Northwalk Abbey glowed against the night sky as Dorian pounded up on the back of his Thoroughbred. Every window blazed with light, and frantic movements from within prickled the hairs on the back of his neck.
Something was amiss.
Clattering into the cobblestone courtyard, Dorian leaped from his horse and threw the reins to a stable boy, his focus on the men clustered in the yard studying a map in their hands.
âWhatâs going on here?â he demanded.
Peter Kenwick, an employee heâd installed to watch his wife, led the handful of men. His dark eyes widened as Dorian approached. âBlackwell!â he exclaimed, crumpling the map. âItâs Murdoch, heâs been shot.â
âIs he alive?â
âYes, we sent for the doctor, and to get word to you. Tallowâs with him now.â
Dorian ripped off his riding gloves and mounted the stairs two at a time. âWhere is my wife? Who did this? I assume heâs been dealt with.â
The men followed him up the steps, their silence screaming a warning. âMurdoch was found in Lady Blackwellâs bedroom,â one of the men was brave enough to answer. âSheâs missing.â
Speared by an arrow of cold dread, Dorian spun at the top of the stairs and glared down at them. âWhat do you mean, missing?â
No one met his eyes.
âAnswer me if you value your lives.â
Kenwick, more accustomed to Dorianâs visage, stepped ahead. âAll we know is we canât find her, or the gun. The house is being scoured, sir, and we were going to start a search of the grounds. She canât have gone far.â
The prick of dread turned to a douse of icy fear. âHow long since the gunshot?â
âMinutes,â Kenwick answered. âIf that long.â
Whirling so fast his black cloak flared, Dorian plunged into Northwalk Abbey, bellowing Murdochâs name. The bedrooms had to be on the second floor, so he dashed up the stairs, his boots barely touching the carpets. âMurdoch,â he roared. âFarah!â
Tallow ran around the bend of the hall to the right. âB-Blackwell! Heâs here!â
Murdoch sat propped against the wall outside a splintered door barely clinging to the hinges. A maid held pressure to his side with a heavy cloth.
âMurdoch.â He dropped to one knee next to the injured man. âWho did this?â
âBullet grazed me flesh.â Murdoch waved him off. âGo. He has her,â his steward bit out through drawn, white lips. âWarrington.â
The bastard isnât dead.
âNo!â Dorian exploded to his feet, his ice becoming that foreign fire, the one that stole his thoughts along with his breath. âWhere did he take her? Which way?â
Murdock shook his head. âThey neverâleft the room. I was by the door.â He winced and swore as the maid pressed harder on his side.
Dorian leaped into her bedroom, lit by a lone lantern. Walters and Gemma were already searching the balcony and beneath the bed. âSheâs not âere.â Gemma moaned fretfully. âWe looked everywhere. Thereâs no way anyone could have leaped off the balcony and lived, itâs too high.â
Every muscle in his body tightened. âMurdoch,â he gritted out. âIs there a chance you lost consciousness? No possibility that they might have gotten past you?â
âNot a one,â Murdoch rasped. âPassing out would be a mercy.â
Panic threatened to choke his rage, and Dorian refused to let it. âWarringtonâs a dead man,â he announced to the men whoâd only just crowded in through Farahâs bedroom door. âAnd so is the imbecile who allowed him in. Which one of you was it?â
âItâs impossible, Lord Blackwell,â Kenwick marveled. âWeâve attended our posts like you ordered. Not one of us has been late or remiss. We wouldnât dare fail you.â
âMy wife is in the hands of my enemy.â The truth of it burned through his blood, making him wish a man could die more than once. Heâd murder Warrington exactly the number of times heâd put his hands on Farah. The manâs soul would expire before his body gave out. There were ways.
And this time, heâd stay dead.
âWeâll find her,â Kenwick promised.
âYouâll answer for losing her,â Dorian vowed.
The man went whiter than Murdoch. âBlackweââ
A shot volleyed through the castle, freezing them all. Then another.
âFarah,â Dorian gasped. It had come from inside the castle, from inside the walls. Dorian walked to the east wall and pressed his hands against it, then his ear. She was behind there. He knew it. She wasnât dead. That shot wasnât for her. She was alive! She was alive because he was still alive. And if her heart ever stopped beating, his soul would follow her.
Feeling like an animal trapped in a cage, he hurled his body against the wardrobe, shattering the wood. He would tear this bloody castle apart brick by fucking brick. Starting with her bedroom.
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âGood-bye, Lady Northwalk.â
Farah reacted before she thought, slapping at Warringtonâs wrist as he pulled the trigger.
The gun went off right next to her ear. She could no longer hear, but she could kick. And so she did, her foot coming up as hard as she could drive it between Warringtonâs legs.
Another bullet pinged off the stones, but Farah felt no pain, and so she lunged for the pistol, easily pulling it from Warringtonâs hand as he crumpled to the earth, clutching himself.
