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My breath shook with excitement as I looked at his well-toned body from above, wondering what to do next. But Heeseung grabbed both my thighs and straightened us both into a more upright position. This movement caused our two middles to collide for the very first time.
"Fuck". The suppressed moan he uttered was one of the hottest things I'd ever heard and made my fingers dig firmer into his skin.
I squinted my eyes in pleasure. Due to the fact that I was wearing nothing but my underwear beneath the sweatshirt, I could feel his arousal sticking into my center, and I took concentrated breaths in the crook of Heeseung's neck so as not to lose control.
I hated the feeling that I couldn't feel his warm torso on my skin, but something inside me still hestistated taking off the sweatshirt. I pulled back from the crook of his neck and met his penetrating gaze, which made me close my legs tighter around his hips. Heeseung's lips hovered lightly over mine, just brushing them a couple of times, while his hands found their way under the fabric again.
With my eyes closed, I concentrated on the tingling sensation that his fingertips left on my body, which he merely observed with a grin. "You are so fucking hot.". He whispered and kissed the area below my ear, which made me jerk up. His warm breath moved down to the side of my neck, and I tilted my head to give him better access. He spread light pecks and licks on my sensitive skin, which elicited a soft moan from my mouth, and I tangled my hand in his hair.
I pulled his head up to mine and pressed my lips to his, which made him fall back into the pillows. One of my hands moved as if by itself down his torso and stopped right at his waistband, where I traced the skin with my thumb. A few times, he had to interrupt and detached himself from me with a snort. "You love teasing me, huh?"
Inevitably a grin settled on my face and I now also guided the second hand down to his gray sweatpants. "I've just never seen Lee Heeseung this whiny.". My gaze dropped to the bulge in his pants, and I thought about what to do next. Unknot the cord? Or just pull it down?
"You have no idea how much I could make you whine underneath me.".
My thoughts stopped for a second and his words echoed in my head, repeating themselves over and over. For sure! I didn't doubt even for a second how good Heeseung was in the bed. I licked my lower lip in thought and couldn't help but imagine how it would feel to have sex with him.
"Why so quiet all of a sudden, huh? Are you scared?".
The words I actually had in mind and planned for them to answer him as confidently as possible did not. In fact, I dragged myself more and more into the shit, without even noticing it. "I'm not! You're just very confident in yourself.".
Heeseung raised his eyebrows. "So you don't think I can do it?" his index fingers played with the thin straps of my panties. "You think I can't make you moan out my name and beg me to stop?".
My body clenched at the notion and I swallowed hard to banish the burning dryness from my throat. I wanted him. I wanted him so much it hurt.
"No one's managed to do." I muttered, noticing the grin on his face widen as his eyes held me spellbound.
NO. OF COURSE NOT, HYEONA. YOU'RE A FUCKING VIRGIN. STOP SAYING CRAP LIKE THAT!
His hands moved from my slip up across my back. "Oh, is that so?". Suddenly, a pressure released around my chest as he unclasped my bra and I tried to suppress my nervous breath.
"That's okay, isn't it?". His voice was suddenly soft again.
I nodded slowly and I pulled my arms out of the sweatshirt sleeves.
The straps slowly slipped off my shoulders as he pulled it out from under my shirt and threw it on the floor next to his sweater. My eyes watched it now lying carelessly on the gray carpet next to his shirt.
"You just looked a little disturbed for a second. That's why I wanted to make sure...".
"No, don't worry. I'm fine.". I managed to press out as I shipped my arms back into the sleeves.
Heeseung straightened up a bit again and pulled me down with him. His face was so close to mine, but still he did nothing. Almost as if he just wanted to stare at me and feel my breath on his skin. A little overwhelmed, I pressed a kiss on his lower lip. Was that what he wanted? A nasal laugh escaped him, and he kissed me back. This time sloppy from the beginning and it grew more heated with every second. I was grinding my arousal against his hips, hoping that the tension in me would ease and this painful tingling would disappear. However, I had to admit to myself that it only got worse.
Desperately, one of my hands gripped his waistband and clenched into a fist. "Aww, look how needy you are". My held air escaped in a deep exhale. "And you're not?".
"Never said that. I can just control it better than yo...".
"Okay, shut up.". I pressed my palm on this mouth to hush him. In slow movements I started rocking my hips forward and closed my eyes. My hand drifted down from his mouth to his arm, which I grabbed for support. This moment felt too good that I was scared it was going to end too soon. I wondered what Heeseung was thinking. Was I doing it right? Was I making him feel good as well, even if he talks big?
He shoved my hair back, which had fallen forward and obscured his view of my face.
"Shit..." he cursed as he pushed my shirt up a bit, getting a view of the area where my core grinded into his dick and already left some traces of my arousal on his gray sweatpants.
