At Haswell Building I head straight through the lobby for the elevator, pressing the button to bring it down.
And then, in the way of life, stand gazing into nothing as I wait.
The girl on the deskâ¦.
Familiarâ¦.
âSorry to seem rude, but do we know each other?â
Her face should be pale against dark hair, but sheâs crimson. âUmâ¦. yes. We met two or three years ago. You were with your friend, James.â
Three years ago?
With James?
Ahâ¦.
âDebbie. That was it, wasnât it?â
The blush, if anything, grows brighter as she displays her name badge. I walk over to take closer look, then chuckle.
Poor girlâ¦.
Must be excruciatingâ¦.
âAh, Kirstie. I see. Nice to meet you Kirstie.â I tap my nose. âKirstie. Iâll remember that.â
Sheâs trying hard to maintain a professional air and not really succeeding. âUm, do I need to check with anyone if you have an appointment or something?â
Of course, you wouldnât knowâ¦.
âSorry, of course, youâre new. No, donât worry. They know me here. Iâm just going to find my wife upstairs.â
âYes, your friend said that youâd got married.â
âJames? Youâve met him here?â
âYes, just the other day.â
Oh, god what did he say to the poor girl?
âWas he polite?â
âOh, yes. He was a gentleman.â
Thank God for thatâ¦.
âGlad to hear it. Heâs a good man; one of the best, but sometimesâ¦. um⦠empathyâs not his strong point.â
She bursts out laughing and the bubble of tension bursts. âHeâs a Dom isnât he. If you cut him in half, itâd say âDomâ running right through the middle.â
Thatâs our Jamesâ¦.
âYouâre not wrong there. Gotta go, Kirstie. See you around.â The elevator pings and the doors swish open. As I head for them, I turn quickly back to her. âIâm Michael by the way. Nice to meet you again.â
Wonder why James didnât mention heâd met her?
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Charlotte My stomach rumbles. I check my watch and itâs right on time. I grin. With a little care, Iâd have a marketable product with my appetite.
Iâm meeting Michael for lunch. Heâs discovered a new restaurant that just opened just around the corner and he wants to give it a try. Snagging my jacket, I head out.
But as I leave the offices, over the road, sitting in the window in the cafe opposite, is Kirstie.
Mmmâ¦.
I hover then call Michael. âHi, um, would you mind a change of plan for lunch? Thereâs someone I think you would like to meetâ¦.â
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In the cafe, I load up food for two, then hover over her until she notices me. Sheâs staring out of the window, lost in thought and startles as she sees me, but then smiles.
âHi, mind if I join you?â
âNot at all.â She waves to the seat next to her, shunting up a bit to make room for me.
âHope you donât mind?â I say. âI saw you from across the road and thought we might as well take the opportunity to get to know each other, since it looks as though weâre going to be seeing each other anyway.â
Her face falls. âSureâ¦. erâ¦.â
Sheâs not happy about thatâ¦.
What did I say?
âSomething wrong?â I ask.
She starts to speak, stops and starts again. âLook, take this the right way. I know Benâs your brother-in-
law, but I barely know him andâ¦.â
Really?
âYou barely know him? Heâs not shut up about you whenever Iâve seen him recently.â
She grimaces, rubbing at the top of her nose. âCharlotte, Iâve met him half a dozen times and had a couple of dates. Please donât get the wrong impression about where we are with each other.â
Oh, dearâ¦.
Heâs done it againâ¦.
âI donât think itâs my impression that you need to worry about.â
I shouldnât have done thisâ¦.
â¦. Wonder if I can stop Michaelâ¦.
âHi.â
Too lateâ¦.
My handsome husband stands over us, his smile broad and bright. And itâs aimed at Kirstie. âHello again, Kirstie. I didnât realise you two knew each other.â
Theyâve met?
When did that happen?
