~âToday, I discovered heâs a liar. A room full of him, the scent of regret.â âGJan.~
Chapter Theme Song: âOne More Drinkâ by GJan.
HARMONY
April and the girls are lost in a whirl of dancing and drinking, while Iâm feeling like Iâm being squeezed in a vice.
I manage to escape through a glass door at the back of the living room, which leads me to the expansive backyard. Kiteâs got a big pool in the middle of it, making the whole area feel cool and inviting.
I remember the last time I was near a pool and the near-death experience that came with it. I decide to keep my distance from any chatty strangers with a beer in one hand and possibly a pack of cigarettes in the other.
I donât need Blaze swooping in to save me again, only to find a way to get me alone and pressed against him.
There are a few people scattered around the yard, and I spot a couple making out with the girl straddling the guyâs lap. I avoid looking their way and instead focus on the poolâs blue-green water.
âI knew Iâd find you here.â
The voice comes from behind me, and I turn to see Kite, the host of the party.
I offer a polite smile. âHi.â
Now that heâs closer, I notice the two gold studs in his ears and the hourglass tattoo on his neck. Iâve always had a thing for art, so I canât help but admire the ink on his tanned skin.
âYou strike me as the type to hang out in the backyard at a party,â he says, standing next to me with a friendly smile.
His teeth are so white they practically sparkle, and the poolâs shimmering light dances on half his face, highlighting a sharp cheekbone.
He shares a few features with Tia. His nose is straight and small, and his lips are red and heart-shaped.
âWell, I guess I am.â I nod awkwardly, unsure of how to make small talk with strangers.
This is why I avoid these kinds of gatherings; Iâm hopeless at socializing.
âIâm just not a fan of the noise...,â I add, trying to improve on my initial response. He smiles.
âI figured. Are you from around here orâ¦?â
âNo, Iâm from Huston. Iâm boarding at Homewood.â
He nods. âOh, I see. I go to Jaxton University. Itâs nearby.â
âWow, thatâs great. Whatâs your major?â
He grins. âEconomics. You?â
âEnglish.â
âAh, an English girl.â He bites his lower lip.
âYeah, I guess.â I chuckle, not knowing what else to say. ~I wish I was back at Homewood~.
âWould you like a drink?â He offers me one of the two red cups heâs holding. The fact that he has two beers makes me wonder if he came out here looking for me. But Iâm not that special, am I?
I remember the last time I got drunk and ended up grinding on a guy. I decide itâs best if I donât drink. Iâm clearly not cut out for that life.
I shake my head at his offer. âI donât drink, but thanks.â
He raises an eyebrow, looking impressed. âOkay, no problem.â
He takes a sip from his cup. As the liquid slides down his throat, Iâm hit with the same urge I felt that night in Blazeâs room. Itâs a rush I canât control.
Then I think that maybe a drink would help me deal with my pathetic, possibly unrequited feelings for Blaze.
âActually, can I have that drink?â
He looks at me, then breaks into a wide grin. âSure, why not?â
He hands me the cup, our fingers brushing in the process. Iâm not sure if it was intentional, but I try to ignore it as I take a big gulp.
Clearly, I didnât learn anything from Blazeâs lesson about sipping slowly. Here I am, downing half the cup in one go.
I wipe my mouth while Kite chuckles. âWow. That was quite a gulp. Boyfriend troubles?â
I look at him, grimacing at the taste. This is even worse than the first time; I donât know why Iâm drawn to this stuff.
âWhat?â
âOnly a girl who just broke up with her boyfriend drinks like that.â
I swallow, feeling like heâs hit a nerve. Does it count if you feel like youâve broken up with a guy who was never your boyfriend to begin with?
âUm, thatâs not it.â
His eyes light up and he turns to face me. âNo boyfriend?â
I shake my head. âNo.â
âWow.â He smiles. âMy lucky night then.â
I canât quite make out his last words because suddenly, my head is spinning and Iâm seeing double.
âWoah.â I blink rapidly. âSomethingâs not right.â
Kite laughs. âYou know, that mix is pretty strong. Itâs called ~Aunt Roberta~. Itâs got gin, vodka, and some other stuff in it.â
I squint at him, struggling to focus. âVodka? Whatâs that?â
He smiles. âItâs a strong alcohol.â
âOh...â I hold my head and nearly fall over, but he grabs my arm to steady me.
