This week has been different. Having Yasmin here has shifted the group dynamic slightly. I try to get her alone, but while weâre at school Ally or Arden are always around.
But I found a way around them and their cock blocking ways.
On Tuesday I discovered she pretty much lives across the road from me and every morning at 5:00 a.m. she takes Daisy for a walk. I watched her come and go on Tuesday morning, but on Wednesday I decided to join her. The first day she barely acknowledged me. But the next day she waited at the end of the driveway for me.
We didnât talk. Just walked. I desperately wanted her to talk to me, but I didnât want to push her.
Sheâs sat next to me at lunch everyday. Each day she gets a little braver and touches me a little more. Just little touches here and there.
She barely talks to us but she listens and will occasionally ask questions. Sheâs still in her shell and has her wall up.
Itâs Friday and weâre in shop class. I search for her without even realising what Iâm doing. Arden is sitting with her again, keeping her company while she does paperwork.
Heâs already told me itâs his time with her and heâs going to take it while he can.
I have no idea what the hell he is on about. But let him have this. He doesnât know about our walks.
I watch them for a minute before I notice somethingâs not right.
She starts to sway.
Arden stops her from falling but searches for me. I wipe my hands on a rag as quick as I can while I make my way over to them. My pace picks up when I see her sway again, I reach her just in time to engulf her in my arms and hold her close.
Arden looks worried. I donât know what to do. I shake her lightly while still holding her up right. Her eyes flutter open briefly.
âWhatâs wrong?â I ask. I canât hide the worry in my voice. Her eyes drift shut again. âYasmin. I need to know what to do? Do I take you to the hospital? The nurseâs office? Help me out here, please,â I beg, letting my voice break on the last word. Her eyes open again. âNo hospital. Need food. Low blood sugar. Glucose monitor in my pencil caseâ she mumbles.
Arden must hear because he grabs her pencil case quickly, removing the monitor from its case. He inserts a test strip and gently holds her finger while he pricks it and gathers the blood on the strip. I hold my breath while I wait for the result.
By this stage Mr Williams has come over to us.
2.1
âShit.â Arden says, he reacts quickly. He knows this stuff. His sister has diabetes. 2.1 must be bad.
He leanâs in close. âYasmin, do you have a glucose pen?â
She softly shakes her head.
âWe have to go,â he says to Mr Williams and nods towards the door.
âOkay. Keep me updated.â Mr Williams responds. He knows that Arden knows what he is doing.
I let Yasmin slide down the front of my body to see if she can stand, loving the way she feels against me. The minute I ease back she stumbles; I turn her around and pick her up. Carrying her out of the workshop.
Arden takes off across the grass between the buildings leading the way to his locker. I follow him but he turns around, throws his keys at me, and tells me to meet him at his car. I manage to catch the keys without dropping Yasmin and change my direction for the car park.
Once at Ardenâs car I unlock the back door and slide in with her, thankful for his choice of vehicle as it provides plenty of room. I try to keep her talking.
âYasmin, can you open your eyes please? I need to see you.â
She groans a little. Her body starts shaking. I pull my phone out ready to call mum. Just before I hit dial Arden appears, his arms loaded. âSorry,â he pants a little.
Arden is in shape but judging by the contents in his arms, he has just run halfway around the school. He hands me a can of lemonade and a straw. âSit her up a little and get her to sip the lemonade. I need to give her a glucose injection and then we need to get her to eat something. I donât know what she likes so I grabbed whatever I could.â He throws bags of lollies, a juice, some biscuits, and a banana on the floor. Right now, Iâm thankful for my best friend.
I feel useless.
I donât know what to do.
I watch as she shakes in my hold, her face pale and her skin clammy.
I follow his instructions and sit her up a little. âYasmin, I need you to open your mouth and drink please.â I hold most of her weight and guide the straw to her mouth. She starts to sip the lemonade but not for long. Her head falls back again and her tongue darts out and swipes across her lips.
Sheâs still shaking. Arden notices. âShorty, Iâm going to give you an injection.â His voice is cool calm and collected. Heâs in control.
Unlike me, Iâm barely holding it together. A girl I met less than a week ago has me all fucked up, confused and worried.
Arden leans over and inserts the injection pen in the top of her leg through her coveralls. Almost immediately she stops shaking. Five minutes later her eyes open and she gazes up at me.
âHi.â She whispers.
I pull her closer to me, finally letting out the breath I didnât know I was holding. âFuck Yasmin, you scared the shit out me.â I pull her back slightly so I can look at her face. Sheâs still pale but the colour is coming back.
âIâm sorry. I forgot to eat this morning and I donât have my red frogs with me.â Her voice weak and full of apology. She sits up a little bit further but nestles into my side a little more. I lean down and breathe her in.
âThank you,â she says to Arden who is still standing at the door looking at us both but focusing mainly on her. He just nods.
âHow did you know what to do?â she asks him. I donât know if heâll tell her. His sister is a sore subject but Arden surprises me yet again.
âMy sister is type one diabetic. Iâm sorry I didnât see the signs earlier. If I did, I could have stopped this. Why didnât you tell us?â He looks away and I realise heâs hurt and he thinks itâs his fault.
âArden,â I say.
He shifts but still doesnât move. Yasmin places her hand on my arm and shakes her head. Very slowly she sits all the way up and scoots closer to Arden. Cautiously, she reaches her hand out and touches his arm. His finally looks at her just in time to see her throw herself at him for a hug.
Iâm not angry, or jealous. Not like I was on the first day.
Iâm confused. How did she know that was what he needed? He holds her tight for a few minutes and I notice him relaxing. âI need to check your sugars again and you need to eat something. You donât want to crash again,â he says while guiding her back towards the seat. I hold her hand while he sets up the monitor and pricks her finger again. After the little machine beeps, he blows out a breath.
