Lia
Next time I woke, it was to Max kissing my shoulder. I blinked in the faint dawn light of the bedroom then found his lips with mine, instantly needing that connection.
It didnât even seem strange waking with him beside me. The other morning when heâd stayed over after my nightmare, it had felt all too comfortable and right for him to be here.
Max nuzzled me. âNo bad dreams.â
âIâve only had one since arriving here.â
âWhat do ye dream about?â
âLosing my father. Either to a murderer, or literally just finding him gone and never seeing him again. Iâve always had them.â
âBut less here.â
âYes. Coming here changed everything.â
I lifted to peer at the cot, and Max did the same.
âAsleep, still,â he mouthed.
That was unusual, too. Our beautiful Evie, with her little rosebud mouth open and her curls awry, was always an earlier riser than me.
âSheâs happy here. We both are.â I brushed back Maxâs hair, loving the fact I could do so.
His eyes briefly closed. A moment played out before he opened them again and posed a question. âWhat would have happened if youâd stayed?â
Without asking, I knew what he meant. How we were talking about the past, not the current. Two years ago, I left him. Yet there was nothing but curiosity in his looks, no anger or mistrust. He wanted this final part rewritten. Continuity from then to now.
âIf Iâd known myself, I wouldâve argued to remain longer in Inverness. I wouldâve spent as much time as possible with you. I wouldâve looked at universities in Scotland. Then when I found out I was pregnantââ
âWeâd have done it together,â he finished for me.
I swallowed. âSo many times Iâd dreamed that had happened. You came to me and brought me back. We went through my pregnancy as a couple.â
He pressed his lips to my cheek. âCelebrated it.â
I gave a surprised, short laugh, despite knowing nothing else couldâve been true.
Max continued. âIt would have been a shock, no lie, but Iââ He stalled, but he didnât need to finish the sentence.
âWe were both robbed of that,â I whispered into the gap.
The sound of movement came from beside the bed, then the baby-sized yawn followed it. âBa, ba,â Evie uttered.
Smiles broke over both mine and Maxâs faces.
He rolled and collected our sleepy daughter, and she draped heavily over his bare chest, reaching a hand to touch my shoulder.
âGood morning, beautiful,â I said to her. âYouâre talking so much now, I can barely get a word in edgeways.â
From the other room, Maxâs phone dinged. He placed Evie on the mattress then laid a lingering kiss to my mouth, letting her see. Then completely naked, he strode from the room. A few seconds later, now in boxers and with his phone in his hand, he returned and scooped Evie up.
âTake a shower. I have a surprise coming for ye in twenty minutes. Iâll give Evie her breakfast, but then I have to go out for the day.â
They went into the kitchen together. I rested back for a moment, thinking on where I was in my life and what I wanted to happen next. The Lia who had left behind the only truly good thing she knew was long gone. This time around, Iâd make the right choices for me and those I loved.
Washed and dressed, I found Max and Evie at the kitchen table. He ate butter-heavy toast from a plate while giving her bites.
His gaze lifted to me. âShe had porridge but is still hungry so wants my breakfast, too. I need to rush to get ready, so can ye take over? Surprise due in four minutes and counting.â
âMy dad is getting here later today,â I said on a breath.
The lightness dimmed in Maxâs expression. âYour father.â
I chewed my lip. âThere were messages in the night. I called him to talk. He swore he had nothing to do with the deception. I need to see him to talk through it all, but I believe him.â
âIâm supposed to be flying out to look for Struan. Gabe and Gordain are going with me. I can cancel.â
I shook my head, adamant. âNo need. Iâve no idea what time heâs getting here, though Linc said heâd arrive first, and that hasnât happened yet. If he doesnât turn up until the evening, youâll be sitting around all day. Besides, I need to handle it. Him. All of it. Not least, Iâm going to warn him that if he says one bad word to you, heâll need to leave. And he has to apologise.â
Max leapt up, and he delivered a buttery kiss to my lips. âI donât care about him, but I need ye to be happy. I can play nice. When I get back, just tell me how ye want me to be.â
God, I loved him. âYourself. Only ever yourself.â
His phone dinged again, and he glanced at the screen then muttered, âYour surprise is almost here. I need to get ready. Dinna look out the window.â
Still only in his boxers, he sped around the apartment, then arrived back with damp skin but dressed a few minutes later. With his expression still troubled, reflecting exactly how I felt on the inside, he picked up Evie then held out his hand for me. At the door, we stepped into our shoes.
âIs your da staying long?â he asked.
âIâm not sure. He said he wants to be with us, but heâs married to his job. I could ask⦠Wait, no, I canât ask Felix. Dad said to ignore him until we speak.â
Max frowned deeper. âThat reminds me, when ye spoke to Stephen last week, he said that Felix mentioned your da had no plans to retire. Why would they be in contact?â
I cocked my head. âThat is weird. I didnât pick up on it. Um, Dad still talks about Stephen a lot. I think heâs proud that his protégé has gone on to do great things. But they donât work together. Felix would have no reason to speak to him, other than when Dad asked about that relative.â
We emerged onto the steps, and every thought on my dad and his assistants fled my brain.
On the gravel below, a beautiful car waited, a woman in the driving seat. In powder blue, the convertible car had the top down. It was a two-door, but a child seat had been added to the bench seat.
I clapped my fingers to my mouth. âWhatâs this?â
âYe needed a car. This is one we had at the garage. Not too fast, nice to drive. I thought ye might like it, and itâs definitely better than that ugly hire car which caused you grief.â
The woman exited the car and made jazz hands at it. âShe handles beautifully.â
âThatâs Isobel, my boss and personal delivery driver.â A happier Max propelled me down the stairs.
