Jacob's POV
I know kidnapping her was wrong, but I felt like that was the only way she would let us finally talk. The thought of losing was so terrible to me that I would through any length to keep her. I look at her naked body as she was sleeping I had her hands ties together and her legs tied one by one against each pole fame. I looked down at her growing belly smiling to myself at my little one growing inside of her. I wonder if it was a girl or boy.
God knows I fucked up by just kidnapping and bringing her into this motel, but these are the crazy things you do where your in love, you kidnap. Plus if I have let her gotten away she probably would of ran away to a next location, not that I would give up on finding her ever. She was my everything.
From the moment I read that note she had left me, the moment her side of the bed was cold, i should knew that she was running away, something my father made her do, just thinking bout it made me furious to know that he didn't want me the least bit happy all he wanted was more money. Him and my mother was arranged to get married they weren't married by love I could see the way they look at each other they didn't love each other.
Four months.
Four months of torture.
Four months of drinking my sorrows away.
Four months of me searching.
I would died each time I woke praying it was a dream and touch her side of the bed to see if she was really gone.The four months I was away from her and the child I just found out about. When I touched her belly in the parking lot of a diner, I couldn't help myself finally feeling that she was here in my arms again. But when I saw the guy hug her my mind went all over the place had she moved on from me I thought.
I was happy when I was looking for her then I remember I placed a tracking chip in the necklace that I gave her with my initial, I was happy that I knew she was wearing, so that meant she still loved me right? The moment I got the location she was Chicago I left all my paper work undone on my desk and left my office immediately when the chip said she was at a diner there.
I looked at her as she began to groan slightly and stirring. When I saw those hazel eyes I missed so much. When she tried to move she realize that I had tied her up.
"Jacob what are you doing, Let me go, i have to get back to work persons are must be worried."Her soft voice I missed so much as I shake my head, I can't let her go i have miss her way to much to let her go anywhere.
"NO."I shouted. When I noticed she narrowed her eyes and noticed that her clothes was missing.
"So what you plan on leaving the mother of your child tied up like this forever."She spat.
I laughed bitterly,"Oh now you give yourself a title, where was that title when left me with a note. damn it."
"Jacob please let me go."
"I said NO you can talk now, or is that fuck head waiting on you."
"Who you mean....James?"
"Yes has he been fucking  you?"I said tearing her legs open like I was searching for something.
"How dare you!!! You've been the only man I fucked."
"So why did you leave? Huh? Was I no good for you? I didn't have enough...money?fame?Power?"
"You think I wanted your money Jacob,"She snapped at me still trying to get loose,"I didn't ant your money. It was your father fault I left."She cried,"I wanted to keep you safe, I loved you so much that, wanted to keep you safe you jerk."
I looked at her while she cried. Keep me safe? What the fuck was she talking about?
"Your bastard of a father told me if I didn't get lose that he would ruin your reputation of having sex with me at underage."She sobbed,"And I didn't wanted that to happen so when he caught me talking to myself trying to thinking ways to tell you I was pregnant. He told me that he would make sure go to the press and make you do jail time because I was the reason you didn't go through with his deal in marrying Freta."
My father told all this and she did this to save me, she didn't have to to do this I could have saved myself. He wanted money that much he made the mother of my child run away from her own home to keep me save. I was lost in thoughts about how I was going to kill him when I get back to New York.
"Jacob please let me go."
"Why so you could just run away again? NO i won't let you go? Your mines Kandy!" I said as I was bout to leave the room,"I didn't need saving by the way I just needed you." I said and she sobbed harder as I left the room.
I was in the motel kitchen and I could hear her loud sobs everything just was confusing to me now my emotions were all over the place I wanted to fight, cry and just give up on everything.I went to get a glass of water looking at it then turning my back and smashing it against the wall rubbing my hand through my hair.
I went to go bed in the room to see her sleeping soundly, I guess the whole pregnancy makes her tired, i should feel bad for still having her tied up but i some how didn't I knew that like this she wouldn't get away. I lightly put my finger tips on her firm belly rubbing it.
"Hey my baby, I knew I made your moma cry and I am really sorry, I do love her and will love you to and try my damn best to be the bestest father I could be, the one my father should  have been to me."I kissed her belly and went to sleep in the sofa.