Chapter 4: 4.

Broken promisesWords: 14511

Erin Kimora delagardo

"Yooo" I heard someone yell

I looked to my left side & saw Tae & some other tall nigga walk in through the door

I rolled my eyes & put my eyes back to my phone where I was scrolling through Instagram

"Yo wussup folks" gk said as he walked back in his living room from his bedroom

Amoura walked out behind him with a bottle of henny in her hand

I just looked around

"Can I sit here lil mama" the guy who walked in with Tae asked me

"Yeah" i said looking back down at my phone

"Damn ma" Tae said talking about some girl that was here when I got here

"Hey Tae" she said smiling

We all looked at her

I just shook my head & amoura busted out laughing drinking out of the Hennessy bottle

"Amoura" the guy next to me called out to her

"Wussup rondo" she asked him

"Have you talked to Roman" he asked her

"No why"

"She got my son man" he said

"Why you let her take yo son?" She asked him

"Because that nigga is dumb" Blu said

"Nigga you're a whole ass middle school drop out shut the fuck up I graduated" the guy next to me said to blu

Blu shot him a bird

"Because she wanted to take him to get a haircut next thing I know my baby momma calling me talking about why she got my son on that bullshit" he said

I frowned

"Um cause I wouldn't want my babydaddy hoe to take my son somewhere without him" amoura said

"Amoura really?" Gk said laughing

"Uh yeah the fuck & why you putting stress on that girl you know she's in & out the hospital with sick a cell" amoura Said

"You think ion know that"

"He like sick pussy" Ji said laughing blu started laughing with him

"Blu shut up you like dirty pussy" Gk said

"Chill bro I ain't even know folksnem was burning" he said looking at Gk with a mug on his face

Tae & Ji started laughing

"Ji shut the fuck up too you fuck on Niggas" The guy next to me said

Tae looked at him with a disgusted look on his face

Amoura's eyes widened & she sipped from the bottle of henny

I looked at him then back at my phone

Gk was just staring at him

Blu backed up from him

"Bro chill the fuck out you know shordy ain't no nigga" he said looking at the guy next to me with a mean ass mug on his face

They all busted out laughing

"Bro dude is a whole ass nigga ion care folks" Tae said laughing

"Amoura i gotta get back to the house" i said because it's my dad's birthday dinner

"You coming to meechies party right?" She asked me

I rolled my eyes

"Yea when?"

"Um tonight at 9 I'll pick you up" she said

"I- okay" i said getting up

"Where is it at?"

"This club on 67th" she said

"We boutta get shot up" i said

Gk & the guy next to me started laughing

I looked between them

"What?" I asked

"Yo ass hella calm & you say shit hella calmly so it's just funny" Blu said laughing too

I looked at him frowning "are you high?"

They laughed again

"Leave baby boo alone I love my calm ass stink" amoura said getting up & hugging me

"Ight just tell me when you're on the way" i said to her

"Alright" she said

"You have my wallet?" I asked Tae

"Yeah" he said getting up pulling his pants up just for them to fall again

He's fine but he's just a hoe & a player

"I see you Kimora" amoura said

"Damn what's shordy's name Kimora or erin" the im guessing the guy named rondo asked

"It's Erin but people call her Kimora ion know why either" Gk said

"Kimora is my middle name & Erin is my first name" I said

Tae walked out the door

"Damn girl you got a pretty ass name" the girl who was flirting with Tae said

I lowkey forgot she was here

I smiled "thank you "

I walked out the door & to Tae's car

My Uber pulled up

He reached in his car & grabbed my Michael kors wallet

He handed it to me

"Thank you" I said checking if everything was still in my wallet

He smacked his lips

I looked up at him

"What?"

"Nigga I ain't take none of yo shit" he said

"Boy I know you be having all types of females in yo car I had to make sure they didn't take nothing" I said putting my wallet in my purse

"Ion even be having females in my car" he said

"Why yo ass lying" I said chuckling

"I'm not lying ion lie ma"

"Okay actions speak louder than words lil mama" I said walking away

He mushed my head

"Ima nigga" he said

I started laughing as I walked up to the Uber

"For Erin?" I asked him

"Yes Erin Kimora?" He asked looking at his phone

I nodded my head

I got in & he drove off as I put my seatbelt on

I put my AirPods in my ear & 4 your eyez only by j.Cole came on

I looked out the window as he drove towards my dads house

30 minutes later...

