Iâm feeling pretty miserable when we park near The Hen and The Snare. Itâs bad enough letting my dad walk all over me, but letting it happen in front of Alexan is humiliating.
I want to be a stronger person now that Iâm out of my fatherâs house. And I think I am, at least a little bit every day. Going back there makes me regress to that pathetic loser I used to be, and it makes me sick remembering the way my fatherâs always been such a fucking bully.
Itâs not easy to shrug off that shitty interaction as I head into The Hen. Alexan follows close behind like a protective bloodhound. The place is loud and surprisingly crowded for the early evening, with most of the tables packed by youngish people and a lot of men and women in business casual clothes. Iâm guessing theyâre the post-work rush.
âI donât see him,â I mumble as we search the people at the bar. âI really thought heâd be here.â I check the back hall, and Alexan even pokes his head into the menâs room. Iâm about to totally give up when I come back out into the main room and spot my cousin Ricky sitting in the far corner.
He glances up when I approach. His face is tense and his eyes are sunken, and right away I can tell somethingâs wrong. Heâs a good friend of my brotherâs and a few years older than us both. I grew up with Ricky, and itâs pretty obvious that heâs surprised to see me, and not in a good way.
âRiles, whatâs up?â he says, glancing uneasily at Alexan. My husband looms behind me, big and scary in his sleek Armani suit.
âIâm looking for Brenden. Have you seen him?â
Ricky clears his throat. âI mean, I guess a little bit.â
My eyebrows raise. âWhatâs that mean?â
âItâs complicated, you know?â Ricky squirms and downs his beer. âI donât think heâd want you getting involved.â
Alexan steps forward. He leans in slightly. âWhere is he?â he asks simply.
Ricky stares at Alexan, clearly afraid. A little thrill runs into my stomach. Itâs one thing living with the gorgeous hulking monstrosity all the time, but itâs another to see the way other people react to him too.
And I like it. The way Alexan demands respect.
âThey showed up for him.â Ricky looks from Alexan to me, clearly panicking. âI couldnât do anything. I swear, I tried, butâ ââ
âWho came?â Terror jolts into my stomach. âRicky, who the fuck came?â
âTheyâre out back,â he whispers, looking down at the table, then back up again. âDonât go out there. Please, Riles, he wouldnât want you getting involved. Just⦠just let them figure it out, okay? You can wait here with me, andâ ââ
Iâm already running. I sprint to the door, ignoring the looks I get, and fling it open. Thereâs an alley alongside The Hen, and that must be where they took him. I make it two steps before Alexanâs got my arm.
âHold on there,â he snarls, pulling me back.
âLet me go,â I say, struggling toward the alley entrance. âAlexan, please. Brendenâs in trouble. Let me go!â
âYouâre being too loud,â he snaps and drags me back. He pushes me against the wall. âDeep breaths. Come on, fucking breathe, Riley. Iâm going to take care of this, alright? But youâve got to stay calm. I donât want you getting hurt.â
âAlexan.â Iâm hyperventilating. I have to struggle to get myself under control. âTheyâre hurting him again.â
âI know.â He reaches into his jacket and pulls a gun from a concealed holster. âBut Iâll handle it.â He lets me go and turns to the alley.
I follow him. I know I shouldnât. This isnât something I should see, but I have to know Brendenâs okay. He gestures for me to wait further back, but I donât listen as he stalks down the narrow gap between buildings, his expensive loafers sloshing through stagnant, dirty water.
There are figures down near the dumpsters. Dread fills me, cold and biting. Alexan doesnât slow as one person turns away and comes toward him.
The man is short. Heâs maybe my height, but stocky, with dark buzzed hair and an ugly scar near his chin. âWho the fuck are you?â he demands.
Beyond him, two more men are kicking something. It looks like a burlap sack. But then the sack moves, and I realize itâs Brenden, bloody and battered, curled up in a little stretch of mud.
