After work, I directly went to Suyangâs apartment. My memories were gradually coming back to me. Last night while I was drunk, Suyang carried me back here!? I recalled seeing upside down elevator buttons.... Oh God! Who could give me back my memories?
*knock knock knock*. But there was no response from within.
Heâs not home? But he said to meet here.... I stared at the password device at the door. Was it still the same code? If he left it the same, then....
I was getting a bit emotional and pressed the code from three years ago. The door went âka chaâ and opened.
Suyang never changed the password. I was kind of touched. The moment I entered, there was a heart-shaped rose display in front of me. In addition, there were lit candles everywhere.
Suyang was in a suit and stood right across from me with a bouquet of roses in his hands.
âWhat are you....â I was stunned. I wasnât sure how to respond to this type of scene. My words were stuck in my throat and it was tough for me to make any sounds.
Suyang slowly walked over like a prince from a fairytale. Except, I wasnât a princess or Cinderella.
âYou left a letter for me three years ago. In the letter, you said perhaps we might reunite again in the springtime. I thought it wouldâve been in March when the flowers bloom. I didnât think it would be the springtime after three years.â
âYou....â I foolishly accepted the roses from Suyang. A second later, he had pulled me into his arms.
âRegardless if itâs March or three years later, the fact that youâre back is the most important thing.â
Suyang wrapped his arms so tightly around me that I could hear his heart beating. Or perhaps, it was the sound of my own heart beat.
Wait, so what is going on now? I decided to sort out everything and lightly pushed him away. âCan you tell me whatâs happening right now? Are you trying to get back with me?â
âIsnât it obvious?â
âBut.....no! Everything is happening too fast! Iâve only been back for three days....â
âYou need time to get accustomed to it? If you want, I can chase you. Weâre working for the same company anyway. Itâs easy for us to see each other.â Suyang casually stated.
âOh yeah! The company!â I destroyed the romantic atmosphere as I turned on the light, âToday, I came here to discuss important matters with you. Can we pretend not to know each other when weâre at work?â
Suyang nodded, âWe can.â
âYou promise?â He agreed so easily? That doesnât seem like Suyangâs style.
âBut..â
There was a condition. I knew it!
âYou have to move back here.â
âWeâre no longer in a relationship like three years ago. Why do I have to move back here?â
âBecause....â Suyang went to his room and pushed out a familiar looking luggage. âYour luggage is already here. I have already checked you out of your hotel room.â
âHow the hell did you do that?â I was flabbergasted.
âSimple.â Suyang took out my identity card from his pocket, âWhen you werenât around, I went through your wallet and took out your identity card along with your bank card. Then, I smoothly helped you completed the checkout procedures.â
I was speechless. âMr. Suyang, do you know that youâre committing a crime? How dare you take my identity card and bank card without my consent? I can call the cops on you and get you arrested!â
âSo, are you going to call the cops and arrest me?â Suyang tried to make an innocent face.
âI wonât call the cops. Just give me back my stuff. Weâll call it even.â I was trying to bargain him like I would bargain with a child.
Suyang shook his head like a rattle-drum. âI guess you still donât understand my point... you havenât gotten any smarter in three years!â
âYou!â
âMy point is, if you want me to keep our relationship a secret, you have to move back here. If not, then donât blame me if my mouth accidentally slip soon.....â He threatened with a cunning smile on his face.
âYouâre still the same as three years ago. All you know how to do is to threaten others!â I refuted.
âThank you for the compliment!â Suyang went to the kitchen to grab a ladle to extinguish the candles one at a time. Meanwhile, he was speaking too, âWhat a waste of my romantic gesture. You really donât want to be my girlfriend again?â
I sat on the couch and solemnly questioned Suyang, âDonât you hate me? I left without saying a word.â
âHate you for what? At the time, it was obvious why you left. We just never talked about it. I already knew that day would come. I just didnât think it wouldâve happened so soon. I was caught off guard. Also, as I had predicted, we would meet again.â
âSo what is our relationship now?â
âWho knows....?â Suyang grinned at me in a naughty manner, âBed buddies?â
âYouâre so inappropriate!â I snapped at him as I gave him a killer glare, âWhen are you going to grow up!?â
Suyang left the last candle on. Then, he turned off the lights and ran to me. With his back facing me, he lifted his shirt up. âIâm inappropriate? Look at your glorious achievements from last night!â
The faint lighting from the candle revealed Suyangâs back. It was covered in purple and red scratch marks.
