste kiss to my lips. âI love you.â
âI love you too.â We held each otherâs gaze momentarily before he exited the room.
Afterward, I made my way to the bathroom, taking a bath and allowing the warmth to seep into my chilled bones. When I emerged, I selected one of his shirts, slipped into it, and ventured out to find him.
Navigating to the kitchen, I discovered him laying out dinner on the island counter. Despite having a formal dining room, we rarely used it. âDid you manage to get the recipe right this time?â I inquired, a playful smile tugging at my lips. The last attempt had been quite the disaster.
He chuckled. âItâs edible, if thatâs what youâre wondering.â
In just a matter of minutes, Ravel managed to make me forget the troubles of my day. He pulled out a chair for me, silently inviting me to sit, and then pushed a plate my way while pouring wine into a glass.
Muttering my gratitude, I began to eat.
He observed me as I ate, his gaze steady, before finally addressing the question that had been on his mind. âAre you planning to share what happened today?â
I let out a sigh, audibly expressing my frustration, and picked up my glass without actually drinking from it. âI got fired, and then I decided to quit.â
A furrow formed between his brows, clearly puzzled by my response. âDid you get fired, or did you quit?â
I shrugged and took a gulp of wine. âI would have quit even if I hadnât been fired.â
âAlrightâ¦â he said slowly, clearly trying to comprehend. âWhy? What led to that decision?â
Ravel might lose his cool if I tell him. âPromise me you wonât do anything as reckless as confronting Harrison physically.â
He suddenly stiffened, leaning forward. âWhat did he do?â His voice carried a low, dangerous growl.
The memory of that unsettling encounter in the office sent a shiver down my spine. âHe forcibly kissed me and tried to touch me,â admitted, my voice barely above a whisper.
His jaw clenched tightly. âWhat the hell did you just say?â
Quickly attempting to quell his rising anger, I assured him, âNothing more happened. I managed to stop him before he could do anything further, and then he fired me.â
âWhat made him think he could do something like that?â His eyes brimmed with anger, making me worry that he might take impulsive actions weâd both regret.
âRavel,â I whispered, sliding off the stool. I walked around the table, creating some distance between him and the island, and then I settled onto his thigh. âI donât want you to go after him. I want to leave it all in the past.â He remained silent, his emotions difficult to read. âIâm not planning to return there, I have no reason to.â
âYou expect me to just let him off the h ook?â His tone was conflicted.
âI donât want you to entangle yourself in this mess, Ravel,â I implored. The last thing I needed was for his reputation to be tarnished by my issues. His mother will hate me the more if happens. âPromise me.â His gaze remained locked on me, unable to voice the words I needed to hear. âRavel?â
âAlright,â he exhaled in frustration, âI promise not to get involved.â
Perfect. Maybe now we can shift the conversation to my living arrangements.