âLately, Iâve been thinking that.â
In the middle of the lecture, Seo Yerin suddenly remembered something and started talking to me.
I wondered if I should listen to someone who had been playing a mobile game just a moment ago, now claiming to have a thought.
Even if I didnât make an effort to listen, Seo Yerin had already started saying what she wanted to say.
âDidnât we approach everything too much from a physical pleasure standpoint from the beginning?â
What is she talking about?
âWhat do you mean?â
I tried to just let it go, but I couldnât.
It was definitely not because the lecture was boring; I was just curious about what Seo Yerin had to say.
When I looked at her, Seo Yerin glanced around and whispered softly.
âItâs okay to go for a more innocent vibe. Thatâs originally my image anyway.â
I really feel like hitting her when she brushes her hair back while talking.
âHuh? Itâs a fresh and innocent image, right?â
Like a broken game script, Seo Yerin is protesting that she wonât move on unless I answer.
I kept my mouth shut because I didnât want to answer, and a pen rolled to Seo Yerinâs feet.
âHere you go.â
When Seo Yerin picked it up with a smile and handed it to the male student who dropped it, he instantly had an expression of falling in love.
âDid you do that on purpose?â
âWhat?â
The important thing is that Seo Yerin genuinely doesnât realize the impact of her actions.
That guy will probably try to sit near Seo Yerin every time he attends this lecture from now on.
âShould I see this as Seo Yerinâs problem?â
Seo Yerin just kindly picked up and handed the fallen pen over.
Isnât that something everyone has done at least once?
Seo Yerin wasnât particularly flirting nor was she deliberately trying to seduce.
âSigh.â
In the end, the difference in appearance must have created a big difference in the same action.
âAm I not innocent?!â
Now, Seo Yerin is outrightly grabbing my wrist and insisting.
âAh, fine. I get it.â
In the end, I couldnât win and nodded, and she snorted satisfactorily, pulling her chair closer to mine.
âSo, I think itâs better to act accordingly.â
âWhat kind of behavior is that?â
I wondered what random thing she was going to do again, but Seo Yerin, who was holding my wrist, dragged it under the desk.
And then intertwined her fingers with mine.
âLike this?â
I thought the time to be thrilled by merely holding hands under the desk during a lecture had passed.
âHeh, heh.â
Surprisingly, Seo Yerin is satisfied.
She hides her rising lips while resting her chin on the other hand.
It was indeed rare for Seo Yerin and me to act like a typical couple in this manner.
The important thing was that we werenât a couple.
âHey, what are you doing?â
âWhy. Youâre not studying anyway.â
âWell, it doesnât matter since itâs my left hand thatâs caught anywayâ¦â
âThe emotional doll. Still canât decide on anyone.â
Thereâs nothing to say when she puts it like that.
âYou end up touching a womanâs butt or, when excited, start thinking with your crotch, right?â
Since there was an incident with Choi Yiseo yesterday, I canât argue with that either.
âAnyway, letâs just hold hands. If you start dating someone else instead of me-â
Seo Yerinâs gaze, resting on her chin, glances at me slightly.
It was like a scene from a youth movie.
Like the image of an attractive female student in a flashback.
âYou canât even hold hands with me anymore.â
Seo Yerin smiled sweetly.
Yet, she teased by tickling the back of my hand with the hand she was holding.
I had nothing to say.
Even though my hand felt hot and sweaty, Seo Yerin never let go.
It seemed like the people behind us noticed, but that wasnât a reason to let go either.
It wasnât that she didnât care about othersâ gazes.
Things that could only be done now.
Depending on my choice, even these small actions might become things I shouldnât do later.
âHeh, I like it.â
It could be seen as her determination not to waste such time recklessly.
âHuh, really.â
There were times when I thought I couldnât win against Seo Yerin.
Seo Yerin, clinging to me so directly, possessed a charm that was almost destructive.
She said her innocence was her weapon, but did she know?
That she was more charming than ever when she honestly revealed herself.
âHmm, this is better than I thought.â
Seems to really like holding hands and starts pondering something.
Then began searching for various things on the phone, typing quite well with one hand.
âWhat are you doing?â
âLooking for things couples can do together. Iâm not very knowledgeable in this area.â
The one who would spill everything she knows and doesnât know when it comes to topics rated 19+, yet seems clueless about innocent actions.
Iâm not sure if this is what they call a gap.
âTaking the same lecture, eating lunch together, staying all day at a PC café, renting a hotel for a stayâ¦hmm?â
Seo Yerin, who had been reading the text, paused as if something seemed strange and looked at me to ask.