âThought Iâd introduce myself to Benâs girlfriend,â I say. âWe were just having a chat.â
Michael smile fades as he takes a seat opposite, and he blinks a little. âSo, youâre the same Kirstie who is dating my brother, Ben?â
She sits back. âBenâs your brother?â
Whatâs that about?
But Michael doesnât seem to notice the emphasis in her words. âYes, he is.â He leans forward over the table. âCan I ask you something, Kirstie? Are you still going to the clubs?â
What the hell?
She goes to the clubs?
And sheâs dating Ben?
âI am, yes,â she says.
And now thereâs grit in his voice. âSo, why are you dating Ben?â
She has half a sandwich left on her plate but seems to have lost her appetite for it. âHe seems a nice guy, and he asked me out.â
But my mind is whirringâ¦.
They know each otherâ¦.
Is she an old girlfriend?
âBenâs not like us, Kirstie,â says Michael. âHe thinks that relationships consist of one man and one woman. He sees the world through a narrower lens than we do. If heâs got any surprises coming, take it easy with him.â
Her head bobs, but her eyes rise to meet his. She looks blue. âI was already thinking the same thing.
And that perhaps Iâm not being fair to him.â
Michael sits back in his seat, heaving a sigh. âSo, youâre planning on breaking up with him?â
She pokes the half-sandwich around the plate. âErmâ¦. I hadnât really gotten that far. But I think he expects things from me thatâ¦.â
Things like exclusivityâ¦
âThat youâre not willing to deliver?â
âYes.â
The sandwich has stopped being food and is now just target practice for Kirstieâs fork.
Clearly, she doesnât know what to say next and Iâm wishing heartily that Iâd not done this. My own food has lost its appeal and I sit pushing lasagne around the plate with no urge to eat it. Michael runs fingers through his hair, staring at her and just as clearly, wondering what to say next.
But as I watch her, her eyes fall on my handsâ¦.
â¦. and fix.
â¦. My ringsâ¦.
And realisation dawns over her face.
She looks at my rings: red and gold entwined from my Master, white and gold entwined from Michael, and the plain red gold and white gold bands that were my wedding rings from the two. The set sit together on my ring finger and Kirstie looks at them, then her gaze passes across to Michaelâs left hand.
He holds up the hand, displaying his own ring; the white and gold twin to my own. âYes,â he says.
Kirstie frowns. âYes?â
âYes,â he repeats. âIâm married to Charlotte.â
âAnd Jamesâ¦.?â
âJames too.â
Sheeshâ¦.
âMichael is this a good idea?â I say.
He lays his hand on mine. âDonât worry, Babe. Kirstie knows how it works.â
They do know each otherâ¦.
I look between the two. âDo you two know each other?â
Michael winks. âKirstie and I, James too, know each other from umâ¦. my and Jamesâ playful pastâ¦.â
And I get it.
They fucked with her at the clubsâ¦.
I crease up. âAh, gotcha. You met at the clubs and youâ¦.?â
âYes,â Kirstie looks worried. âThatâs not a problem for you, is it?â She sips at her coffee, but I think itâs just a prop to cover her confusion.
And I see it from her point of view.
You were in a three-way with a man who is now your bossâ¦.
â¦. And another who is his friend âNot at all.â I lay my hand over hers. âJames, Michael and I established long ago that the Past is the Past. We donât let it interfere with our current relationshipâ¦.â
But I canât resist turning the screw just a little.
I lean closer to her, lowering my voice. âTell me; when James had finished with you, how long was it before you could sit down?â
She chokes on her coffeeâ¦.
Yes, he fucked youâ¦.
Michaelâs eyes dance as she checks her watch, then scrabbles for her bag and coat. âI need to be getting back to work. Iâm glad we spokeâ¦.â
She stands, making to leave, then turns back. âI assume that Ben doesnât know how it is with the three of you? I donât want to say the wrong thing to him.â
God forbidâ¦.
The laughter fades from Michaelâs face. âIâve not figured out yet, how to explain it to him. Heâs a bitâ¦.â
âVanilla?â she suggests.
âYes, vanilla.â
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