ââ¦..Sigh.â
I wonder how many times I have sigh today. I was in distress as I lay on my bed.
The reason is obvious. It happened on the train on the way home.
ââ¦â¦Thatâs a foul.â
The warmth of the hand on my back. The warmth of her body. â¦â¦.I can still remember the softness of it.
In addition, her statement.
[â¦â¦I donât mind. Touching with Minori kun.]
Her usual kindness. rather than being careful, sheâs acting a little aggressively.
ââ¦.No wait. Geez, I donât know what to think.â
While my head is messed up. Somehow I began to sort it out.
Of course, thereâs always the possibility of a misunderstanding. â¦â¦.Itâs like the way men and women treat their friends differently.
For example, boys pat each other on the head and hug each other. â¦â¦Iâm sure there are some out there, but they werenât around me. Eiji wasnât the type to do that either.
On the other hand, girls. Some of them, though. They were hugging and holding hands as if it was naturalâ¦..I guess.
I think Shinonome might have been more on that side. â¦.No, thereâs something wrong with that.
âWe couldnât call each other by name.â
Of course Shinonome feels the same way. No, the situation may not have been good at that time.
After saying that she would be a good wifeâ¦.I couldnât help but feel conscious of her.
âNo, I donât know.â
I donât understand anything. I donât have much experience with women. I donât know anything about it.
âSighâ¦â¦â
I let out another sigh. I donât think Iâll be able to sleep today.
At that time. I heard a notification on my phone. The person on the other end wasâ
[Um. Are you still awake?]
It was Shinonome.
âââ
âUghâ¦..w-what have I done?â
I went to bed trying to sleep. I canât sleep at all. I suddenly remembered what happened on the train on the way home.
Minori kun face was so close. Ughâ¦â¦
A refreshing and reassuring scent spreaded throughout my chest. Also hard, strong, and gentle.
The hand that gently hugged me felt like it was touching a glass ornament. â¦â¦Ugh.
âN-no, not good. This makes me lookâ¦.like a naughty girl.â
If Minori kun knew that I was this kind of girl, he would surely hate me.
âButâ¦â¦â
I canât.
Iâm so happy that I was grinning all the time. If I press my face with my palmâ¦..it will loosen naturally.
âAhâ¦..my face, will it return properly?â
When I was eating dinner, it felt stiff. It seems that if Iâm not aware of it all the time, my face will naturally fall apart. It was probably as hard as the first time I attended a Japanese dance performance.
And one more thing. Thereâs one more problem.
âI canât sleep at all.â
Thatâs right. I canât sleep at all. Surprisingly so. Normally, I wouldâve fallen asleep by now.
âWhat should I do?â
Even if I try to think of other thingsâ¦â¦I canât sleep because I keep thinking about Minori kun.
Ah, thatâs right.
âI wonder ifâ¦..Minori kun is still awake.â
I reached my phone while thinking about it.
[Um. Are you still awake?]
Yes, I had sent it. It was immediately read.
âWhatâs up?â
He said.
[I couldnât sleep at all. If itâs alright with you, may I call you again?]
[Yeah, thatâs fine. I couldnât sleep either.]
I was relieved to hear his reply. If I could talk to Minori kun, Iâm sure thatâ¦â¦it would make me sleepy. Iâll be able to relax.
Howeverâ¦..I enjoyed talking on the phone with Minori kun. We talked until the sun came up.
Iâve never done anything like this before. I was a little nervous.
âââ
Ding dong, the chime rang.
âSheâs here.â
âY-yes. Iâm a little nervous.â
The next day, just before noon. When Iâm in the living room with Shinonome, a visitor came.
âWait for me, Iâm going to open the door.â
âI understand.â
I leave Shinonome and head for the front door. The doorbell rings again.
âOkay, okay, Iâm coming.â
I opened the door and sawâ¦.
âItâs been a while, Souta. How have you been?â
âYeah. Come in, Mom. Iâve been doing well.â
I saw my mother carrying a shopping bag. She opened her hand.
â¦..I was a little embarrassed. I just gave my mom a hug.
My familyâ¦â¦or rather, my father and mother are, to put it simply, doting parents. Such expressions of affection were an everyday occurrence.
It has become less common since I entered middle school. This time, since it had been a while, I thought it was okay to show a little affection.
âYouâve grown up. Iâm glad to see youâre doing well.â
âYeah. You too.â
She patted me on the head and pulled away.
