Erin Kimora delagardo
"How long you down there?" Tae asked me
"Um I don't know whenever I wanna go back" i said laying down
"I got yo money & shit" he said moving around
"Where you going?"
"Going to go fuck somebody's daughter" he said
I smacked my lips
"How much?"
"How much you want?"
"She wants a million" my aunt yoyo said walking in the room laying on me
Well trying to
He chuckled
"I'm being deadass" she said
"Where you about to go?" I asked her
"Pick up my meds & picking up that niggas brother since he can't do it" she said
"Oh"
"Wanna comeee?" She asked me
"I can" I said
"Ight mom call me later" Tae said
I smiled "bye boo"
He hung up
Yoyo was just staring at me
"What?" I asked as I got up & slipped on some vans
"What y'all got going on?" She asked
I shook my head "nothing"
"You lying Kimora tell me" she said following me out the room I'm staying in
"Nothing yoyo" i said grabbing my purse
"You gon tell me eventually" she said
I laughed "Ight"
We walked out her house & to the car
I got in the passenger seat & she got in the drivers seat as she started the car
"Come on get in" he yelled at me
I got in with the bag in my hand
I'm trying so hard to stay as calm as possible
He got in & started the car
He drove off
He took the mask off
He looked over at me
"Take the shit off erin" he yelled at me
I took my mask off & the gloves
He snatched them from me & put them in the glove department
"I ain't tell you to kill nobody" he said
" he shot at me you told me to use it for some shit like that" I said
"You should've left that shit for me" he said
"What? By the time you would've came & did something I would've been dead" I said
" & nobody told yo dumbass to kill the girl" I said
"Because she witnessed allat shit them niggas is known for snitching" he said
"Shut up" I said
I got nauseous
"You good though?" He asked me
I nodded my head knowing damn well that whole scene is replaying in my head over & over again
What if we get caught? I get caught?
Bitch I'm going to jail for life
I can't make it in prison
"You sure?" He asked again
"Yes" I said barely under a whisper
"You still hungry?"
"No"
"We can't tell nobody about this you hear?"
"Yeah" i said
There was red,white & blue lights flashing behind us
He looked back
"Fuck" he said under his breath
My heart dropped to my ass
He looked over at the duffel bag
Then he looked at me
I looked down at my clothes I had blood all over them & his brains
If we pull over it's over for the both of us
He looked like he was thinking as we continued to drive
"Put this in there" he said handing me a gun from his waist
I grabbed it & put it in the glove department
He started to speed up
"You been okay?" Yoyo asked me
"Yeah why?"
"I hear you every morning getting up & throwing up you pregnant?" She asked me
"Fuck no" I said
"Nobody just gets up at like 5 or 6 in the morning going to the bathroom to throw up unless they pregnant" she said
"I'm not pregnant" I said
"How long have you been throwing up for?"
"Like a month or two"
She looked at me
"When was the last time you fucked"
"Like two months ago" I said
She nodded her head
I frowned at her
I know for sure I'm not pregnant the fuck
I can't be pregnant
"How you liking Cali? You thinking about moving down with me?" She asked me
"It's coo & no Not that coo for me to move down here" I said
"Awe damn that hurt my feelings boog" she said
"My bad" i said
We pulled up to cvs
"I'll be right back" she said
I nodded my head
"Want anything?"
"No"
"Okay" she said getting out the car waddling over to the door
Am I pregnant?
I have been throwing up but I never thought of it to me being pregnant
Did he use a condom?
Ion fucking remember
I swear he pulled out though
Fuck..
Ebonii started calling me
I answered her FaceTime putting my face in the camera
"Hey" I said
" hi my beautiful baby what you doing?" She asked me
" sitting in the car waiting for yoyo to come out of cvs what you doing?" I asked her
"Bout to go to this doctors appointment" she said
"For what?"
"See if they can shoot this shit up me" she said
I frowned "shoot what up you?"
"Tae's nut" she said
She's crazy as fuck
Like what?
Like you're saying that like it's normal
"His nut?" I asked
"Yeah" she said
"Why"
"Because I said I was pregnant & I'm actually not" she said
My eyes widened
"But you showed a pregnanc-" I started to say until she cut me off
"Nah that was peaches pregnancy test from a few months ago" she said talking about her dads girlfriend
"Um ebonii ion think that's normal or okay just tell him you're not pregnant " i said
"Then we'll never talk again" she said
I looked at her
"Girl it's Tae he gon come back trust me" I said
She sighed
" it's too late I already told him" she said
"Miscarriage?" I said
"Abortion? There's many many options" I said
"Yeah" she said
"Mhm" I said watching yoyo come back to the car
"I just love him" she said
I looked down at the phone
"I got you a pregnancy test" yoyo said as she got in the car
I frowned at her
"You're pregnant? By who?" Ebonii asked me
"No I'm not fucking pregnant she's just over reacting" I said talking about yoyo
"When was the last time you had yo period Kimora?" She asked me
"Uhh" I said realizing I haven't had my period
"Yeah you're taking this fucking test" yoyo said
I smacked my lips
"I'm not pregnant" I said
"Prove me wrong boog" she said
I nodded my head
"Ight when that test come back negative I better get some Alexander McQueens" i said
"Ight"
"You better not be pregnant Erin" ebonii said
"Bitch I'm not" I said smacking my lips
She nodded her head
"Ima call you when I'm taking the test" i said
"Alrighty" she said
I hung up & rolled my eyes because she should be the last to say something about someone being pregnant
Yoyo chuckled
"Shut up" I said pushing her shoulder
3 hours later....