"Yooo" my uncle yelled as they was all in the living room drinking

I closed the front door

"Hey Erin" Amy's mom said to me as she was walking to her room

"Hey Troung" i said to her

"Erinnnn come here baby long time no see" my dads mom said to me

I just stared at her because what she did when I was younger was fucked up

Little does she know that brought me a lot of trauma that I will never forget

Shit this whole family brought me a lot of trauma

"Hey" I said awkwardly as she was trying to hug me

She saw that I backed up a little

"Oh I'm sorry you don't like being touched?" She asked me

I smiled

"Uh Erin come here I want you to meet your cousin ebonii" my dad said grabbing my hand & pulling me to the living room

He probably saw what was going on

He pulled me to this girl with curly hair & she has deep dimples she was my color a little bit darker & she had Gucci tracksuit on

& some all black glasses

"This is your cousin ebonii & ebonii this is your cousin Erin" my dad said

"Hey girl nice meeting you" she said smiling

I smiled "nice meeting you too"

"Oh the girls finally met each other im so excited" my dads brother Troy said coming up to us & hugging me

"I haven't seen you since you was two bug" he said

I smiled

"Look how grown she is Kelly" he called out for someone

People started laughing loud

It was honestly a lot going on

I couldn't focus

A little tiny Asian girl walked up to us

"Oh my love Kimora" she said hugging me

I hugged her back

"You're so grown I'm auntie Kelly your dads sister" she said with a drink in her hand & a blunt in her other

I smiled

I don't know what they want me to say to any of this ion remember none of y'all

"Um dad can I go to amoura's house afterwards" I asked him

"Yeah" he said

I nodded my head

"Can you take ebonii" my uncle asked me

"Yeah ion care" I said

"Sorry we just moved back down here you know she needs some friends" he said

"You're coo" i said

"You still playing basketball" he asked me

"Um no I been thinking about getting back into it" i said

"You should & come play for my team it's an AAU team you know I know your dope as fuck at it" he said

I nodded my head

"Ight I'll be right back but yeah I'll love to play for your team" I said

"Perfect" he said smiling

My dad was shaking his head

I laughed

"You wanna come?" I asked ebonii because she looks like she don't wanna be here

"Uhh sure" she said.

I nodded my head as I walked off with her behind me

I walked to the door that leads to my room & opened it

I let her go first

I then walked in after her & closed the door & walked down the stairs that leads straight to my room

I turned the lights on

"You can sit anywhere" i said

She nodded her head

I went to my closet & took my jacket & purse off

I slipped my Uggs off too

I looked through my closet for something to wear for tonight

"Oh yeah & Um we're going to a party so you wanna wear what you got on or wanna wear something from in here?" I asked her

"Girl foreal? I been wanting to go to a Chicago party so bad" she said

I laughed "todays the day then girll"

"I'll wear this" she said

I nodded my head

"Where y'all move from?" I asked her

"Um New York im actually from New York" she said

I looked back smiling "ouu New York I heard the niggas out there fine"

"They are but they hoes I know the niggas up here are cute but what they like?" She asked me

"Um depending on which type of guys" I said

"Don't matter "

"Well from the guys I know they all hoes & they'll dog the shit out of any female they don't care" I said

"You like hood niggas huh?"

"I'm from the hood I grew up in the hood that's all I know I just moved in here with my dad so ion know how these white boys are up here" I said

"Foreal?"

I nodded my head

"Damn my bad" she said

"You're coo" i said grabbing a cheetah print dress & throwing it on my bed

"You must be filthy at basketball" she said looking at all my metals & trophies

I shrugged my shoulders as I grabbed these clear heels I took from my mom

"How old are you" she asked me

Damn bitch is this 21 questions

I turned towards her

"17 how about you?" I asked her

"Foreal? I'm 17" she said

I nodded my head

I grabbed my black lace thongs & put them underneath the dress

I heard a knock on the door

"Yeah" I yelled

"Is Ebonii down there?" Someone asked

"Yeah" ebonii said

"Your baby is up" they said again

I looked over at her

She sighed & got up

She walked out the room

A baby??