Fumbling for a moment, she got the pistol pointed in the right direction, and slowly backed away from Warrington. âDonât move,â she yelled, the sound still muffled. Every limb shook with a violence sheâd never before experienced. Her left ear rang loudly, and another sound, like rushing water, competed for dominance, but she was alive.
She was alive.
The foul words that spilled from Warringtonâs lips rivaled the filth of the pit. And Farah began to wonder just how she was going to climb the stairsâthey were almost as steep as a ladderâwhile still training the gun on him. Should she run first and get help? Or make him climb at gunpoint? Should she just kill the bastard and be done with it?
The idea held appeal, and yet her stomach protested.
A loud explosion, like the shattering of wood and brick, startled her. Warrington took that moment to lunge toward her, his teeth bared as if he planned to bite.
Farah leaped back toward the corner, screamed, and pulled the trigger.
Warrington staggered, a hole opening just below his sternum, and fell. She felt rather than heard the vibrations of footsteps sprinting toward her.
The ringing had started to fade, and she might have heard a man scream her name, but she just stared and shook, wondering if she shouldnât empty the gun into the fallen man, just in case he rose again.
Warringtonâs eyes blinked rapidly. His mouth, ringed with blood, worked over words, though she couldnât hear any of them. The world began to spin, the ground beneath her feet pitching like a ship rolling on an angry sea.
A dark shadow leaped from the stairs, his long coat flowing behind him like demon wings, landing in between her and Warrington.
Dorian.
He looked like the devil, come to take his minion. His hair black as obsidian. His scarred eye glittering with so many dark things, Farah couldnât identify a single one through her shock.
âGive me the gun,â he growled. âHis life is mine.â
His words seemed to snap Farah out of whatever threatened to pull her under. âNo.â She scowled at him. âHe attacked me.â
âFarah, youâre not a killer,â Dorian soothed, a desperate tenderness glimmering from his onyx eye. âNow give me the gun.â
âIâveâreconsidered my position on that.â She looked at Warringtonâs twitching leg, could hear the breath gurgle through his throat, and she felt woozy all over again.
In a flurry of swift and magical movements, Dorian took her gun, shoved her behind him, and shot Warrington squarely between the eyes like he was a dog that needed to be put down.
Farah took her hands from her ears and pushed at his broad back, fighting elation at his presence that rose through her fear, shock, and anger. âYou neednât have done that,â she charged. âHe wouldnât have survived my shot.â
Her husband turned on her, his eyes devouring every inch of her barely clad body as he tucked the gun in his belt. âHe should have died slowly,â he said. âBut he is still a stain on my soul, not yours.â
They stared at each other for a dark, tremulous moment.
âDorian.â She breathed his name, and the sound of her voice seemed to unleash a torrent of raw, brutal emotion from within him.
She was at once trapped between the chilly stones and six feet of burning, aroused male. On a primitive groan, he took her lips in a fierce, possessive kiss. His gloved hands were everywhere, almost clinically, as though checking for injury, then he crushed her to him in an embrace that threatened to squeeze the breath from her.
âFairy,â he groaned against her lips, and Farah thought she detected the brogue of their childhood. He seized her mouth. Possessed it. Drove his tongue into her with deep, drugging thrusts.
Farah wanted to leave this place. To escape the smell and the death and the fear. But she felt her husbandâs ribs expanding with heaving, painful breaths against her chest, and detected bone-deep tremors running through his solid frame, and so she stood passively in his arms, submitting to his scorching kisses.
He said her name almost incoherently between rough drags of his hard lips and bristly chin. âFairy. My Fairy.â
She tried to answer him, to soothe him, but each time she took a breath, he claimed her lips again. His own breaths began to slow to a less alarming rate, rattling out of his broad chest in deep, ragged pants.
Farah wasnât aware that they werenât alone until some rather loud throat clearing echoed off the castle walls. âBlackwellâ¦â She recognized Kenwick, one of her handymen, who addressed her husband. âWhat do you think we should do with this?â He kicked at Warringtonâs limp body with the toe of his boot.
Dorian lifted his head, his eyes clearing of their clouded frenzy. Inspecting her again, he seemed to only just notice the thin translucence of her nightgown.
âGet rid of it, Kenwick,â he said darkly, taking off his cape and settling it around Farahâs shoulders.
Farah lifted an eyebrow as the enveloping warmth instantly sank through her gown and into her skin. She shivered, not from the cold, but a deep, intense relief. âKenwick? You know my handyman?â
He didnât even have the decency to look sheepish, and Farah narrowed her eyes at him. âJust how many of my staff are in your employ?â
Dorian didnât answer. Instead, a strong arm swept beneath her knees and lifted her until she was cradled to his thick chest.
âIâm perfectly capable of walking,â she informed him, wriggling in his grasp.
âHold still,â he ordered, climbing the stairway.
She did as he said, only because she didnât want to survive all this only to die from a fall down the stairs. Now wasnât the time. She had a few choice things to say to her husband.