âWhereâs Dad?â
âDad is at home with tears in his eyes because he canât finish his work. [I want to see Sota ! I want to say hello to your friend !] He said.â
âOh, I didnât know that. â¦â¦Come in for now. I want to introduce you to a friend of mine who has been very kind to me.â
âRight. I want to say hello too. I want to know what kind of friends you have made Souta.â
I went to the living room with my mother.
âLooks like youâre cleaning properly, interesting.â
âI have friends over every week. I did my best to keep the house clean.â
We went straight to the living room.
âOh my !â
My mother saw her sitting there. She raised her voice happily.
Andâ¦..she too. She fluttered her snow-white hair and stood up.
âN-nice to meet you ! Iâm Shinonome Nagi ! Minori kun has been very kind to me !â
âOh my my ! Your friend was a girl !ãThank you for your politeness, Nagi chan. My name is Kazumi, Minori Kazumi, Soutaâs mother.â
Then the two of them bowed. â¦.My mother looked at Shinonome and me with a huge grin.
âEven so. Why didnât you tell me there was such a cute girl, Souta?â
ââ¦â¦Well. I missed the opportunity to tell you.â
When I said that while looking away, Shinonome chuckled. My motherâ¦looked at her.
âYouâre so beautifulâ¦â¦your skin is so plump, and your hair has a beautiful white color.â
âThank you very much. My birth parents are from a foreign country. I was taken in for various reasons. As an adopted child.â
âOh, so thatâs what happened. Did you have a good mother who took you in?â
My mother asked. Shinonome answered cheerfully.
â¦â¦The question just now. Even though some people think itâs quite a landmine. Shinonome seemed to have a good relationship with her parents, so it looks fine. I breathed a sigh of relief.
âIâm blessed with a very good father and mother.â
âIâm glad to hear that. â¦â¦Where did you meet such a good girl? Souta. From school?â
âNo, Shinonome and I went to different high schools.â
âOh? Is that so?â
â¦â¦Well. Normally you would think we went to the same high school.
When I tried to explain, Shinonome opened her mouth first.
âMinori kunâ¦.um, well. I met Souta kun on the train.â
Shinonome said my first name. I knew she would call me that. My face is getting hot. I saw that Shinonome was also blushing. But she continued to explain.
âI was being molested, and he saved meâ¦..when nobody helped me. I was so scared and disgusted. When I was about to cry. Souta kun saved me.â
I was a little embarrassed by those words andâ¦â¦I chuckled.
âItâs an exaggeration to say that I saved you.â
âNo. I was really happy. But, um. Because of that, I was really scared of men.â
ââ¦..I see. It must have been difficult.â
My mother reached out her hand and patted Shinonomeâs head. Shinonome was surprised, but she accepted her hand.
âYes. I became especially afraid of riding the train. Therefore, I asked MinoâSouta kun to stay by my side while I was on the train. Then we became good friends.â
Then, Shinonome stared at my mother.
âSouta kun was. Sota kun was the only one Iâm scared of. He was very kind and cared for me. â¦â¦I think that Souta kun grew up to be such a gentle person, in no small part because of the influence of his parents. That is why I wanted to thank his mother. Thank you, mother.â
Shinonome bowed her head again. my mother smiledâ¦â¦happily.
âFufu, youâre welcome.â
Those words made Shinonomeâs ears twitch. And she smiled.
âYouâve inherited it from your mother, right?â
âMaybe so.â
Shinonomeâs words made me smile wryly. Even soâ¦..no, donât think about it.
Somehow I managed not to be aware of it. My mother was looking at me with a grin.
âYou know. I didnât think that someone other than Soutaâ¦â¦and such a pretty girl would call me mother.â
âEh, ah, no, I meanâ¦â
Shinonome panicked at my motherâs words. Seeing that, my mother smiled even more.
âThis is already the day when Iâll become your mother-in-law.â
Shinonome is blushing more than beforeâ¦â¦well, Iâm in no position to say that.
âOh my, Iâm sorry, okay? I just got too happy.â
âN-no, itâs fineâ¦..â
âWell, letâs go make lunch. You two havenât eaten, right?â
âYeah, thanks, Mom.â
âT-thank you very much.â
My mother went to the kitchenâ¦â¦but came back soon.
âSouta, can I have a word?â
âWhatâs wrong?â
My mom looked at me and smiled.
âPerhaps, did Nagi chan cook for you?â
That sent a shiver down my spine. I felt uncomfortably cold.