Loyalty.
One word. Three syllables. Seven letters.
Zero meaning.
Although, if you listen to my brotherâs never-ending speeches, youâd think it runs through his veins thicker than the blood that binds us.
If you listened to gossip in the court, youâd believe the same.
âPrince Michael will make a fine king.â
âCarry on his fatherâs legacy, thatâs to be sure.â
Something thick lodges its spiked edges in my throat, my gaze moving between the roaring flames of the fireplace at the other end of the room and the oil lamp placed in the center of the table; the one occupied by members of the Privy Council. Half a dozen faces and not one of them filled with grief.
My chest pulls.
âLife is about appearances, sire, and for appearanceâs sake we must do what needs to be done,â Xander, my fatherâsânow my brotherâsâhead adviser, states, his focus on where Michael sits. âJust as itâs known your father passed peacefully in his bed, itâs also known you have quite the⦠appetite.â
âXander, please,â I cut in, pressing my back against the wood-paneled wall. âNo need to convince us of where my father died.â
My eyes move to my mother, the only woman in the room, as she dabs beneath her hollow brown eyes with a monogrammed handkerchief. Normally she wouldnât be here in Saxum at all, choosing to spend most of her days in the countryside estate, but seeing as how weâre fresh off the funeral of her husband, Michael insisted she stay.
And his word is law.
âItâs the peaceful part we have to lie about,â I continue, my gaze settling on my brother.
A small smirk pulls at his lips, his amber eyes sparking. A fiery rage surges through my middle and up my throat, wrapping around my tongue; the taste bitter and tart.
My boot smacks the wood as I push off the wall and move toward the center of the room until Iâm towering over the table, wedged between my mother and Xander. I take my time, soaking in every single face that sits here as if itâs just another day, their statures stuffed full of pomp and importance.
As if we didnât just lose someone important.
Someone vital.
The only person left who cared.
âIâm sure I donât know what you mean,â Xander squawks, his voice pinched as he pushes up his horn-rimmed glasses.
I lift my chin as I stare down at him, noting the gray strands peppering his otherwise dark hair. Heâs been with the family for yearsâever since I was a boyâand at first, he was a treasured person in my life. But life is ever changing, and Xanderâs warmth doused quickly with the icy bitterness of greed.
Just like the rest of them.
âMmm, of course not,â I hum, tapping my finger against my temple. âSilly me.â
âCan we get back to the subject?â Michael huffs, running his hand over his head, the light-brown strands ruffling under his fingers. âHow father took his last breath is not whatâs important.â
âMichael,â my mother gasps, still dabbing away under her lids.
Spinning until I face her, I lean down, reaching out to wipe her face, the ridge of her cheek hard against my palm. She sucks in a breath as she looks up at me, her eyes shimmering, and I press my thumb into her skin, before pulling away to glance at my hand.
My stomach burns when I realize the pads of my fingers are still dry as a bone.
Actors, all of them.
âMother,â I tsk. âStop the dramatics. Any more fake tears and youâll wrinkle.â
Winking, I pat her cheek and stand up straight, noticing every eye in the room is on us.
Itâs no secret thereâs no love lost between her and me.
I grin, allowing my lips to peel back from my teeth as I look from one person to the next. The air thins and Lord Reginald, one of the council members, shifts in his velvet-backed chair.
âRelax.â I roll my eyes. âI wonât do anything untoward.â
Lord Reginald scoffs, and my attention falls to him. âSomething youâd like to share, Reginald?â
He clears his throat, his cheeks growing ruddy, showcasing the nerves heâs trying so very hard to hide. âYouâll forgive me for not believing you, Tristan.â
I cock my head. âI think you mean Your Highness.â
His mouth purses before he bows his head. âOf course, Your Highness.â
My jaw tics as I take him in. Reginald has always been one of the weakest members of the council; bitter and jealous of everyone else. He attached himself to my brotherâs side when they were young, and he stayed through every moment of torture inflicted on me through the years at Michaelâand his packâsâhands.
But Iâm no longer a child, and they canât bully me like they used to.
Xander pinches the bridge of his nose. âSire, please. You need a wife. Your people need a queen.â
âThey have one,â Michael booms, his head nodding toward our mother. âI do not wish to marry.â
âNo one is asking you to stop your dalliances.â Xander sighs. âBut these laws have been in place for generations. To not take a wife, it will make you look weak.â
âIf youâre not up to the duty, brother, by all means, do us a favor and disappear.â I wave my hand through the air.
Michaelâs eyes narrow as they snap to mine, the corner of his mouth twisting into a mocking grin. âAnd leave Gloria Terra to who, you?â
Chuckles burst from around the table, and my muscles tighten beneath the surface of my skin, the urge to show them all just how easily I could make them bow streaming through my insides.
The wooden clock snicks as its long hand moves, drawing my attention away.
Itâs nearing supper.
My fingers tense as they run through the disheveled black strands of my hair, and I back up a pace toward the large double oak doors. âWell, this has been a treat,â I start. âBut sadly, Iâve grown bored.â
âYouâre not dismissed, Tristan,â Michael snaps.
âYou do not dismiss me, brother,â I sneer, anger snapping at my chest. âI could not care less about which unfortunate soul will have the torment of you rutting into them for eternity.â
âSo disrespectful,â Xander spits, shaking his head. âYour brother is the king.â
A grin spreads across my face and I lock my gaze on Michaelâs, anticipation thrumming through my veins.
âWell then.â I incline my head. âLong live the king.â