Seo Yerinâs face, on the verge of tears at the thought of someone sleeping with Kim Woojin, was adorable.
âJust like me.â
Seeing her jealous without any composure, just like herself.
Somehow, Yu Arin started to feel at ease.
Seo Yerin, flustered and just blurting out anything, was cute.
Yes, even Yu Arin, another woman, couldnât help but find her adorable.
âThatâs that and this is this.â
Unfortunately, Yu Arin wasnât the type to be swayed or change her stance over such things.
âGet up, you jerk.â
Turning her head immediately to snap at Kim Woojin, who then sprang up.
Pretending as if heâd die from getting hit, but just standing there awkwardly, he seemed to have been overreacting.
âAhem.â
Yu Arin, awkwardly clearing her throat, was ready to leave with Kim Woojin.
âWa-wait a minute!â
Seo Yerin, desperate to hold on somehow, hurriedly followed behind. She circled around Yu Arin as if her tail was on fire.
âArin! Itâs your first time. Shouldnât you cherish it?!â
âYou, how can you say that?â
The Seo Yerin that Yu Arin knows usually avoids such topics.
âJust how much did you spoil her?â
Yu Arin glared at Kim Woojin, wondering just how depraved her lifestyle must have been for Seo Yerin to speak so casually about such matters.
Of course, from Kim Woojinâs perspective, it was quite an unfair situation, but now was not the time for him to voice his thoughts.
âYou did it too, yet you tell me not to?â
As Yu Arin glares in disbelief, Seo Yerin, though momentarily hesitant, did not back down.
She was genuinely worried that Yu Arin and Kim Woojin might get involved.
âYes, Yerin is human too.â
No matter how pretty, she was ultimately human. Absolute confidence does not exist for any human.
She pretended to be strong in front of Yu Arin, but when the reality struck, she couldnât help but feel jealous.
âSee, Yerin. Cooperation is impossible.â
Gripping Kim Woojinâs arm tightly, Yu Arin declared firmly.
âIâm going to have this guy. You find someone else good.â
âA, Arin? Youâre coming into the room today, right? Huh? Iâll, Iâll wait for you? Iâll order chicken and wait?!â
âShut up, unnie is becoming a woman today.â
âAriiiin! Th-then Iâll help you! Huh? Itâs your f-first time, so Iâll stay by your side and help!â
âAre you crazy?â
Seeing her on the verge of tears made it clear that she desperately wanted to monopolize Kim Woojin, but wasnât it a bit too much to start spouting nonsense?
âExcuse me?â
At that moment, Kim Woojin, who had been silently listening, interjected.
âWhat about my opinion?â
He raised his hand, asserting his rights as a human being.
âYouâre going to do it anyway, so why pretend?â
âYou always just go along with it!â
Feeling like he was being treated like some kind of animal, he muttered, âCrazy bitches,â and fell silent again.
Judging by his silence, it seemed that though he cursed, they werenât exactly wrong.
âYerin? The manager is calling you.â
The conversation seemed like it would drag on, but luckily, Seo Yerin was still at work.
Called by a fellow part-timer who had come looking for her, Seo Yerin had no choice but to return, looking teary-eyed.
Lee Se-ah and Han Bom had also returned after buying bread, and since it was time to get off work, everyone decided to head back together.
âThatâs what I said, butâ¦â
On the bus back to the dormitory.
I was deeply lost in thought.
âAre we really going to do it?â
Yu Arinâs comment about having sex today kept ringing in my ears.
No matter how much experience I have, itâs still a situation that makes my heart race.
With a subtle sense of tension, I glanced over at Yu Arin, who was resting her chin on her hand and looking out the window.
Itâs a view we see every day, so I wondered what she was looking at so intently.
âThis is awkward.â
To be honest, even if we decided to go through with it, that would be a problem in itself. Although condoms can be bought at convenience stores, finding a suitable place is another issue.
Although we were staying at a hotel, getting another room here didnât seem right.
Especially since itâs peak season, and the price of a room at the Gold One Hotel is ridiculously high.
We came to earn money, not spend it.
Particularly when the second semester starts, weâll be living really tight, so I didnât want to waste money.
âHey.â
Yu Arin glanced at me, who was deep in thought, and asked.
âWhere did you do it with Yerin last time?â
She was pondering the same thing as me.
ââ¦At my place.â
âYour place?â
Yu Arin tilted her head, seemingly surprised by the unexpected answer.
Since it was unexpected, she continued to ask innocently with her curious eyes.
âWhat about your roommates?â
âWell, when we did it the first time, no one was there.â
âOh.â
She nodded as if she understood the situation well, but then squinted as if something was odd.
âThe first time? What do you mean by that?â
ââ¦Do I really have to say this?â
Honestly, itâs a bit embarrassing, and it feels like a private matter between Seo Yerin and me.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
ââ¦â¦â
Yu Arin, looking at me doubtfully, probes just in case.
âYou didnât secretly do it so that the roommates wouldnât hear, did you?â
âNo, we didnât.â
âThis damned- so you did.â
What the hell.
How does she know?
Yu Arin, flaring up, bites her lips and glares at me.