His eyes sucked in my smooth movements that almost made him lose his mind. In his head, he wanted nothing more than to tear these panties off my body to feel me. During a brief pause, I circled my pelvis, which made us both gasp, and he grabbed my shirt to pull me down.
His tongue slipped into my mouth, kissing me hard, while his hand found its way under the fabric and caressed one of my breasts. I quivered under his touch and felt my legs start to tremble from exhaustion. My body was so drained by now that it was hard for me to keep myself up.
"It's okay, baby.", Heeseung moved one hand to my hip encouragingly, while he gently used his thumb to stimulate my nipple with the other. From below, I felt him quiver himself against me to help me with my choppy movements.
But also his body posture seemed to be anything but relaxed. Since I was almost lying on top of him, I noticed how his muscles tensed from time to time and heavy exhales escaped from his mouth. Our lips separated, and he nodded at me, so I found the strength to straighten up. "Come on. Just a little bit longer.". Heeseung whispered as his fingertips digged into the skin of my waist to keep myself moving. "I know you're almost there.".
I whined as the pleasure inside of me made me tremble, but still I didn't stop. I couldn't! Leaning forward, his bulge exactly met the spot on my clit that made me see stars, experience the redeeming ecstasy. âI-I can't. I really can't.". My lungs gasped for air.
I no longer even noticed that I was barely moving myself. All strength has left my body a couple of minutes ago, and I had turned into a moaning mess, eagerly waiting for the imminent redemption of my agitated body.
Heeseung was the one who moved my pelvis against his erection and pulled me impossibly close to him. His hands grabbed the back of my thighs to have a better control, as he noticed I'm completely worn out.
No matter how much I begged him to stop, he didn't slow down.
My climax hit me hard as a rock. Instead of my body rearing up and gathering new strength for a short second before complete exhaustion, I sagged forward. My knees slid from Heeseung's groin up to his hips and inevitably clasped around them. Many short gasps escaped my lips while I buried my head in the crook of his neck and my shaky hands reached for something to grab.
My pelvic floor muscles contracted uncontrollably, and I continued to grind against him to endure the endorphic push. "Holy shit! I got you, baby. I got you!". His one hand caringly stroked my back. The other one was busy pulling my leg to his side as close as possible, to help me ride out my high with gentle thrusts from below.
Not even a moment later, Heeseung flipped us over, so I was pinned under him, trying to control my accelerated breathing and complete exhaustion.
But I had no chance at all. Because before I knew what was happening, he collapsed on top of me. His sudden tight grip around my waist made me squeal and when I noticed his muffled moans into the pillow next to me. I concernedly turned my head to the side. "Are you okay?".
"Fuck...". With heavy breaths, he supported himself back onto his forearms after a few seconds of resting. The realization of what just happened hit him harder than expected. "This never happened before.". He wiped the beads of sweat from his forehead, uncomfortably adjusting his sweatpants.
"How are you?", he looked for a spark of discomfort in my face. "Damn, this was intense.".
My hand tickled his tousled hair. "I'm great...just pretty exhausted.". Heeseung placed a soft kiss on my neck and scooted back down to rest his head on my belly.
But some muffled powerful bumps against the wall from the other side of the room made us both startle in confusion. âIT'S 2 IN THE MORNING! SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY!", Shouted an angry male voice from the room next to us.
My eyes searched his in a flash. "Did he hear us?".
Heeseung laughed out. "I can even hear the toilet flushing two rooms away, so in all likelihood, yes!".
I blinked stressfully as the realisation hit me hard. "What? You could have told me.", I complained and nudged his shoulder as he climbed down from me before disappearing into the bathroom. "Get some rest. I'm going to freshen up for a minute.".
I watched him walk over to his suitcase before disappearing into the bathroom.
My arm reached over to the other side of the bed and I pulled the covers over me to snuggle into the pillow. Exhausted and tired, I closed my eyes and enjoyed the warming feeling that wrapped around me.
The reflection of what had just happened made a smile appear on my lips. Never in my life had I felt so close to a person. Not with Jacob, not with anyone else I had made out with. It was like a world I was afraid to enter. But with him it seemed so easy. I was able to let go and enjoy the moments on a completely different level than in my previous relationship.
"Why do you like me?".
"Because you're Heeseung,"
"And if I were someone else?".
"Then I don't think I would like you.".
I always liked him. The trust has always been there. It was hardly surprising that in the long course of time my deep connection to him had developed.
Almost asleep, I noticed the door to the bathroom opening again. Heeseung walked over to the lamp on his nightstand and turned off the light. But instead of laying down into the bed, he headed over to my side, to slip under the covers with me.
A soft hum escaped my lips when he snuggled closer to my back and wrapped one arm around me. With the feeling of his warm breath in the crook of my neck, I finally drifted into a deep sleep.
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