âWoojin, were we already dating?â
ââ¦â¦â
âWeâve already done everything on the list?â
âWell, we werenât exactly just guy friends and girl friends.â
Normally, platonic friends wouldnât have gone as far as having sex or even a threesome.
âHmm, then what should we do?â
âWe should study. Weâre sophomores now.â
Look at her not even bothering to listen to what I say.
Is she thinking that since her path as an actress is already open, she can take lectures lightly?
âBut Woojin, doesnât just holding hands make you feel a bit ticklish?â
âEnjoying that ticklish feeling is how itâs supposed to be.â
Do people think couples just rush into everything right from the start? Itâs about enjoying each step and getting to know each other gradually.
âIs that so? Like knowing the taste of sweet and sour pork but only ordering black bean noodles and feeling unsatisfied?â
The analogy was cheap but accurate.
âBut enjoying the tickling sensation is something for when youâre in a romantic relationship. Weâre not lovers.â
âWell, true.â
âTrashy bastard.â
Seo Yerin tightened her grip on my hand. It wasnât as strong as Yu Arin or Choi Yiseo, so it didnât hurt much.
âSpeak properly.â
Thatâs why I correct it.
âTrash.â
âTrashy bastard.â
Yeah, thatâs right.
I know well that Iâm trash. We should be clear about that.
âNo, stop beating around the bush, Woojin.â
âYouâre the one who started itâ¦â
âAnyway, weâre not in a romantic relationship, right? Weâre closer than friends. Friends donât have sex.â
âHey, keep your voice down!â
I was worried that someone around might have heard, but that wasnât the case.
âIf we had to define it, our relationship is more like sex friends? âSex buddyâ doesnât quite fit, but âsex friendâ seems right.â
Not partners, but friends.
But is there really a difference between the two?
It felt like the conversation was veering into a strange direction, but I nodded in agreement for now.
âIf we have to nitpick⦠That sounds right?â
âHmm.â
Seo Yerin, after a moment of contemplation, brings up another topic.
âBut what criteria do other people use to define a sex buddy or sex friend?â
âAre you asking me that?â
âYou seem like youâd know. Youâve got three sex friends, after all.â
âWhy are we even having this conversation?â
âBecause the lecture is boring?â
âIâm not bored, though.â
âPut down the mobile game and talk.â
ââ¦â¦â
Unlike Seo Yerin, who doesnât hesitate to spend money on games, I have to play diligently.
âWhen choosing a sex friend, personality isnât really that important, is it?â
Seo Yerin returns to the topic of sex friends.
With a sigh, I organize my thoughts.
âProbably not? They wouldnât really consider whatâs important in a relationship. Appearance, technique, sexual preferences. Theyâd likely focus on those things, right?â
âAh, itâs like a gaming buddy? Since itâs about mutual enjoyment?â
âSomething like that.â
If theyâre good at games, can communicate well, and have matching gaming preferences, they become gaming friends.
They donât really consider what they do in real life or their income level.
âBut whatâs the point of talking about this. Letâs stop, Iâm really going to study.â
I turned the mobile game off and picked my pen up to focus on the professorâs lecture.
âThen, if you rate Woojin as a sex friend, heâs a B-grade?â
ââ¦What?â
At Seo Yerinâs provocative words, I instinctively turn my head sharply to look at her.
âWhat, âBâ? Like the singer Rain? Are you saying Iâm at the level of an international star?â 1
âNo, just B-grade. A-grade is the best.â
I bite my lip unconsciously and continue questioning.
âWhy, why is it B-grade?â
I wonder if my heart really needs to race for something like this.
I should at least make sure.
âIf you say something like this because heâs smaller than that black actor you saw in the adult film, youâll die.â
âCome on, if itâs 1 Woojin, itâs pretty big.â
Comfort.
I barely resist the urge to let my lips curl slightly.
âArin still says yours is difficult.â
âSheâs pretending not to.â
I said it just wanting to pick a fight, but Seo Yerin pretends not to hear.
âNo, so why is it B-grade? Because of appearance? Or the body?â
âThereâs no problem with looks. Youâre strong and have good stamina. I was surprised when you lifted me last time.â
She was thrilled when I did it.
âThen why are am I a B-grade?â
âBecause youâre not doing it.â
ââ¦â¦â
âYou keep not doing it. You say you donât have time, you donât feel like it, or you have to meet someone.â
âAhem.â
âYouâre just like a game friend. If you donât play often, no matter how good you are, you drift apart.â
This makes it awkward to mention what I was planning with Choi Yiseo yesterday.
In the first place, Choi Yiseo often comes to my room, but Seo Yerin rarely does.
Well, if thereâs a reason, itâs probably because Choi Yiseo frequently visits the dorm to help the freshmen.