Around the corner of the castle, another car appeared, Gabe at the controls. He pulled up as we reached the bottom of the steps, but my attention held to Max and his incredible gesture. In everything heâd done for us until now, Iâd assumed Evie was at the heart of it.
This was solely for me, and I couldnât quite comprehend it.
I definitely didnât deserve it.
Max ushered me into the driverâs seat. âI know itâs a classic car, but Iâve upgraded it to be safe as possible.â
Isobel snorted in amusement. âDonât let him undersell himself. Heâs been working all hours to fix this up.â
Max dipped his head but didnât take his eyes off me.
âItâs beautiful,â I breathed. Yet I was scared to even touch the steering wheel.
Isobel skittered away to talk to Gabe, leaving the three of us alone. Max hugged Evie close, and our little girl stared on with wide eyes.
âDo ye like it?â he asked quietly.
âLove it,â I replied.
If we were alone, I would have told him everything on my mind in respect of love and happiness, but our audience didnât need to know the details.
It could wait.
Max and I wouldnât be torn apart again.
He glanced around and seemed to come to the same conclusion so gestured to the car. âItâs an Austin-Healey. Iâll talk you through all of the details later, but sheâs road safe and ready for ye to take for a spin. Later, I want ye to drive me somewhere, so get practising.â
He held out a hand to me, and I stood, moving straight into a soft kiss.
âThank you,â I said against his lips.
Evie giggled and clutched my hair, and I took her from Max.
âIâve got to go. Gabeâs here to collect me,â he murmured. âI know youâll be busy with your da, but if anything happens, or if you need me for any reason, just let me know.â
In that moment, I was certain I had one part of me left to change to be worthy of Max and everything he gave me.
âAny problems I find, Iâll handle them myself,â I swore to him.
Independently, with no burden to pass to anyone else.
Maxâs look of concern didnât leave him, but he wished us goodbye and left. Gabe drove them away, and Isobel moved over to my side.
âNow heâs gone, I get to tell you what he did. Iâm not even joking about how hard he worked. Once heâd set his mind to this, it changed from being my passion project to one hundred percent his.â
I summoned my will and asked the question too obvious to ignore. âHow did Max afford this?â
Isobel pursed her lips, hesitating.
âBecause his motorbike isnât here, and Gabe picked him up. Please tell me he didnâtâ¦â
âMaybe he did,â his boss said slowly. âBut to be honest, selling his bikes was probably the best thing he could do now heâs a dad. And I would know because I used to race cars. Once you have people depending on you, itâs a logical step to take.â
Her words made sense, but I felt the wrench this mustâve cost Max.
Isobel gave me a quick tour of the car then set off on foot for her garage. I offered to drive her, but she grinned and left at a run.
Then it was just me, Evie, and our new ride.
My phone rang in my pocket, and I collected it to find Lincolnâs name onscreen.
âIâm at the airport, just waiting for my baggage, but Iâm not entirely sure where you are to give a taxi driver instructions.â
With Dad not here yet, Linc almost certainly had more information than I did. And my gratitude towards Max needed to start with getting behind the wheel of this car.
Though maybe without Evie along for the first time driving it out on the roads.
âIâll drop Evie off with Maxâs sister then come and pick you up. Meet you at arrivals.â
With that decided, I locked up the apartment then strapped us both into the car. No small amount terrified of denting the beautiful vehicle or stalling in the middle of a junction again, I turned on the engine then eased the car into first and out along the track that led to Maxâs sisterâs.
The whole time, I didnât get above fifteen miles an hour, but my confidence grew by the time I parked up. It really was a sweet ride, and my driving not too terrible.
Outside the cottage, Isla gawked at the car then ran over. âOh my God, is this yours? Is Evie coming to play? Itâs so unfair! Daâs about to take me to school.â
âIâm hoping your mum will babysit for a couple of hours, but weâll do a proper playdate on the weekend,â I promised.
Cait emerged from the door, her baby in a sling at her chest. She peered at me curiously, and I climbed out with Evie then made my request. It was a wrench leaving my daughter behind, but she toddled after Isla into the house without a backward glance. Then I hugged the woman who I hoped one day would be my future sister-in-law, and set out on my mission.
At the airport, an exhausted-looking Lincoln barely batted an eyelid at the car and settled into the passenger seat with a groan.
âI hate that you had to leave Trent to come here, but Iâm so glad to see you,â I told him.
âItâs okay. Heâs so much better and was texting me during the flight. I knew this time would come.â
âWhat happened with my dad? How did he find you when you turned off tracking?â
âYou know him, he has methods. I received a direct demand then a secondary message via Trentâs Sergeant across his hospital bed.â
I stared at him then jerked my gaze back to the road. âHoly crap. So hereâs the thing. I accused Dad of trying to keep Max and me apart by inventing a relative who lied about speaking to him. Dad swears he didnât do it, and I believe him.â
âWhich means someone else is the culprit,â Linc filled in.
I sighed with relief at having someone on my side who knew all the background and the short list of potential suspects. Whoâd been more alert to what had happened when Iâd been sick. Iâd avoided questioning Lincoln because of his emergency, but now it was time.
Making a decision, I drove us into Inverness instead of returning to the estate, and took the nanny out for breakfast.
One way or the other, I was going to talk this through before Dad arrived. This time, Iâd meet him as an equal, not reliant on his information or opinions. The Lia Iâd sworn to be forever more.