â4.2, better but you need to eat. Regularly.â His voice is now firm, and she nods. I have a feeling Arden may be watching her closer now and not because he wants into her pants.
He picks up the banana and hands it to her. Passing the glucose monitor to me.
âMake her finish the lemonade and check it again in half an hour and then an hour. If it drops below 4 call me. Make her eat some more fruit or some biscuits. Watch her though, the come down will be a bitch. Take my car, Iâll get Rhys or Ally to bring me around later. Iâll sort everything here. Just look after her.â He meets my eyes. We communicate without speaking. He knows and understands. Before he leaves, he kisses her forehead.
âShit Arden, you sound like Mum.â Itâs crazy how much he just sounded like Mum when she goes on a medical tangent. Arden ignores me.
âPlease listen to Chase. I know this is new for you, but please just let us do this. Is Millie here?â
Iâm confused. Who the fuck is Millie? Then it clicks. Her sister. How did he know her name? Is that what theyâve been talking about this week? Iâll press him for information later. I have a newfound respect for my best friend; he has thought of everything. She nods.
âYeah she is in year ten. I need to stay. I told her Iâd wait for her while sheâs at practice. I promised her we could have a High School Musical marathon with junk food and chocolate brownies to make up for Dad not being around.â Her eyes start to water. âI canât let her down. Iâm the only person she has that cares.â
My heart breaks a little. I donât know how to respond. I know what itâs like to only have a few people who care. Iâm just lucky I found my best friends and created my own family.
Arden straightens.
âIâve got it covered. Weâll see you later. Can you message her and let her know Ally will meet her after practice? Leave the rest up to us. Go and rest please. You are no use to her like this.â
She lets the tears fall. If I hadnât just heard how sweet and thoughtful Arden was, I would punch him in the dick for making her cry.
âWhat about Wander?â she asks through her tears.
âWhoâs Wander?â I ask.
She looks past Arden standing at the door and nods to the teal â68 Volkswagen Beatle parked 3 spaces over. I donât know how I missed that this week. That is one epic vehicle and not at all what I was expecting her to drive.
Arden looks over his shoulder and smiles. âDamn Shorty, arenât you just full of surprises? Whereâs your keys? Iâll drive her home.â
âIn my backpack in shop class with my uniform.â She replies. He salutes her and steps away. âEat.â He yells over his shoulder as he walks across the bitumen parking lot.
She sighs and closes her eyes. âWhat just happened?â
âI have no idea. I havenât seen him act like that before and Iâve known him since he was five. Can you eat the banana please so that I can take you home to rest?â
She nods straightening in the seat beside me.
Her hand still rests in mine. Itâs nice. Her skin is warm. Her hand sends small electric charges into mine. I help her open the banana, so I donât have to let go of her.
âI donât want to go to my house. Dad will be home. He doesnât know about this.â
That shocks me a little. What kind of father doesnât know that his daughter has some sort of diabetes?
âThatâs okay. Iâll take you to my house. Mum is at work and Grandpa Wilson is staying in New Hope this week for a golf tournament.â I whisper as I lean down and kiss her forehead just like Arden did earlier.
âOkay.â She replies as she finishes her banana. I help her move to the passenger seat before getting in the driverâs seat.
âWill we get in trouble for leaving?â she asks as I drive out of the parking lot.
âNah, Arden has it covered and Rhysâ mum is the principal. Iâll make sure your dad doesnât find out.â
âThank you, Chase.â She grabs her phone out of her pocket and I assume she is texting her sister. I start the short drive home.
By the time I pull up in my driveway, sheâs already asleep. Not wanting to wake her, I go and unlock the back door before going back to the car. Picking her up again, I bury my nose in her hair and let the smell of strawberries and cream ease some of my tension.
I walk her into the house, down the hall and place her on my bed. Pulling the covers up over her, I kiss her forehead again and then move around my room finding clothes to get changed into. I check the time and follow Ardenâs order. I check her sugar levels again. 6.3.
Chase: 6.3
His reply is instant.
Arden: Itâs better, but it should be higher because of the glucose injection. Check again in an hour.
Chase: Thank you.
Arden: No need to thank me, itâs what we do for family.
Chase: We donât know her. How is she family already?
I know I can be honest with Arden.
Arden: The minute you guys eye fucked in the parking lot we all knew she was going to be family. You donât let people in. But you did with her. Thatâs how we knew. When you know, you know. Donât question it, just go with it.
I let his words sink in.
Chase: When the fuck did you become Yoda?
Arden: Ha Ha. Go and cuddle her, she needs it.
Arden: Everything is sorted. Ally will pick up Millie.
Arden: Iâm making Rhys come to the shop with me for supplies and then we will head over.
Arden: Are you at your place? Or hers? Let me know the address if you are at hers.
Iâm still baffled at how much Arden really does have this covered. Itâs nice to see my best friend act like an adult. Arden is also the type of person to send five messages instead of one. Either that or he will call.
Chase: We are at mine. Mum is working a double and GW is at golf. She doesnât want to go home. Her dad doesnât know about the diabetes.
Arden: What the fuck??? How does he not know??
Chase: No idea, but I plan on sticking around to find out.
Itâs the first time I have indicated that Iâm keeping her.
Arden: Good because she is one of us now. Look after her.
Chase: Will do.
I do exactly as Arden suggests and crawl into bed beside her. She rolls over as if drawn to me in her sleep and cuddles up in my arms. I hold her close and just let us be. Its nice, she fits as if she was made just for me.
In order to not fall asleep I unlock my phone again and start researching diabetes, learning all I can about it. I donât know what type she is, but I arm myself with all the information I will need to be there for her.