Chapter 49: diamond

I can't believe he disrespected me like that and he just thought he was gon have his fun while I stood back and looked miserable nah boo two can play that fucking game fuck him and then I'm guessing one of his peoples snitched cause marquise was down the stairs from VIP and in my face within seconds and scared the guy I was With off because of his status marquise looked so fineee and I wanted to be happy to see him but I wasint because he was avoiding me he stopped texting and calling and he thought I was just gon put my life on pause for him like no fuck him I was diamond and I was gon do what the fuck I wanted to do when the fuck I wanted but y'all the way he was handling me was pissing me off but turning me on at the same damn time I was following him to the bathroom cause I had no choice and we got in and he locked it and turn to me with a scowl on this face and he start yelling at me.so you think you can disrespect me dime around my fucking peoples huh and he look like he wanted to hit me but he kept his distance from me.and I looked at him and laughed and said nigga you must be crazy you got me fucked up ten shades of fucked up Im not yours to be fucking worried about so why you worried about me huh marquise like damn let me live and me disrespecting you nah playa you disrespected your fucking self when you had that bitch dancing on your dick so please save me your sorrows you don't give a fuck so why should i its right when you niggas do it but when us females do it we every name in the book like no no I'm another type level female and I refuse to accept that I said looking at him and then I walked towards him and he was standing in front of the door and I said excuse me your in front of the door.and he looked at me and said you got me fucked up diamond forreal first of all you needa  watch your fucking tone I'm not the nigga you wanna test he said looking at me and I looked at him and said oh really or what you think I'm a coward and im going to back off like that nigga outside like im scared to die marquise I'm pissed off at you but I would never threaten your life no why because I love you it made me mad sad and jealous to see you with that stripper bitch and you making me seem like the bad guy when you the one who stopped texting me stopped calling stopped checking on me now tell me I'm lying i said and then I started crying what I vowed not to do for this man but I did I started crying and he looked down on me and wiped my tears and kissed them away and he put his for head to my forehead and said I never wanted to hurt you ma and I know I'm hurting you now so I'm just gon let you go and be happy with a nigga who can make you happy.and I backed up from him and started punching him in the chest wherever I can hit him at and he grabbed me and slammed me into the bathroom wall and said chill with that shit diamond foreal and then I said I want you marquise and he kissed me and we fucked shit up in that bathroom I mean we was still at it and people was knocking on the door and shit we ain't care and then I told him we got dress and walked out hand in hand and he whispered to me and said you know you pregnant now don't you and I looked at him and said I am not and leaned into him And said I love you marquise brooks even if your not ready to say it. I love you I do and then I kissed him and he look at me like he was ready say something And then shots fired in the club and marquise pushed me hard as fuck and I was in pain then I looked for marquise and he was on the ground bleeding so i went over to him and started and crying oh my god marquise no no no no no stay with me baby stay with me breathe breathe and then meka and goat And luck came and I can just hear them yelling and goat telling meka to get me and get the fuck out of here and I feel meka grabbing my arms but my perfect moment got ruin so fast and my whole world was slipping I look at marquise still body and yell open your eyes baby I love you I love you and I scream this gut wrenching scream and meka grabs me up and she's pulling me and we end up in silence with nothing but my tears and sniffling and I don't know where we are driving and I don't care I feel as if I'm dead just like marquise and I don't want to live anymore and somewhere along the line I fall asleep.