(Damion pov)
I sat at the table waiting for my Betas to come for breakfast as last night and this morningâs events played over and over in my mind. She made me breakfast..like actual breakfast. It smelled f*****g amazing, I wonât lie, but no way in hell would I accept that. I canât show any weakness towards her..if she found out how I woke up in the middle of the night to check on her I would be screwed.
I walked to the spare room, peeking in to see if she was sleeping and when I found it empty, I panicked. I was about to alert my Gamma when I heard the faintest m**n. It froze me in my tracks. Titus pulled me towards her, taking over as we found her small sleeping form on the couch. She didnât even try to find a bed? Had she been waiting for me to return?
The fire was about to go out as the embers softly illuminated her silver hair. I had never seen anything like itâ¦it was extraordinary.
Before I knew it, my hand was reaching out, brushing a strand of hair out of her face as the touch of her skin made sparks shoot through my fingertips. She let out another soft m**n, making my heart race as a sharp breath left me. I quickly placed a blanket over her and added a few more logs to the fire then stood there like an i***t for ten more minutes, just watching her sleep.
Afterward, I couldnât help but go back to my room, and lay there thinking of my mate. This wasnât anything like the fake mating bond I had before. Every cell in my body was trying to bring me to her..it actually felt painful to walk away. My wolf Titus was constantly fighting for control..it was exhausting and I have never been so f*****g horny in my life. I took my hard c**k in my hands and pumped myself to release. Images of my silver-haired mate filled my mind. She was the only thing that has been able to make me c*m since the moment I laid eyes on her. My d**k was unbearably hard and my hand not satisfying enough to fill that hunger..f**k..this was getting bad.
This beautiful girl was my mate..the girl who seemed too good to be true. The fact that she was an omega didnât even matter to me..that status s**t never bothered me..but if this girl is truly as innocent as she seems..there is no way she would ever accept me. No way in hell would I be worthy of someone like this. Thatâs why I canât even try, I canât show her who I truly am. How I was once a weak little boy who clung to his sisterâs cold lifeless body and cried, unable to defend her and protect her. I was pathetic and Eleanor would see that..she would see how weak and unworthy I truly am.
Thatâs why I have to push her away..after all of this she wonât want anything to do with me anyway. It will be for the best. Thatâs why I couldnât eat her breakfast, why I had to keep my distance..only long enough for the Moon Ball in three months. Thatâs when I will seek my revenge⦠I already had Jake send the word to Elder Paul that I found my mate..now we just have to wait. Luckily we have another party this weekend, so Alpha Richard will come and that will help plant the seed. I canât wait to see his smug face fall when he sees who my mate isâ¦