Erin Kimora delagardo
"Come on it'll be quick" amoura said to me
"Girl if it's going to be quick why you need me to go in with you"
"Because its hella niggas & bitches in there they might jump me or some shit"
I looked at her crazy "girl stop being paranoid"
"Bitch just come on pleasee" amoura whined
"No just go in get yo shit & walk out don't say shit to nobody nor do you look at anybody" I said to her
She turned the car off & sat back in the seat
"Whatever just come on" she said
"No"
"We'll go get hibachi & I pay for it" she said knowing I been wanting hibachi for some weeks now
I just stared at her because why did you even have to bring that shit up
I rolled my eyes & unbuckled my seatbelt
"Yes" she said laughing & getting out the car
I got out the car & just stood there next to the car
"This house look like it's nasty as fuck inside" I said
"It's a fucking trap house Kimora" she said
I made a disgusted face
The house was beated down there were no windows
& the door didn't even look like a door
There was garbage all around the house
Herion needles all in the little yard
There was even a homeless man sitting outside the door
"Let's go" she said
I followed behind her
We walked up to the door
"Excuse me ladies do you have any spare change I can borrow?" He asked us
"If it's for drugs fuck no" I said
Amoura looked at me with her mouth in a gap
"What" I asked her
She shook her head & digged in her wallet pulling out five dollars
I mugged her
"He's not getting nothing with it but drugs amoura" I said
"I know more money for my Nigga ima get the five back" she said
"Your nigga?" I asked her
"Yeah my nigga"
"Who's your nigga"
"Don't worry about it erin" she said
"I wants to know"
"Hello yeah open the door I'm outside" she said into the phone
"Ight" she said hanging it up
"I'll wait"
She looked back at me
"Kimora not right now I'll tell you later" she said
I mugged her as the door opened & there stood this guy named blu opened the door
We used to go to school with him
Well I did at least
He dropped out when we was in like 7th or 8th grade
He stood there & mugged amoura
"Come on blu it's cold out here" she said
"Nigga who told yo ass it was hot it has to be like -35 out there" he said
"I bet it's even better in there" amoura said
"It is has to be like a good 20 degrees in here" he said
"That's even better blu come on"
"Yeah it is at least it's not in the negatives" he said
"Blu come the fuck on" amoura yelled at him
"Blu open the door for her dumbass" I heard someone say
He mugged her & opened the door
She walked in & I did too until he put his hand out & pushed me back
"Where yo ass going" he asked me
"In there fuck you mean" I said to him
"No you not" he said closing the door in my face
My mouth went into a gap
"Bitch move you got my cousin fucked up you dumb fuck how you open this door" amoura said
"Who is it Erin?" Gk asked
"Yes open the door" she said sounding mad
I watched as he opened the door
He looked down at me "wussup dork"
"Move y'all got me fucked up" I said walking inside
He mushed my head
It's colder in here than out there what the fuck
My tits are bout to fall off
I walked further into the house behind amoura
There was naked ass females everywhere I looked
Niggas weighing & bagging shit
Music was blasting
As smoke traveled although out the air
Shordy's was staring at us with disgusted looks on their faces & rolling their eyes
Niggas was staring at us but wasn't saying nothing
I ain't never been in a trap house so this is all new to me
"Where's my shit at G" amoura said as she stopped in her tracks talking to gk who was behind me
"It's in the back room we gotta wait though because Tae in there handling business" he said
She just mugged him
"What now" he asked her
"You have a customer out there he wanna buy something" she said
I just chuckled
Gk looked at me "shut the fuck up nerd"
I shot him a bird
"Y'all wanna sit" this guy asked us
I looked at the couch & the chairs
& they had cigarette stains & piss stains on it
Lord knows what else is on it
"Nah I'm good" I said moving to a corner nobody was in trying to get out the way for all the hoes mugging us & walking back & forth with drugs
"You sure" he asked me
"I'm positive thank you" I said standing there
"Yoooo" someone yelled sounding mad as fuck
I looked towards the kitchen where it came from
Everyone did
"Get the fuck outta here y'all done" I heard him yell again
"Get y'all's clothes on & leave all you niggas are fired" he yelled again
I just stayed in the corner
I looked where amoura was at & she wasn't there
I looked around some more & her & Gk was nowhere to be seen
Gk is her nigga
I get it now
The guy stormed in the room I was in & looked at the Niggas bagging shit
"Y'all too get the fuck outta here" he yelled at them
"Except you" he said pointing at some other guy sitting next to blu
Blu looked at him & chuckled cause the guy looked scared
"Hurry up & get the fuck outta here" the big tall lightskin guy yelled again
He looked a little like Tae
They have the same resemblance
He had tattoos all over his face & hands
I couldn't see the rest of his body but you can tell he definitely got more
