âHmm, ahem.â
Choi Yiseo checked her wristwatch awkwardly.
A wristwatch she doesnât normally wear, a navy coat and white blouse coordinated by Minji.
She scratched her cheek in embarrassment, having dressed up so much. There were men interested in her, but seeing her poised for an appointment, they didnât dare approach.
âPhew.â
Kim Woojin, who was leaving for Gold One tomorrow.
She wanted to go with him, but she had things to do during the vacation, so she couldnât join him.
They would be apart for two months.
Choi Yiseo mustered up the courage to ask him out today.
Honestly, she was a bit embarrassed at first, but now she was glad she did and inwardly praised herself.
Even though there was still some time before the appointment, the strange excitement was surprising.
âWe often hung out together normally.â
Even though they had met outside of school before, her heart was racing. She realized again how much she really liked Kim Woojin.
âHmm?â
Just then, she heard Kim Woojinâs voice behind her. Turning to greet him with a bright smile.
ââ¦What?â
There stood Kim Woojin, casually dressed in black workout clothes.
âHuh, what?â
The important thing was that Kim Woojin himself looked flustered. As they stood there, choosing their words.
Kim Woojin spoke first.
âDidnât you call me out to exercise?â
Oops.
She had just asked to meet, and he misunderstood. Since Choi Yiseo was usually focused on exercise, she often called him out for it.
Although she felt like crying because of the misunderstanding caused by her usual behavior, she forced a smile and spoke.
âI must have not been clear.â
ââ¦Wait a minute, Iâll just change quickly.â
Realizing why she called him out, Kim Woojin tried to turn back to change his clothes, but Choi Yiseo shook her head and stopped him.
âNo, no! Itâs okay as it is!â
âSorry.â
âWhy are you apologizing! Itâs my mistake! Besides, weâre not even dating yetâ¦â
Her voice trailed off, sounding a bit sorrowful. Choi Yiseo, fidgeting with her hands, seemed weaker than usual.
Seeing her like that, Kim Woojin quickly came up with a reason.
âAh! If itâs okay, could you come with me to buy some clothes?â
âClothesâ¦?â
âYeah! Iâm going to Gold One tomorrow and need to buy some clothes.â
At his considerate suggestion, Choi Yiseo stared blankly at him before smiling softly.
âYouâre leaving tomorrow and you still havenât bought clothes?â
She linked arms with him carefully.
In the now relaxed atmosphere, they started walking down the street.
âLooks good.â
Choi Yiseo showed a genuinely satisfied smile as she looked at Kim Woojin in his new clothes.
Although she knew there were many handsome people around, like Ahn Hyeon-ho, Han-kang, and Jeong Chan-woo, she still thought Kim Woojin was the coolest.
Even if Minji, her roommate, said she was blinded by love.
âAhem, this feels awkward.â
Though it wasnât his first time shopping with a girl, Kim Woojin felt uncomfortable.
At first, she thought it was just the store, but remembering his ex-girlfriend and her friend Oh Yoon-jiâs interest in clothes, a strange jealousy welled up.
They must have often shopped like this.
ââ¦â¦â
A sudden thought entered Choi Yiseoâs mind: Is what Iâm doing right? Even though they had broken up, being with her friendâs ex-boyfriend like this.
As she reached this long-delayed realization.
Choi Yiseoâs previously excited feelings calmed down.
Tap.
She lightly placed her hand on Kim Woojinâs chest, clad in a brown coat, and patted it, giving a bitter smile.
âShall we go?â
ââ¦Okay.â
Kim Woojin also realized the sudden change in her mood, but. It wasnât easy to hide these feelings.
She just hoped time would help.
They shopped.
Ate.
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It was more enjoyable than she thought. If they started dating, would such times continue daily?
She worried she might become a fool, but for Choi Yiseo, it was a happy time.
There were moments when Kim Woojinâs desire and reason conflicted, which was also quite impressive.
But the knot in her heart didnât dissolve easily.
They met in the morning, but the sky was already dark.
She thought about suggesting a drink, but feared it might reveal her jealousy and ugliness.
So she was too afraid.
âIâll go now.â
Choi Yiseo waved goodbye in front of her house. With Kim Woojin going to Gold One, they wouldnât see each other for two months.
She wanted to leave a memorable farewell, but.
What came out was a dry, hollow goodbye.
âAh, whatâs wrong with me today.â
She shouldnât have thought those things at the clothing store. A day later, sheâd regain her composure, but it was hard to now.
âOkay, take care. Have a great vacation.â
Kim Woojin, noticing Choi Yiseoâs odd behavior, smiled lightly and saw her off.
They wouldnât meet for two months, but it was only for two months.
Such a short time wouldnât rattle their friendship or bring drastic changes to their relationship.
But if she had to express it.
Stagnation.
Yes, it would stagnate.
Feeling a sudden fear, Choi Yiseo stopped, but the timing was unfortunate.
Buzz!
Her phone rang.
Realizing it was hers, she quickly took it out and was startled by the name on the screen.