I guiltily stared at my nails. How could it create so much damage? It has only been three days since I last cut my nails.
I smacked Suyangâs back and comforted him, âAs a man, you canât even handle a little bit of pain?â
âThatâs not true. I actually felt very overwhelmed from favour with the huge gift you gave me last night.â
âWhat happened last night? I donât remember anything!â I held onto my head. I had a headache the moment I tried to think about it.
Suyang covered his mouth in shock. He was acting like those little maidens that were bullied in ancient times. He joined his thumb and his middle finger and extended the rest of his fingers as he pointed at me; squealing, âYou dare to forget? You beast! You ate everything whole!!â
Beast?!
âAre you playing with me? Put your girly fingers away! Holy moly. Has your brain been damage after three years?â I ruthlessly smacked Suyangâs fingers.
âI am teasing you.â In a second, Suyang reverted back to normal, âYes, we havenât seen each other in three years. I miss you so much that my brain is damaged.â
Suyang kept attacking me with sweet words. At this rate, I was worried I wouldnât be able to endure it.
I lightly coughed twice. âWho is the beast? Youâre the one who took advantage of the weak while I was drunk!â
âYou canât blame me. You were too eager. I was forced.â Suyang shrugged his shoulders. He sounded like a skillful player.
âYouâre full of shit! ....the same as you were back then!â I changed the topic and began to look around the apartment. I walked to my old room, âHere...â
The moment I opened the door and turned on the lights, I froze. My face darkened.
Damn you! I caught you! You dare to blame me for being heartless? You changed my room into a study room! I guess he really enjoys living the single life!
Wait, why am I getting so emotional? I canât show my emotions. Calm down! Calm down! I canât let Suyang see how affected I am!
I pretended everything was fine as I turned off the room light. âSo you changed my room into a study, eh?â I coldly asked.
âYes.â
âWhen did you change it?â
âAbout a week or two after you left? I donât remember....â While Suyang was thinking about it, I began to strangle his neck. I used all the strength I had, âYou dare to say Iâm heartless? You changed my room into a study a week after I was gone!?!! Ahhhh!!â
Was I seeing things? Why was Suyang smiling while he was being strangled?
Seeing how he looked like he was going to suffocate, I released him, âWhat are you laughing at?â
âIâm laughing at you. Verbally, you say you have no plans to get back with me. Yet, you care so much that I changed your room. What a liar! The drunk Lin Yixin is so much more honest than the sober Lin Yixin!â Suyang smirked.
âIâm just annoyed. Itâs understandable. Imagine if someone was totally in love with another person....but the moment she was gone, he changed her room....â I began to interrogate. âWhy did you change my room?â
âBecause I decided!â
âDecided what?â
âI decided that the room is no longer yours. When you return, we will never separate again.â Suyang whispered.
âWhat the hell....â Suddenly, I remembered something, âGrandmother Meng. What would she say if she knew I was back? No, I canât stay here!â
Then, I turned around to grab my luggage to leave.
Suyang rushed over to take my hand that was holding onto the luggage. âGranny....â He looked depressed, âpassed away last year.â
âWhat?!â
âGranny passed away last May.â
Wow, I had to find out about this huge news through Suyangâs mouth. I felt so bad. I couldnât raise my head because I was so ashamed.
âIâm sorry. I....â I didnât purposely want to remind you of the pain....I didnât end up saying that line.
Suyang interrupted me, âThree months after you left, I stopped writing. At the time, I hid in the study daily to read. I didnât care about anything else for a year and a half until granny became very ill.â
âHer final wish was that I would get back on my feet and become strong again. So, she requested a close friend to help me contact the Xu Clan corporation. As you already know, Iâm no longer âDu Yuâ. Iâm now the marketing manager for the Xu Clan corporation.â
âWhy did you stop writing novels?â
âI donât know. I just felt like my fingers were weak. I couldnât type or hold onto a pen anymore.â Suyang held onto my face and forcefully made me gaze into his eyes, âThe moment you left, you took away all my inspirations and soul.â