"You fucking killed me bitch what about my baby" the girl yelled at me
"I didn't kill you though"
"You killed him bitch now niggas is coming for you"
"Huh? I didn't mean to" I said while I wanted to cry but couldn't
"Just watch yo back they after you & Tae" the guy said
He had the bullet hole on the side of his head
She did too
But she had a little tiny belly
They disappeared
"Come on" Tae said pulling me
"Tae" I screamed at him
He ignored me as we kept running To the car
"Tae" I yelled again
He didn't stop
"ERIN" vee yelled shaking me
I jumped up
"You good boogie?" Auntie yoyo asked me
I looked at her then vee
That's when I noticed auntie yo-yo's boyfriend was in here too with his brother
I cleared my throat
"Yeah why?" I asked her
"You was crying & kept tossing & turning yo eyes is blood shot red what's wrong?" She asked me
I closed my eyes
"I'm fine" I said
"Take this test" aunt yoyo said throwing something on the bed
I shot my eyes open
I looked at my lap & it was a pack of pregnancy test
I looked up at her
"I'm not taking this shit" I said
"Yes you are go in the bathroom" vee said To me
I stared at them
"Why? I'm not fucking pregnant" I said
"Just prove us wrong then mom" yoyo said
I smacked my lips & snatched the box off my lap
I got up outta bed & walked out the room to the bathroom
I closed the door & sat on the toilet
I opened the box & grabbed a test out
I closed my eyes as I opened the test
I grabbed the stick & squatted over the toilet
I let my pee out
Ion know if this is how you're suppose to take a test but I'm taking it like this today
I pulled the test from underneath me
I sat on the toilet all the way & grabbed the cap to the test & put it back on the thing to it
I wiped myself & got up
I flushed the toilet
There was a knock at the door
"Tae's on the phone" vee said
I looked myself in the mirror & frowned
I turned the water on & washed my hands
I opened the door & grabbed my phone from her
"Yeah?" I asked him putting my face in the camera
"Damn a nigga can't call to talk to you ma?" He asked
"Never said that" I said walking back in the bathroom & cleaning up the stuff
"Oh Ight what yo uglyass doing" he asked me
"Just woke up what you doing?" I asked him
"What time it is down there?" He asked me
I looked at the top of my phone
"7:55" I said
"Nun chillin waiting for this nigga to come out"
"Who"
"Nobody"
I nodded my head looking at the test
I ain't even read how long I should wait because I know I'm not pregnant
I walked out the bathroom
"Ebonii said she's getting an abortion" I heard blu say
"Hi blu" I said
"Who that is?" Blu asked
"Erin" Tae said
"I thought that was gracia" blu said
I looked around the living room & sat down next to vee
"We waiting?" She asked me
I nodded my head
"But aye wussup Erin when you coming back" blu asked me
"Hm never" I said
"Ight I won't miss you anyway" he said
I rolled my eyes
"What y'all waiting on?" Tae asked
"Um mind yo fucking business Nigga worry about selling them drugs & the bitches you fucking on" vee said
"That means she is my business" he said
I looked at the phone
"Y'all fucked?" Vee & blu said in a sync
"No" I said
"He's just playing" I added on rolling my eyes
Real shit though my heart dropped to my ass when he said that
I think I played it off cool though
I think
"Oh better be he's no good & you deserve better" she said
"What's that suppose to mean veveona?" He asked vee saying her government name
"Taelyn I'll beat yo ass" she said
He chuckled
"Ima hang up now" I said to them
Vee hung up before they could say anything
Vee is my aunt yo-yo's best friend from Chicago
& when I say they been friends since birth they been friends since birth
My grandma & vee's mom met at a birthing class & got close & gave birth 2 days after each other
Vee was first then yoyo
Everyone knows each other on the east side of Chicago
So I'm kinda not surprised that her & Tae know each other
But how does she know his government?