I just stayed in the corner silent as everyone was walking out the door
"Where the fuck Tae & Gk at?" He asked
"They in the rooms" blu said
"Mmcht" the man said as he sat down
He looked over at me & frowned
"Didn't I tell yo ass to leave" he yelled
"Uh" before I could say anything Tae cut me off
"Why yo ass yelling" he asked him
"Because this is my shit" the guy said
"I want all these hoes out my shit why she still here & standing in the fucking corner" he asked Tae pointing at me
"Uhh because my cousin is back there doing something & I'm waiting for her i be dammed if something happened to her I'm not one of these hoes that work for you so watch how you talk to me" I said rolling my eyes
"Yoo Erin?" Blu said looking at me
Tae looked at me
We made eye contact instantly
"Who the fuck is you talking to?" The big guy asked me
"I'm talkin to you" I said
Tae was just standing there
"Get her outta here cause it seems like you know her I'm bout to bust a clip in this bitch" he yelled again
"Why you yelling" Gk said with. Amoura behind him
"She needs to get out" he said pointing at me
"Nah this my shorty's family she's good" gk said
"Yeah she's with me sorry Meechie" amoura said then looked at me with a look on her face
"We need to talk" the guy named meechie said
"Why" Blu asked
"Them bitches was taking product & if more of my product go missing it's bout to be war"
"We just got done with this shit Bruh just let everyone go & hire new people Bruh" Gk said
"That's what we did the last three times Nigga" Tae said looking irritated
I walked over to the door & walked out the house
I walked to the car & got in it
There were crackheads roaming around the house
They asses the ones that's taking the products
I shook my head & my phone started ringing
I grabbed it out my pocket & my dad was calling me
"Hello" I said answering the phone
"Hey you think you're going to be done for dinner?" He asked me
"Um no we still got my bed & stuff left then we'll be done we had to stop to pick up Sani" I said
"Tuh got you taking care of her responsibilities" he said more to him
"Ight well you need me to send you money to get something on your way back? Or you want some of what we're having" he asked me
"What y'all having?"
"Lasagna"
"I can't eat lasagna"
"Why?"
"Lactose & I'm allergic to red sauce" I said
"That's right Ight get something on the way back sorry bug" he said
"It's fine"
"Love you bye" he said
"Bye" I said hanging up
I'm not comfortable saying I love you to anyone
I wasn't raised showing affection
So it kinda makes me uncomfortable but I'm not going to show that
They all walked out the house except the big guy
"This is why ion come down here" Blu said being hella loud cause I can hear him in the car
Tae looked at him crazy
They all walked up to the car
Amoura opened the driver side door
"Where y'all bout to go?" Gk asked
"Hibachi ion know where but we getting hibachi" amoura said
"Benihana?" Gk asked her
"Yeah I guess this fatass wants it sooo fucking bad" she said looking at me
I shot her a bird
He laughed
"Ight well ima meet y'all there Lemme ask them if they wanna go" he said kissing her
"Ight" she said getting in the car as he walked away
I turned around acting like I didn't see what happened
"Don't worry about it erin" I said mocking what she said to me
"Shut up Kimora lemme get my dick damn" she said driving off
"Whatever" I said looking at my dad sending me 70
I already had money but shit lemme take this 70 right quick
"My tittes are defrosting" she said as she stopped at a red light
"On god mine are too" I said
Ryan texted me
Ryan ð¤ð¼
Wya? I got a tat idea for you!
Ight lemme see
No let it be a surprise
Wte Ryan when can I see it
Anytime just walk in boo
I mugged my phone
"What" amoura asked me
"Nothing when you gotta get the car back" I asked her
"Um ion know they ain't give me a time" she said
I nodded my head
"What time yo dad say?" She asked me
"No time girl" I said
"Don't tell me you gon have more freedom over there than when you was with yo ma dukes" she said
I raised my eyebrows
"He to worried about them kids & his wife & I didn't know the wife's parents live there too" i said
"So where you sleep?"
"In the basement"
She frowned at me
"No girl the basement was his man cave it was like another living room but they cleared it out so it can be my room they repainted it & all" I said
"Wait so you got that whole basement to yo self" she asked me
"Yeah" i said
"Ouu girl" she said smiling
I laughed
"How's the new school?" She asked me
I go to some prep school over on that side of town where it's not ghetto
Over there is filled with a whole bunch of white people
Which means the school is full of white people
It's one of the best highschool's in Chicago
"It's different we wear uniforms" i said shaking my head
"Awwe" she said laughing
"& ion know I can do this getting up early everyday shit I haven't been to school all the days of the week since I was in elementary & I barely went then" I said
"Girl that's good you can do it you just gotta get used to it be the star in the family erin" she said
"Girl I gotta go tomorrow ima cry" I said
"I think Kia moved out there too with her grandma" she said
"What kia the hoe?"