Alexan doesnât answer. He darts forward, blindingly fast, and bashes the scarred man in the mouth. The scarred man staggers back, blood spilling from his lips, as Alexan drops to one knee and raises his gun.
He blows the skull off one of Brendenâs attackers. I cover my mouth to keep from screaming. Blood splatters all over the dumpster in a spray of gore and red. The body slumps sideways and falls as the other attacker turns, pulling his own gun, looking terrified.
Alexan moves. Heâs sleek and powerful. Iâm in awe as he easily shoots the scarred man in the gut, grabs him by the neck, and jerks his head to the side. His spine cracks with an audible snap. Alexan uses the scarred manâs corpse as a shield, shoving it forward.
The last attacker staggers backward to keep the body from landing on him. That leaves Alexan enough time to cover the distance between them. The attacker tries to raise his gun, but Alexan knocks it sideways, knees him in the stomach, elbows him in the throat, and puts his gun against the manâs temple.
âWho do you work for?â Alexan asks.
The man curses at him in rapid Spanish.
âTry again.â Alexan lowers the gun and shoots him in the foot.
The man screams and falls to the ground. Alexan kneels on his throat and rips the gun from his hand. He tosses it aside.
âWho do you work for?â he asks.
âLos Sombras,â the man says, whimpering, tears rolling down his face as his face turns red. âLos Sombras, Los Sombras, por favor, no me mates.â
Alexan leans harder on his neck, making him gag. He stays there for what feels like a very long time until the last Los Sombras attacker fades and slowly dies.
I canât move. It happened so fast. There were three of them, and now there are none. All dead under Alexanâs vicious and ruthless onslaught. My husband slowly stands, and I see him for what he is.
Magnificent. Brutal. Deadly. Beautiful.
Iâve never wanted him more in my life.
He glances back at me, his gaze dark and hooded.
âRiley?â My brotherâs voice snaps me out of it. âAlexan? What the fuck?â
I run to him. Brendenâs covered in filth and blood. One eye is swollen shut, and heâs missing at least one tooth. He spits more blood and groans, hand pressed against his side as he struggles to sit up.
âI got you,â I say, helping him. âOh, god, Brenden. They were going to kill you.â
âProbably,â he says, his face twisted in agony. âHow did you find me?â
âRicky told us you were back here.â I try to wipe some of the dirt from his face, but I only manage to smear the bloody mud around. âWeâll get you help. The hospitalâ ââ
âNo,â Brenden says sharply. âNo hospital.â
I look at Alexan, panicking. âWe have to do something.â
âWeâll go back to our place,â Alexan says. He goes to Brendenâs other side and takes some of his weight. âWe need to hurry, though. Someone heard those gunshots.â
âFuck,â Brenden whispers as we move. Heâs clearly in a lot of pain. âYou killed them. They were Los Sombras.â
âAnd now theyâre all dead,â Alexan says. âThey canât talk, and you shouldnât either.â
We get him out of the alley and into the back of the car. I sit with him as Alexan drives fast away from The Hen. I briefly wonder if I should text Ricky and let him know that Brendenâs alive, but fuck it. He didnât do shit to help my brother.
Alexan stays completely calm as he navigates back to the Inner Harbor.
Once weâre at the house, I help Brenden inside as gently as I can. I notice the front door isnât locked, but Iâm too busy worrying about my brother to think about it.
We head into the foyer, and I almost donât notice the basket lying at the foot of the steps until Iâm right on top of it.
âThe fuck is that?â Brenden asks.
We stagger backward. The smell is terrible, like something rotten. Alexan pushes forward, putting himself between me and whatever the thing is. He kneels down and lifts off a cloth covering the top.
A human head is inside, and I know that face.
âOh my god,â I say, gripping Brenden tightly. âOh my god, oh my god.â
Jeremy Fongâs lifeless eyes stare at nothing as flies buzz around his bloody mouth.