Nobody knows that niggas government
"Kimora you take the test?" Yoyo asked me
"Yeah you got some food I'm hungry" I said
"Uh yeah the oven" she said
"Ight"
I got up off the couch & went to the kitchen
I opened the oven & there was some fried chicken in there
I grabbed a paper plate & grabbed me two pieces of chicken
I closed it & walked to the table
I sat down
"Anyways you thinking about moving down here?" Moni asked me
"I don't know" I said
"Chicago head moving down to Cali?" Tee said mushing my head
"Fuck you & you" I said
"You love me" tee said
I rolled my eyes at him as I took a bite of chicken
We all was sitting at the table laughing & talking for about 30 minutes
I had to go pee
"Hold on" I said getting up & throwing away my plate
I went to the bathroom
I sat on the toilet & went piss
I wiped myself & flushed the toilet
I washed my hands
I looked down on the counter where the test is
I forgot all about this shit
I picked it up & looked at it
It said pregnant
My heart dropped to my ass
It felt like my whole world was moving in slow motion
"Fuck" I said under my breath
I can't have a baby
I'm only 17
I'm only a senior in highschool
I gotta finish school
I swear to god this Nigga had a condom on
Abortion i can get an abortion
This test gotta be playing
I grabbed the box of pregnancy test
I pulled the other two out
I pulled my pants down
I can't even go piss
I just went piss
I grabbed the test that said pregnant & put it in my bra
I put the other two in the cabinet & threw the box away
I walked out the bathroom
Everyone looked back at me
"What?" I asked
"You want cheese cake?" Yolane asked me
"Uhh no that shit is nasty" I said
They all laughed
"Well yo daddy is here" yoyo said
I frowned "why"
"I don't know" yoyo said
"Where he at?"
"Outside" she said
I chuckled & walked to the front door
I opened it
He looked up at me
"You ready to come back home boog?" He asked me
I frowned "what"
"You ready to come back home?" He asked me
"No"
"Why"
"Because y'all sat there emotionally attacked me & kicked me out for no reason you think I wanna go back there?" I said
"I'm sorry I just been having a lot going on" he said
"With what the maid? That's why you bought that car too so I wouldn't say anything huh?" I said to him
He just stared at me
"Me & Amy been having some difficulties with our marriage before you moved in she didn't want you to move in" he said
"So why have me move in?"
"I could've went to my grandmas" I said
"She didn't want you there either" he said
" I could've been on the streets" I said
He smacked his lips
"You gotta come back home"
"I can't though"
"Why erin"
"Because"
"I'll talk to her & have her ready to go aaron when do you leave?" Yoyo came to the door & said
"Monday evening" he said
"Okay she'll be ready" yoyo said
I smacked my lips at her & just mugged her
"Okay thank you yoyo & I love you Erin" he said
I rolled my eyes at him & walked away from the door
I went to the kitchen & grabbed & water
I started chugging it down
I need to hurry up & go piss
Everyone was staring at me
"What?" I asked them
"You good?" Vee asked me
"Yeah I can't drink so ima do this shit" I said
"How long you been sober?" Moni asked me
"Umm four months I think" I said knowing I'm fucking lying
The other day I just popped some pills & smoked some weed
I popped the pills because me killing that man is really fucking with me
"Vee" yoyo said coming back in the dining room
"What"
"You remember Lo?" Yoyo asked vee
"Lo? The one with the babymomma who's name is rubi?" Vee asked
"Yeah"
"Well yeah"
"Girl he's dead him & rubi was both found outside on the sidewalk dead Both was shot in the head & rubi was pregnant" yo-yo said
"Where? This shit is sad & getting outta control they needa chill" Vee said
"Over on the southside you know the big house over there right outside that house" she said
My eyes widened once I got who they was talking about
How they bodies get outside the house
They was killed inside the house
I ain't even know shordy was pregnant i didn't kill her though
But I could've helped her
"Whoever did that needs to be in jail & needs to rot in hell because wow that's so sad" Vee said
"Damn Vee" i said
"They was nice ass people he only ran the streets because he had no choice to they both was amazing people so for them to be killed together an really evil person had to do it" she said
I nodded my head
Later that night......
I sat on the edge of the bed just staring at all three of these test saying positive
I just popped a whole bunch of pills why the thing ain't dead
I sighed
The door opened
I turned my head trying to hide the test
Yoyo was standing there
"Yes?"
"I came to talk boogie & lay with you" she said
I smiled & got up as I put the test in my pocket
"& you thought I forgot lemme see the test" she said to me
"Why?" I asked her
"That's a dumbass question" she said
"Lemme see boogie" she said
I smacked my lips & grabbed them out my pocket
I handed to her
I sat on the bed
She gasped
I put my hands over my eyes
"I know" I said
"So who you pregnant by?" She asked me
"Nobody" I said
"You definitely pregnant by someone who is it?" She asked me again
"Tae" I said
"Erin" she said
"I know" I said
"What you going to do?" She asked me
"I don't know"
"You're so young you thinking about keeping it?"
"I don't know"
"Erin this is serious" she said
"I know I just found out I'm still in shock" i said
She nodded her head
She sat me up & moved my hands
"You crying baby?" She asked me
I shrugged my shoulders
"I love you & I support any choice you make baby & if you need to move down here for a new start or even if you decide to keep the baby my doors are open no matter what boog just know we got you for life" she said hugging me
I just closed my eyes as tears ran down my face
It's was not my plan