"Yes"
We both busted out laughing
A all black hellcat pulled up to us
I frowned & he rolled his window down & it was Tae & Gk
I rolled the window down
"Park down that hill" he said
Amoura frowned at him
"Just do it moura"he said
"Okay" she said
I rolled the window back up
She did an illegal u-turn in the middle of traffic
"Okayyyy" I said
She started laughing
She parked in the spot he was talking about
I grabbed my purse
"Wait Tae got my wallet" I said
"That's his car their in" she said
I got out & walked over to where they parked
A green bmw pulled up to Tae's car & rolled his window down
"Nigga what" Tae said
"Give me my fucking key" Blu yelled out the window
Tae smacked his lips & digged in his armrest & threw him a key
Blu sped off
Tae rolled his window up
"Is he coming?" Gk asked
"Yeah" Tae said
Gk nodded his head & walked over by amoura
I opened Tae passenger door
"What" he said
"You got my wallet"
"Nah it in my other car" he said rolling up
"You got a 3rd" I asked him
"Nigga no" he said still rolling up
"Yes the fuck you do why you acting weird" I asked him getting in the car
He laughed " what"
"Why you acting weird"
"I ain't acting like shit" he said
I smacked my lips
"Smack yo lips one mo time in my ear"
I smacked my lips again
He mushed my head
"Hm" he said handing me the blunt
"What"
"Light it for me" he said
I digged in my purse & grabbed my lighter & lit it for him
He was cleaning his mess up
"Hit it nigga" he said to me
I looked at him funny
"Uht uh cause if you laced this ima come back & hunt yo stupid ass down" I said
He looked at me with a look on his face
"Nigga hit it" he said staring at me
I put the blunt up to my lips slowly side eyeing him
"Bro" he said
I hit it
& started coughing
He started laughing
I kept coughing
& he continued to laugh
I hit his arm
"It's not fucking funny" I said coughing some more
"Hit it again" he said
"No here"
"Bro I ain't lace the shit" he said
I just stared at him
I hit it again
I nodded my head
He nodded his head too
"Gimme my shit" he said snatching it out my hand
I rolled my eyes
"So you do got my wallet" I asked him
"Nigga I called you to get yo wallet you wanna decline my call" he said
"That's why you acting weird?" I asked him
He shook his head
"Awee I'm sorry baby boo I was doing something" I said grabbing his face & hugging him
"Girl get off of me" he said
"You know you love my love" I said sitting back down in the seat
"Shut the fuck up" he said
"You ready?" He asked me
"Yeah" i said
He put the blunt out & opened the car door
I got out
I walked to the side waiting for him
He closed the door & locked the car
He had on a all black Nike tech with the concord 11's & a north face puffer on
I had on a all black Nike outfit with my concords & my Nike puffer
"Stop trying to match my fly" i said as we waited at the cross walk
He looked down at me
"Shut yo tiny ass up" he said with low ass eyes
I smacked my lips
"You high as a bitch" he said to me laughing
"You are too" I said
Whatever that shit was bout strong as fuck how we high after like three hits
"Wait so I smell like it" I asked him as we walked across the street
"Nigga I don't know nor do I care"
"Stop being a bitch we can't walk in a restaurant full of white people smelling like fucking weed" I said
"How old you is?" He asked me
"I'm 17 how old are you?" I asked him
"18"
I nodded my head
I grabbed my perfume & sprayed myself down as we stopped infront of Benihana's
"Bro that's enough" he said
"You need some?" I asked him
"No" he said rolling his eyes
"I'm sorry excuse me but y'all are so adorable" this older white women said to us
"Um thank you" I said
"The matching outfits & shoes I love it me & my husband started dating at y'all's age too & now we're 61 years in" she said
"We're-" I started to say until amoura cut me off
"Get y'all asses in here" she yelled out the door
I rolled my eyes because she always gotta act ghetto
"Excuse me nice meeting you" I said to the lady as Tae started leaving me
"Nice meeting you too sweetheart" she said smiling at me as I walked inside
Following Tae to where they were sitting at
I sat down next to blu & Tae sat cross from me
"Y'all niggas are burnt" the guy from earlier said
"Ji shut up" amoura said
"Aye we need one more seat my girl suppose to be coming" Blu said To the cook
He nodded his head
I just shook my head
"So this really erin from middle school " Blu said looking at me
I looked up at him from starting to doze off
"Uh yeah" I said chuckling
"Damn girl look at you" he said
"You still tiny as shit though" he said
I shook my head
"Shut up" I said looking at him crazy
"How you like it down there with all them white folks" Gk asked me
"It's different I like it down there a little" I said
"Why" Blu asked me
"Because it's more peaceful & ion got worry about crackheads" I said
"What crackheads be messing with you down here I'll kill 'em" Blu said
I laughed & looked at the cook
"Ima pretend you didn't say that" I said
"He don't care he fighting a whole ass murder charge" Gk said
Ji & Tae started laughing looking at Tae's phone
"Erin?" Lexi asked me as she walked up to the table
"Hey" I said
"Hey girl how you doing?" She asked me as she hugged me
"I'm okay how about you"
"I'm fine you know Blu?" She asked me as Blu scooted over so she can sit between us
"Yeah we went to school together & cousin chill with him" I said
"Wow this is my boyfriend" she said talking about blu
"What small world" i said laughing
"Crazy" she said
The guy gave us our plates
A hour later....