âWoah, easy there. Are you drunk already?â
âI donât know, I really donât know, but you have two heads.â
He throws his head back and laughs. âYouâre interesting, Harmony.â
The sensation is so alien that I start to freak out. This canât be normal.
âOh my God, I feel strange. I...I think I need a doctor. Somethingâs not right.â
âItâs okay. Itâs just booze, babe,â Kite says, biting his lower lip to hold back a laugh.
But I canât make out his words because I feel like Iâm floating on clouds or in space or something. Iâm pretty sure my feet arenât touching the ground.
I wonder if this is what that chatty stranger who nearly burned me with his cigarette gave me to drink last time. He did say it would make me feel like I was walking on stars.
The alcohol seems to be rushing through my veins and soaking into my blood. Suddenly, I feel this powerful urge to be wild and free and crazy.
âDo you wanna...â I swallow hard. âD...do you wanna dance?â
Kite looks at me, surprised, an eyebrow raised. âDance?â
I nod. âYeah, like what those two people are doing over there.â I point a shaky finger to the corner of the deck where a girl is sitting on a boyâs lap while they kiss.
Kite laughs. âWell, I donât think theyâre dancing, Harmony. I mean, they could be, but not the kind of âdanceâ youâre thinking of.â
I burst out laughing. âOh yeah. Right.â I hiccup and almost fall over again, but he catches my arm with a smile.
âBe careful, babe.â
âI still want to d-dance.â My voice is slurred, sounding oddly distant. âYou know, like this....â
I start to sway my hips to illustrate my point, and Kite laughs heartily, running a hand over his face. âWow, okay, youâre a dancer. Nice.â
âPleaseeee?â I give him puppy-dog eyes and pout, my lips red and wet from the alcohol coursing through my veins.
His eyes twinkle with amusement as he studies me, then he chuckles. âYouâre even cuter when you do that, so I canât say no. Okay, letâs dance.â
I grin and throw my arms in the air like a little kid. âAwesome!â
He takes the cup from my hand and sets both our drinks on the pool deck.
He takes my hand in his and leads me toward the house, sliding the glass door open and crossing the room to what looks like the dance floor. Iâm too out of it to really notice, but I can see a few people dancing around me.
âTurn your back to me,â he says over the music.
âH-huh?â I can barely understand anything because my brain isnât working right and the music is so loud, itâs making me even more confused.
Kite smiles and holds my waist, spinning me around effortlessly so my back is against his chest.
My eyes go wide, and I swallow hard. âWhat are youââ
âWeâre dancing,â he says into my ear. âIsnât that what you wanted?â
His cologne surrounds me and his breath smells like mint candy. My senses and the rush of alcohol are at war with each other. I want to pull away, but the strange feeling in my body wonât let me.
He starts to guide my hips against him, showing me what to do. After a few times, my hips start to move on their own.
âYouâre getting the hang of it.â I can feel him smiling against me.
âOh my God, isnât that Harmony?â Yunaâs eyes nearly pop out of her head when she spots me dancing with Kite from across the room.
Tiaâs eyes go just as wide and her jaw drops. âOh my God, it is. Whereâs April? April needs to see this!â
âApril needs to see what?â Blaze asks them, walking up with a red cup in his hand.
Yuna points and he follows her slender finger to me, where Iâm now facing Kite, my arms wrapped around his neck as I dance against him.
He pulls me closer to his body and presses his lips against my neck. I stiffen at the contact, not liking it at all.
His mouth is cold and wet, and it feels like heâs kissing me there. Itâs really uncomfortable, but I canât find the strength to pull away because Iâm not thinking clearly.
âUm...â I take a deep breath.
âItâs okay, babe,â he whispers, pulling me closer while his lips suck on my neck so hard, I think heâs trying to give me a hickey.
Suddenly, someone grabs my arm and yanks me away from Kite.
âWhat the fuck?â
Iâm drunk, but I know those blue eyes and that angry voice filled with swear words anywhere.
Blaze.
âWhoa, easy Blaze.â Kite holds up his hands, stepping back. âIs she your girl?â
âStay the fuck away from her, Kite, or Iâll fucking kill you,â he warns, then pulls me away from the dance floor.