âYou know, I can understand if youâre torn between Yerin and me. But donât do that.â
âWhat are you talking about?â
âIâm saying donât feed weird stuff to Yerin. Donât push us into a competition just to satisfy your weird preferences.â
This is really unfair to me.
Seo Yerin was the one who suggested doing it on the balcony first, and even when the others came back, it was she who coaxed me to keep quiet and continue.
âThey say these things because they donât know about sex.â
Even though I think it canât be helped because even close friends do not know Seo Yerinâs true natureâ¦
I still felt it was a little unfair.
But if someone asked if I didnât enjoy it, I would have nothing to say.
Seo Yerinâs reactions, struggling and suppressing her moans every time I thrust, were not just tasty but sweet.
Especially when she tried to pull away saying she couldnât take it anymore, and I held her down forciblyâ¦
âAhem.â
I shouldnât be imagining this.
Recalling that time, my sense of injustice faded some.
I enjoyed it a lot too.
âThe more I think about it, the less unfair it seems.â
Admitting that I was an accomplice so coolly made me feel a bit more at ease. Seeing my expression, Yu Arin sighed softly.
âDonât tell Yerin, tell me. Got it?â
âDid you forget what you just said?â
She said not to force me through competitive spirit, and now sheâs saying this.
But Yu Arin smacked my shoulder and yelled angrily.
âShut up! Itâs not because of Yerin, Iâm just saying I can do it!â
ââ¦â¦â
We were staring at each other with flushed faces. Yu Arin seemed embarrassed and glanced downward.
âWhy is it up?â
Seeing my lower half twitching inside my pants, she frowned and glared at me.
She made it stand up.
In fact, when I was recalling doing it with Seo Yerin, I put in a bit of effort, but Yu Arinâs confession gave me an extra push.
âIt didnât stand up.â
I made an excuse.
âThen whatâs that?â
âItâs a gun for self-defense.â
âA toy gun?â
This damn girl?
As Yu Arin laughs and looks at me with a sneer, I try to make an excuse.
âItâs because Iâm lying down.â
âLying down? What are you talking about?â
âThereâs such a thing.â
Feeling something strange, Yu Arin now stared at me as if sheâs studying me.
In response, I unwittingly put in some effort.
ââ¦Why is this twitching?â
As Yu Arin points at my thing with her finger and asks, I smack my forehead and sigh.
âItâs embarrassed because youâre staring at it. Please, look somewhere else.â
âCan I touch it?â
Can you?
âAs much as you want.â
Oh my god.
Slapping her hand over her mouth, Yu Arin reached out cautiously.
âItâs notâ¦a toy gun.â
âCall it a shotgun.â
âWell, itâsâ¦â
Bad girl.
At first, she was cautious, but perhaps because it was inside my pants, she quickly got used to it and started exploring here and there with her fingers as if on an adventure.
âWhereâs the trigger?â
Seemingly more relaxed, she asked slyly with a grin, and I finally gave up, sighing as I looked up at the bus ceiling.
âItâs a pump-action shotgun, so you have to slide it up and down to reload.â
âPfft, Kim Woojin, you crazy bastard.â
Feeling a bit more comfortable, Yu Arin continued to fidget with a nasal tone.
âHey, weâre not really going to do it today, right?â
Worried that I might not be able to hold back if this went on any longer, I cautiously asked, and Yu Arinâs expression darkened slightly.
She probably just shouted because she didnât want to lose out to Seo Yerin.
Sheâs not really preparing herself mentally today.
âI, Iâll think about it.â
âWhatâs there to think about? If youâre that worried, itâs better not to do it. Donât put up a strange sense of pride.â
ââ¦â¦â
At my words, Yu Arin seemed to waver and showed signs of backing down. It seems she also thought she had overreacted because of Seo Yerin earlier.
Anyway, Seo Yerin is the problem.
âChoi Yiseo did the same before. If you do it now, itâs not because youâre nervous about Seo Yerin⦠Ahhhhh!?â
I screamed involuntarily at the sharp pain I felt in my lower body.
People on the bus glanced over at us, but it was only for a moment.
âWhatâs wrong, Kim Woojin?â
âWhat happened?â
Yiseo and Han Bom, who were sitting behind, asked, but I brushed it off saying it was nothing.
âAh, it hurts!â
Tears welled up unintentionally from how tightly she was holding me, and Yu Arin was glaring at me while panting.
âYou speak about other women so easily, donât you?â
âNo, itâs not like that⦠Okay! Iâm sorry! It really, really hurts!â
As I struggled and pleaded in pain, having my greatest weakness exploited, Yu Arin gritted her teeth and declared.
âI have a key card to an empty hotel room.â
âWh-why do you have that?â
It would be nice if she let go.
Feels like my arm is going to break.
âThe vice presidentâs secretary gave it to me. Said to use it if necessary.â
My sister-in-law, seriously.
If that was the case, she should have given it to me, not Yu Arin.
âIf you donât want to get hurt, follow me, you jerk.â
Facing Yu Arinâs coercive declaration, holding me hostage, I could only nod tearfully.