"You ready?" Amoura asked me
I looked at her then the big ass White House we was sitting in front of
"I'm not but you know I gotta go in & face it" i said
This whole new change is a big one
I never lived outside a neighborhood other than the neighborhood or the area I grew up in which is drugs poor people ,black people, shootings, people getting beat up & Robberies I can keep going down the list
"You'll be fine you can always come down & visit & stay at my house you know mom won't care" she said
"I mean I guess" I said looking out the window
"Just go to school & be that bitch" she said
I chuckled
"Ight you ready?" She asked me
I nodded my head
She got out the car & I stayed
I'm deadass not ready at all
She stared at me through the window
"I'm really not ready amoura" i said
She got back in the car
"Why what's wrong?" She asked me
I just shook my head
"Don't let none of this bullshit get to you mom Ight?" She said
"I'm just scared"
"Of what?"
"Shit ion even know something in me is just scared" I said
"Why"
"I don't know"
"Are you worried?" She asked me
"Yeah"
"About what?"
"Sani"
"I told you my mom & dad are talking about custody for her" she said
"No she needs to leave like go be with her dad"
"Why"
"Because she's safer down there ion want her like us up here fucking struggling mentally & financially I just don't want her hurt like my mom hurt me" I said
She nodded her head
"I understand we can work something out but we gotta deal with what we got in our faces right now" she said
I sighed
"Your mom is crazy yes I know but she's not going to do nothing to Sani. & if you really want better for her you gotta start with you which means start going to school & getting your work & shit done so you can graduate & go to cosmetology school because you love doing hair fuck yo moms & what she said to you she's bitter." She said
A tear dropped from my eyes
I wiped it because bad bitches don't cry
"This is just a lot like I didn't know all these people would be here" I said
"It's okay fuck they opinion on you Kimora I always tell you this" she said
I nodded my head
"You didn't grow up how they did you grew up in the fucking hood so hell yeah you're going to be different" she said
"Ight"
"Okay & smoke if you need to" she said pulling out a bag of weed
She handed it to me
"This big ass bag of-" I started to say
"Gk gave it to me I can get another one" she said
"Ight" I said taking a deep breath
"Okay come on let's go star of the family" she said
I smacked my lips
She got out & so did i
I went to the backseat & grabbed the box with all my basketball trophies & metals
I play basketball that's my favorite sport
I been playing since I was 5
There was a point of time in my life I wanted to be a wnba player
I gave up on that dream as I got older because I realized to get out of Chicago you have to be a rapper & a drug dealer half the time they don't even make it outta here
Or either you end up dead or in jail
Basketball distracts me from a lot
I haven't played on a team since I was a freshman in highschool
Now all I do is just practice
I barely even do that half the time
I walked up to the door & rung the door bell
Amoura walked up behind me
"Bitch these shoes are cute" she said
I turned around & she was holding up these white heels
"You can have em ion even where heels" i said
"Um no you better wear these to meechies party" she said
"What?" I said then the door swung open
There stood my dad
"I'm sorry bug" he said grabbing the box out my hands
"Thank you" I said walking over to the car
"Hey amoura" he said to amoura
"Hey mr delagardo" she said
I didn't hear the rest of the conversation I grabbed two more boxes with my clothes in it
I walked inside the house
"Girls get your shoes & jackets on help your sister bring her stuff in" Amy my dads wife yelled at the kids
"Sissy's back?" Aurbery asked
"Yes go help her" Amy said washing the dishes
"Hey Amy" I said
She looked back "hey baby"
I walked downstairs to my room
"Ion know where you want them at" my dad said standing there with the box in his hand
"Just set it down anywhere ion care" I said
"This bed is niceeee" amoura said
I turned towards her & it was a nice ass bed frame with a mattress & bed sheets on it
"Suprise" my dad said hugging me
"Oh thank you" I said
"Early Christmas present we can go shopping tomorrow after school so you can get stuff for in here" he said
I grinned "okay"
"Girl this shit comfortable" amoura said
I shook my head
"Let's go girl" I said
My dad laughed
I walked upstairs & out the door to the car seeing the girls grabbing bags
"Thank you guys" i said to them
We all unpacked the car
This ain't gonna be to bad right?