Seo Yerin would attract too much attention entering the dorm, so she probably canât come to my room.
âOn the contrary, am I not an A-grade?â
Seo Yerin declares confidently, pushing her chest out.
âPretty, big chest, kind, even smart.â
Being smart probably means having a lot of adult knowledge.
âAnd unlike someone-â
She leans towards me slightly, slyly smiling and whispering.
âIf you want me to spread, Iâll spread them at any time.â
ââ¦â¦â
Sheâs a genius at making a guyâs patience run thin.
As my pants start to swell painfully, I lean my waist back slightly, and Seo Yerin smirks mockingly.
âEasy, so easy.â
I really want to kill her.
She pulls her body back again.
For the record, she was still holding my hand.
âSo, what do you think? Overall, Iâm A-grade, right? Ah, Woojin is lucky. Having a friend like me.â
ââ¦Youâre B-grade too.â
Despite my stubborn resistance, a relaxed smile graces Seo Yerinâs lips.
âYes, yes, no matter how much you try to find fault, Seo Yerinâs value doesnât change, right? Iâm A-grade, right?â
Hoo, I wasnât going to mention thisâ¦
âYou canât have sex, can you.â
Seo Yerin, who was smiling brightly, suddenly stiffens. I can feel her trembling through the hand Iâm holding.
Keeping her stiff smile, Seo Yerin asks me.
âWh-what are you talking about?â
âI said you canât have sex.â
This time, I threw back a sneer.
Seo Yerinâs face gradually turns red, and she grips my hand tightly as she responds.
âThatâs d-disgusting, Woojin. You shouldnât belittle me just because youâre a B-grade, right? Huh? Just because you say it doesnât make it true?â
âYou canât do fellatio.â
I recall the chilling memory of her teeth grazing while she promised to do it with her mouth.
âI-I have big breasts, Woojin. And it felt good when you put it in, right?â
âThatâs thanks to your parents for having you well.â
âThen your parents did a good job having you with a big dick too!â
The voice got a bit louder in the middle, drawing attention from those around, but fortunately, it seemed they didnât catch the details.
We continue our conversation in hushed tones.
âPlus, premature ejaculation.â
âI really canât stand this. Are you saying Iâm premature?â
âDonât you remember how easily you came after doing it a few times back then?â
âThatâs because I drank a lot of beer!â
Thatâs true, butâ¦
I didnât want to back down here.
If I backed down, Iâd be left as a B-grade Woo-jin.
âIn the end, itâs like having good equipment but just average gaming skills, right?â
âDarn it! Darn it!â
Seo Yerin fuming in frustration.
But because there was truth to it, she couldnât retort with indignation.
âIsnât it B-grade Yerin? If I just had time, Iâd be A-grade right away?â
I won.
Having beaten Bamboo Forestâs Sex God at sex, doesnât that make me the Sex King or something?
Itâs not exactly an honorable title, but anyway, Iâm happy that I won.
âTh-then.â
Seo Yerin glances at me and whispers softly.
âIâllâ¦also be promoted to A-grade today.â
ââ¦â¦â
âI can just do it? Right?â
âY-yeah, you can.â
âThen I just need to learn diligently from Woojin today.â
I unconsciously checked the time on my phone.
There was still an hour left before the lecture ended.
âAh, Iâm really going to burst.â
It was so swollen that I wondered if my underwear and pants would rip.
My breathing had become strangely rough, and my hands were sweating.
âHeup.â
It seemed I wasnât the only one whose body was heating up, as Seo Yerin was rubbing her thighs and trembling.
Then suddenly, our eyes met.
âShall we spread them?â
At Seo Yerinâs words.
I unknowingly nodded.
She began to unzip the jeans she was wearing with the one hand she had left-
âAlright, letâs take a break.â
As soon as the professor said those words, and the students started to get up from their seats, we let go of the hands we were holding and lay down on the desk.
In the ventilated air, we catch our breaths and regain our senses.
âWhat was that just now.â
Realizing only now that we were having a crazy conversation as if possessed by something, I held my head in my hands.
âThat was really close.â
What would Seo Yerin have done if it had gone further?
No, I might not have been able to hold back and would have taken her to the bathroom.
âHey, Woojin.â
Then, Seo Yerin calls me with her head turned this way while still lying down.
âWhat.â
I also turn my head quickly to answer, and Seo Yerin asks with a serious face.
âIf a game friend and a sex friend arenât very different, then, if you have a lot of game friends, does that mean-â
âStop it right there.â
ââ¦Iâm just saying it because I felt embarrassed.â
âBiâ means ârainâ in Korean and, there is a popular Korean singer-actor by the name Rain ï¸
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