I went to my dresser & grabbed my wraps

I went under my bed & grabbed some weed from the bag

I grabbed my tray & sat on my bed & started breaking down the weed

All I heard was stomping & music & laughter upstairs

It didn't bother me though

My phone started vibrating

I grabbed it & Tae was calling me

I answered

"Send me yo location dawg" he said looking like he was driving

I frowned "why"

"Because yo cousin sat here & got black out drunk & shit now she calling for yo ass & she didn't want gk to take her to you so now I got to" he said sounding like he got an attitude

"Why you got an attitude?" I asked him sending him my location

"Because this ain't my responsibility" he said

"Okay Tae" I said

He hung up

I rolled my eyes & finished rolling up

I heard my door open & footsteps

"Sorry you're coo if he's down here right?" She asked me talking about her son I guess

"Ion care girl" I said

"What's his name?" I added on

"Xavier" she said

I smiled because he was a cute chocolate baby

I waved at him & he waved back

"How old is he" I said licking the wrap

"2" she said giving him her phone

"Awe" I said

Tae texted me saying he was outside

I got up

I slipped my Uggs back on & grabbed my house coat because it sure in the fuck ain't hot outside

But that was fast as fuck

"I'll be right back I have to grab my cousin" I said

She nodded her head

I went up the stairs & out the door

I walked passed everyone that was in the hallway & living room drinking & dancing

I walked out the front door to see Tae's car outside dead in the middle of the street

I walked over by them

"She won't get out" he said

I nodded my head

I opened the backseat door & just stood there

"Girl get up why are you crying?" I asked her

She looked up at me

"Sissy" she said hugging me

I hugged her back

"What's wrong I was just with you like an hour or two ago" i said

"A lot bro" she said

"Ight come on we can talk inside it's cold" i said

"Can we talk in the car ion feel like moving right now" she said

I looked at Tae & he was shaking his head

"Nah y'all Niggas gotta get out my shit man" he said

"Stop being a bitch Taelyn" amoura yelled at him

I'm guessing that's his government

"Get yo cousin & go" he said to me

"Tae come on" I said laughing a little

"I need help then" I said

He smacked his lips

I grabbed her out the car

He grabbed one side of her & I grabbed the other

I closed the car door

We walked up to the front door

"He fucking on this bitch named  Ariel & supposedly she's fucking burning now & she got it from him & you know what I found out I have" she slurred

"What" Tae said

I smacked my lips & looked at him like he was dumb

"I have fucking herpes" she yelled

"Okay okay calm down" i said shocked for words

I didn't know what to say

I opened the front door & made sure nobody sees us

"Ight let's go inside" i said walking in side

Tae closed the front door

I walked to the door that leads to my room & opened it

I walked down the stairs with Tae helping me

We made it to my room

Ebonii was still sitting in the chair with her baby & they was both watching something on her phone until We came in

"Sorry" I said doing an awkward smile

"You're coo girl it's yo house & room" she said chuckling

We laid her down on the bed

I just stared at her

"He gave me herpes & he's talkin about he don't think me & him ain't gonna work fuck him on my momma fuck him" she yelled sitting up

"Damn" I heard Tae say under his breath

I hit his arm

"How'd you find out?" I asked her

"I had his phone & she kept calling so I finally answered & she just started going off & said he gave her herpes" she said

"When did it happen" I asked

"Like a week ago I just got my results back" she said

She looked a hot ass mess

But I can't blame her

I would too if a nigga cheated on me then gave me a std then broke up with me

& I'm still hella young yes I would be Distraught just like her probably worse shit.

"It's okay we gon figure it out you're going to be good you're always good this ain't the end of anything it's just the beginning" I said

"Ion even know" she said

"Nobody is going to want me they ain't gonna want a female with fucking herpes" she said wiping her tears

Tae walked off

"Yes they are don't say that I'll be right back" i said

She nodded her head

I walked back up the stairs & through the hallway to the front door

I saw Tae getting in his car

I sped walked over there & knocked on his window

I couldn't see shit

I know he probably rolled his eyes tho with that stank ass attitude he got

But it makes him look finer than what he is

"Wussup" he asked me

"Thank you" I said

"Yeah" he said

"What"

"Nothing ima catch yo lil ass later" he said

I just stood there looking at him

"You fine as fuck ma" he said licking his lips & looking me up & down

"Thank you" I said looking away from him

He chuckled

"Ima see yo big headed ass later folks" he said

"Bye" I said

I walked around the car as he drove off

I shook my head As I made my way back into the house

I went to my room & saw ebonii & amoura talking

"Don't worry still do you now you just gotta work twice as harder just because you have this doesn't mean you're not human you're still the same person you're just like everyone else you just got an extra special part about you" ebonii said to her

Amoura nodded her head

"You still wanna go to the party?"

"Yeah" she said wiping her tears

I nodded my head

"You coming?" Amoura asked ebonii

"Yeah I can" she said

I honestly wanted to get high alone but I guess not

"Ight well ima take a nap" I said laying in my bed

"Lemme go feed him then" ebonii said picking up Xavier

"Everything is going to be fine mama I promise you" I said to her

She just stared at the wall

I turned towards the wall & closed my eyes