there's this one person who i want to tell everything about. i want to sit under the stars, cry, pour my heart out and tell her everything.
i want to tell her, how she accidentally hurt me. how others purposefully hurt me.
i want to tell her about my worst times, about that downfall, about all of my intentions that nobody in this whole world knows. the reasons and problems that i've never told anyone.
and i think i'm going to get that. someday. she looks like she'd be on for that someday.
then there's this other girl.
honestly, i trust her like no other.
she's one of the best people that have ever happened to me.
and to her, i don't want to tell anything.
she knows everything already, but very minorly.
she had the best reaction out of everyone.
and i realised i don't need to tell her anything more. i realised that, whatever i throw at her, she's gonna catch it and tell me how everything's gonna be alright.
she's amazing.
the contrast of how i desperately want to tell one of them and absolutely don't want to tell the other one is so huge.
i don't know what i wanted to say with this.
i guess this is a chapter where i didn't put anything to make this poetic.
i just wanted for once to have a chat with someone. a normal chat about my feelings. i haven't had that in a while.