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Chapter 15
Sidneyâs POV
My whole body was trembling with fear, taking a deep breath I looked back at my life. The wasnât much happiness in it, hell there wasnât any moments of happiness ever since my mother passed away but I remembered one night when I ran away from home and nearly got run over by this guy.
It was all too vivid; he slammed the brake while I stood there frozen before I knew it I was on the ground knocked with a bruise on my forehead and cuts bleeding. He looked just like an angel; he helped me up and took me to his house where his mother stitched me up. Smiling at the thought, I pictured the guy, he was my guardian angel and I wish heâd come back to save me.
The sound of gunshots sliced through the air; there were five gunshots and then silence. Someone was coming, my first thought was Daniel but then I told myself not to get my hopes up. Â Footsteps inched closer and closer until I couldnât hear any more of them yet I heard ragged breathing closer to my face.
âHi beautiful,â the voice was very familiar; it sounded like the one that helped. It was the voice of my guardian angel and I was left dumbstruck.
Just a minute ago the thought of his had popped into my head, and now he was standing before me untying the ropes on my wrist, picking me up bridal style.
âThank you,â I muttered slowly, I knew for a fact and was certain that now i was in safe hands. My guardian angel was one of those pure gems on earth that were rare to find, he was a beautiful and loving guy but possessive as hell though that was a good thing â you could guarantee that heâd protect those people he loved.
I fell asleep in his arms, this time it was a peaceful dream and I drifted off into paradise. This was how I wished my life would always be. With my guardian angel always there to protect me, this time I had something I looked forward to when I woke up, it was him.
((BRANDON AKA HER GUARDIAN ANGEL IS NOT BAD, I REPEAT HE IS NOT BAD ;D, plus heâs not really an angel....this is not a paranormal story :O, sad scene coming up -just giving you a warning ))
Danielâs POV
This was hard; I had never felt like this it was new. A new emotion, which was unknown to me and it, freaked me out.
I hated not being in control, people thought I was an aggressive jerk but I needed to be in control of everything otherwise....otherwise.
I shook my head clearing out the bad memories; I will not fuss over them. The past is the past right not I need to focus on the present â here, right now I had to say something to Sidney.
I wasnât sure if I loved her, hell I wasnât sure why I couldnât stop thinking about her but I needed her, she was like a drug now.
Yeah, go ahead and laugh.
It was like smoking, though I had quit that a few years ago however this was nothing like that this was something more powerful and it drew me into her. I wanted to know more about her, I felt pain and her innocent face made me all the more guilty for ever hurting her.
Youâre just a stubborn bastard.
I was a stubborn idiot, and an even bigger one for letting her go. I wanted to fix her, something about her seemed broken and I was sure that it wasnât to do with me.
Her past, it mustâve been just like mine in a way.
One day youâll love someone and it will kill you.
I remember someone saying that to me once, my phoneâs shrilling sound made me jump and I instantly picked it up seeing it was Brandon.
âWeâve got her,â he spoke, with that I hung up and ran towards the gates. There I saw the car pull up into the driveway, jogging towards the car I hastily opened the door to see Sidney lying in Brandonâs arms.
Jealousy shot through me, but I pushed it aside and opened out my hands to carry her bridal style. Her limp body fell into my arms, she didnât weigh much; hell she weighed nothing at all which then shocked me that she wasnât eating much.
Her face had lost its colour and the once joyful face was now lifeless, carrying her upstairs to my room I layed her down onto my bed carefully and tucked her in. I stood there for a good five minutes analysing her, before I decided to go out and call the doctor while Brandon was leaning against the wall smirking as if heâd found out something I didnât know.
Shaking my head in irritation, I dialled the doctorâs number and told him to come over at once but Brandon still didnât stop smirking which annoyed me even more.
âWant to fill me in with whatâs funny?â I snapped, his smirk grew bigger until he propped himself off the wall.
âYou like her,â he simply stated, âand I know her,â my blood boiled when he said he knew her, how and when I wanted to know right now.
âHow the fuck d you know her?â I grabbed his shirt and slammed him against the wall, he chuckled and I let him go. Straightening his shirt he replied,
âI nearly ran her over,â he spoke, âthen took her to my house and fucked her,â my face fell and I punched him in his face causing him to fall on the floor, he doubled over laughing; I stood confused at what was going on.
âDude, you shouldâve seen your face,â he said in between his laughs, âIâm joking, I took her to my house and my mother fixed her up,â I calmed down a little, relief spread through me at hearing this.
âGet the door,â I ordered him, he left smirking to the door and I shook my head in dismay. The people I know, youâd be surprise that I was friends with them. Opening the door to my room, I saw Sidney lying in the same position as I had left her I heard the doctor coming up the stairs and opened the door wider.
After fifteen minutes of watching the old man check Sidney for any damages, clean her cuts and apply some medicine to her bruise, I stared at her face getting lost in her features. She looked so much like my sister, the one that should be alive here and shout at me for treating girls badly then smack me at the back of my head.
I missed her, my heart clenched in misery as I remembered the two most important women in my life. Rage burnt inside me, I wanted to kill anyone who had anything to do with the death of my mother and sister but I already had.
All of them were killed in cold blood, but before I could kill them I had to go through stages of torture where I had to build up my own gang. Every night when Iâd be given a job by the gang that took me under their wing, I would get bruised, broken and abused in every single way possible.
However, I did not complain. I took the pain in and kept it locked up in my heart, so when my time came I unleashed all the pain I felt onto those who gave it to me. Luke, my so called brother thought this was wrong. He always was the wise one, but I chose to ignore him though I donât regret it. Those people who had messed with the Lockwood have made me who I am today, I snapped out of my trance when the doctor called my name.
âSheâs pretty beaten up but sheâll recover,â he said, âso Iâve written these medicines give them to her and make sure she eats plenty of food as well as water,â I nodded and Brandon lead him out of the room closing the door behind him.
Walking forward, I sat next to her on the bed and tucked the loose strand of hair behind her ear whispering,
âI am so sorry Sidney,â my voice cracked, âyou have no idea what a bastard Iâve become,â I refused to let tears spill from my eyes but they fell anyways.
Tracing the bruise on her face with my thumb, I brushed my lips against her forehead. My past wasnât one Iâd ever want her to know about however she needed to know about it so I came to a conclusion that when she woke Iâd tell her everything there is to know about me.
I only wish sheâd tell me her problems too, though I wouldnât for a second except her to forgive me because of the arrogant jerk I had been by hitting her.
Donât you wish that sometimes that if you could go back in time, youâd do these things differently to how theyâve turned out.
I never for a second though that Sidney was actually trying to save my life whereas I just tried to break hers.
I was ruthless, cruel, and mean by killing people in cold blood without thinking twice about it. Now as I lay down next to the beautiful girl Iâve ever seen, my addiction I canât stop thinking about how wrong Iâve been by doing these things.
âYouâll be the death of me,â I whispered to her before falling into a blissful sleep beside her.
I will keep her safe; she was now the purpose I was living for. Before it had been killing, now it was loving and it was hard there was no denying that.
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