Chapter 18: diamond

I look in the mirror and I look good with my red and white nike wind breaker blue jeans and red and white huaraches I put my hoop earings in my ears and added some lip gloss and grab my phone off the charger and plug my earphones on its 5:00 and it takes atleast 30 min from my house to coscos on the train so i walk out my house lock up the door and head to the train station I wait for the train for about 20 minutes and I already know imma be late and then the train pulls up I get on sit back and relax because its already going to take 30 minutes until I get there Im scrolling down my timeline and then I feel a tap on my shoulder I unplug my headphones and look into the eyes of my ex dontae.so you just been ignoring my text and everything wassup with that boo he said.first of all I'm not your damn boo second of all don't ever touch me again,third of all get away from me.why you acting like that dime you know I was your everything and you looking to good for me not to speak. I turn around and said well look nigga not touch and you was never my everything you was just something to pillow talk with and eat miss kitty when she needed to be fed other then that I'm still a virgin and very pure you was never my everything so boy bye.he looked at me licked his lips and said so when you gon let me eat that good shit again he then moved from the seat behind me and and sat near me and put his hands on my thigh and started squeezing it and he whisper in my ear and said you know you want me then started trying to touch my vagina through my jeans I instantly got uncomfortable because I'm not that type of girl.stop dontae what are you doing stop touching me he then grabs my neck and whispers in my ear for me to get up and move to back with him and if I don't he will shoot me that's when I notice its a gun against my stomach.I look around me asking for help with my eyes but the train not that packed and we in the middle and everybody else is in the front so nobody notices nothing.you wouldint I said,I would he said now get yo ass up and move when I move so I stood up and he made me get in front of him and then he pressed the gun to my back and whispered that's right gurl. then we got to a seat all the way in the back and we sat down and he said okay this what's gon happen I look at him and said you really gon violate me dontae over some pussy thoe bra are you serious. He said shut up bitch I'm running things im the one with the gun now atless you wanna die do what i say then he put his hand on my pussy and started rubbing it and I instantly felt disgusted I had to be smart about this so I started reaching in my pocket for the pepper spray that Mrs kosh gave me.and he reach inside my jeans and that's when I sprayed him I then got up and tased him. You nasty stupid fuck how dare you try to violate me on the fucking train I then kicked him and the bus stopped and the bus lady came and said oh my god sweetie you okay I said I am now but he's not and walked off because this was my stop I ain't know if I wanted to go anymore to this stupid meeting with a stranger.