pain pain pain
paint with the colors of your pain
write with the words that describe it
sing with the notes that hit your heart
play with the slowness of it
it's slow and it's sad
it's like black ink dropped into your heart
you can see changes the same second, but
it spreads slowly if you don't stir
whatever you do
don't
stir
you feel as your nose clogs up
your eyes tear up
your chest hurts
and you feel like you want nothing to do with your life
i use it for art
but that's the wrong decision
because i never try to scoop out the pain
mostly because i don't have people to do it with
oh god i'm so alone