I was so mad at God... first He hurt my mom and now he made her a heart patient.
Why...? Cuz my mom loves his God so much...?? Test... a fucking test... I had given a lot of tests in school but they weren't dreadful.
My dad became nice to us... he started caring about mom but when Hadi was born, Once again my dad forgot about us... now I learned to live my life without him. Day by day my mom's health was getting worse...and one morning... I couldn't forget that worst morning... the morning which snatched my mom from me... She left me alone... She left me alone with this cruel world... She knew that I can't live without her but still... no she didn't leave willingly... His God snatched her from me.
Her God was so cruel... He did it purposely to hurt me... mom told me that God loves us but she was wrong... her God hates me... He took away my all happiness... I took a pledge that I would never believe in such craps...
There was nothing like religion or God... if it is then God is not merciful.. he loves to see us suffer.. he enjoys it when we cry... I won't live my life like my mom... I didn't want to die like her... She would be alive if she hadn't that complete faith in her God... her religion took her life...her God took her life...
And I became an atheist.
I hated Maria with my heart but I couldn't stop loving Sarah and Hadi... they loved me so much... I was a big brother to them... I ignored them for some time but later I accepted that they are my siblings.
Eventually, my dad became a heart patient.. he missed my mom... I saw him crying holding my mom's belongings. Maybe he was guilty... he started taking care of me...but this wasn't gonna change my heart. I stopped hating him but I just couldn't forget everything he did to us. But his care and love had softened my heart a bit.
I was ten when I caught Maria with a man on my dad's bed. I never knew that Maria would be that low.. it disturbed me... Maria threatened me to not spit on anyone...but I confronted my dad...and my dad didn't believe me... he thought I was lying cuz I hate Maria... I was shocked.. then Maria played a game.. he accused me of stealing her jewelry and surprisingly it was in my room. My dad beat me that day and threw me outside...
I stayed the whole night outside... crying... remembering my mom... if her God wouldn't have taken her to Him she will be beside me... my hate towards her God grew stronger.
I forgot about my mom's words... She took a promise to me that I won't do any haram stuff... now I started drinking... hooking up with girls...late-night partying... it was fun...
I realized that there was no fun in religion especially Islam. I became a complete atheist and I forgot everything... I saw Maria many times with different men but I never told to anyone. I met a lot of girls and they were the same as Maria.
I had a girlfriend in year eight... but she ditched me with one of my friends ... I stopped dating... all I did was hooking up with girls but in high school when I met Emily... I changed again... maybe cuz I found her different from others. I fell in love with her...and she betrayed me with another guy...
I learned one more thing that all girls are the same... you can't trust them...
though my so-called wife Anabia was quite different...I guess this is because she was from a different place... She will show her true colors eventually... and I had already seen her with Shuzaat so many times. But there was something different in her... I noticed her so much...cuz she was similar to my mom... She was religious and shy like my mom. She used to pray like my mom. And see the irony her God had taken away everything from her... her family...her home...even her country... She was in a foreign country alone.... but it was strange that she had still complete faith in God like mom. She dressed up herself like my mom... even her eyes and hair were like my mom except her color was black. But still, I wasn't going to fall for her...as at the end... All girls are the same
End of Flashback...
I slept too late struggling from those stupid memories. My alarm went off... I rubbed my eyes harshly... I didn't sleep well last night.
After getting ready I came to the dining room. Sarah and Hadi were doing their breakfast. They greeted me and I smiled at them. The breakfast was as usual boring... I sighed.. my mom was a great cook, and now I had to deal with those sandwiches. As I took one bite of sandwich... I became amazed by its taste ... it tasted different... delicious. I ate two sandwiches.
"Seems you like the sandwich..? Ana made this " Hadi giggled.
"He loves Ana's cooking " Sarah teased me and I choked on my food. As I saw Ana...that kitchen incident flashed on my mind. My cheeks flushed with embarrassment.
"Don't tell me, Daniel... you're blushing " Sarah screamed giving me a sly smile.
"You are a bitch Sarah...I didn't eat last night that's why I ate two pieces... and I'm not blushing.." I sent her a death glare.
"But your cheeks are pink like Anabia" Hadi pointed at my face and I squirmed. I glanced at Anabia. She was looking at me... our eyes were locked until Sarah cleared her throat.
Fuck... they were making me embarrassed.
I saw that Anabia's cheeks were pink... do my cheeks look like her too.
I touched my cheeks...but it was hot...
Are you kidding me... I'm embarrassed cuz of these silly teasings
When did this girl start affecting me... even Emily never made me embarrass or blush.. it was me who could make anyone nervous and flustered.
I finished my breakfast and without putting a second glance on them... I headed towards my car.
So what do you think about the flashback. ? Now you might know why Daniel was an atheist and why he hates Maria so much...
I guess this flashback was a little bit spiritual...and the story may be spiritual further... but you can relate this to your religion... I'm writing only about Islam but I guess every religion has its morals and principles. No matter what your religion is you can relate it with your lives unless you are an atheist.
Guys... I write two chapters daily... can you imagine..that I spent hours in Wattpad to give updates.
And you're not even touching the star tho it doesn't ask for your energy or money.
This is unfair ðð
Take care... and stay home stay safe.. I'll meet you tomorrow with new updates.
Allah Hafiz â¤