Yoon-ji -
It was a call from her high school friend, Oh Yoon-ji, who she hadnât heard from in a while.
âWhatâs wrong?â
Seeing her startled reaction, Kim Woojin approached, but she quickly hid the phone.
Kim Woojin, having seen the name, grimaced and gestured.
âYouâre not going to answer it?â
It was hard to read Kim Woojinâs emotions. Was it anger or longing?
Caught between them, Choi Yiseo cautiously answered the call.
Yiseo? Long time no see.
Oh Yoon-jiâs voice was the same as always. Just like in high school.
She had a leadership quality, though some might call it domineering.
âWhy are you calling?â
She went straight to the point.
She didnât have the emotional space for small talk.
Though it might seem cold, Oh Yoon-ji got to her point.
Youâre on vacation, right? Can you and Minji help me out?
ââ¦Help?â
Yeah, think of it like a part-time job. It wonât take much time. Itâs nothing major.
âIâll think about it. Iâm outside, so I need to talk to Minji first.â
Okay, think positively about this. Itâs nothing bad.
With that, Oh Yoon-ji hung up. They only exchanged necessary words, which was typical of them.
Choi Yiseo cautiously looked at Kim Woojin with concern.
ââ¦â¦â
Seeing him biting his lip and clenching his fists, she instinctively hugged him.
âItâs okay! She didnât know you were here; she just talked about work and hung up.â
âI know.â
Kim Woojinâs voice was dejected.
It was the first time he seemed so fragile, showing how heavily Oh Yoon-ji weighed on him.
âJust.â
A painful sigh escaped. His voice was filled with regret and sorrow.
âKnowing sheâs doing well⦠it all feels so meaningless.â
Unlike him, still struggling and rejecting other womenâs advances.
Oh Yoon-jiâs words about her steady work stirred complex emotions in Kim Woojin.
ââ¦Iâll go then. I had a good time today.â
Gently pushing away Choi Yiseo, Kim Woojin turned slowly.
The last day before leaving for Gold One Hotel.
It was a memorable day for Kim Woojin.
Crack.
âPhew.â
He had to get up early to catch the bus to Gold One Hotel.
No matter how much beer he drank, he couldnât sleep. Regretting not buying stronger liquor, he reached for the next can.
Knock, knock.
There was a knock from outside. Checking his phone, it was already midnight. Wondering who it could be, he headed to the door and asked.
âWho is it?â
âItâs me.â
ââ¦Choi Yiseo?â
Choi Yiseo had unexpectedly returned.
When he opened the door, her cheeks were red from the cold.
She carried large paper bags in both hands, and she handed one to him as she walked in.
âItâs so cold. Were you drinking alone?â
Choi Yiseo, who had felt oddly down since the clothing store earlier, seemed to be feeling a little better now.
In a light tone, he responded while checking the paper bag.
âJust feeling a bit down?â
Inside, there was wine and a small cake, probably from a convenience store.
âWhatâs this, trying to get into the Christmas spirit?â
Asking with a smile, since Christmas was approaching, Choi Yiseo sighed while taking off her coat.
âTodayâs my birthday.â
ââ¦?!â
âSince youâre leaving for Gold One tomorrow⦠I mean today. We met a day early.â
He had no idea. He wasnât the type to celebrate birthdays.
âI thought youâd be drinking alone, so I came. Minji threw a surprise party, but I apologized and left.â
ââ¦â¦â
âSit down.â
Following her, he sat down.
An opener was included, so he opened it cleanly this time.
âLast time?â
When was that?
Maybe it was the beer or his hazy memory. Taking a sip from a beer glass instead of a wine glass, he looked at Choi Yiseo.
Seeing her smile while eating the cake, his worries seemed to lessen.
âThank you.â
He sincerely thanked her.
âHmm?â
With a fork in her mouth, Choi Yiseo pretended not to hear and offered her beer glass.
They clinked glasses and drank the wine. Even if it was from a convenience store, it was quite good.
âWow, it hits hard.â
Having drunk beer earlier, and being weak to wine, he felt dizzy as he looked at her.
Seeing her eat the cake and drink the wine alternately made him wonder if she was hungry.
âHey, are you planning to stay over?â
Feeling tipsy, he asked, and she gave a slight nod. There was another paper bag, probably containing her clothes and toiletries.
âYouâre a grown woman; arenât you afraid of staying with a man?â
Though he said that, he wasnât in the mood for it. His voice was shaky, he knew he was drunk, and last time, she had refused because there was no condom.
âActually, I have some now.â
He had bought a box from an adult store last time.
âToo bad, I shouldâve bought some condoms.â
Pretending there were none, he mumbled slyly.
Acting like he was giving up.
Tap.
A small rectangular box landed on the table.
Realizing it came from her pocket and that it was a condom.
The flush of intoxication suddenly cleared, and he looked at her.
With a fork in her mouth, she avoided his gaze, but.
Her blushing face sent a clear signal.
âOh, right.â
He remembered the time he had clumsily opened a wine bottle.
It was that day at Seo Yerinâs house, where he met that guy.