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âSomething wrong?â
âYour brother makes me uncomfortable. You'd think this was his home rather than mine.â
âHeâs giving you trouble?â
âNot exactly. I just feel as though I'm under a microscope whenever he sees me near Charlotte.â
He curses under his breath. âI'll have a word. Tell him to back off.â
âI'd appreciate that.â
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Itâs a relief to come to work. Thereâs a lot to be said for having a senior position, people all around who understand you, work you enjoy and not constantly having some interfering bastard peering over your shoulder.
I could do without all the paperwork thoughâ¦.
I survey the pile of files, reports, applications for permission and other crap on my desk.
I remember when I used to design bridgesâ¦.
Richard enjoys this stuffâ¦.
Each to their ownâ¦.
I check my watch. I have a meeting on-site within twenty minutes.
Would this be useful for her?
I tap on my phone. âCharlotte, Iâm going on-site to talk with Sam Callaghan. Weâll be looking at the latest ground surveys on B-site. Do you want to come?â
âIâd like to, but Iâm in a meeting myself. Do you need me there right now?â
âI can hang on for five minutes. Iâll wait by the main entrance.â
I head for the elevator, throwing âIâm going on-site Francis,â behind me. âIâm not expecting to be in again today.â
âVery well, James.â
I descend, noticing a rattle as I pass between floors twenty-two and twenty-one.
It did that yesterdayâ¦.
Memo to self - call maintenance. Get them to lookâ¦.
With a hiss, the elevator doors open to the lobby and I head for the doors, vaguely registering an unfamiliar face at the reception deskâ¦.
New conciergeâ¦.
And I stand to wait, staring into space, running over the items I want to discuss with our site foreman.
After a minute or so, it dawns on me that I am being watched, surreptitiously, but watched nonetheless.
The conciergeâ¦.
Itâs her job after allâ¦.
Fair enoughâ¦.
I nod in her direction, just a polite acknowledgement, and for the first time, I really look at her.
Sheâs young, dark-haired, not bad-looking with strong features, andâ¦.
â¦. familiarâ¦.
I know youâ¦.
Where do I know you from?
Then I have it. I glance back again. She looks ready to curl up and die. Clearly, she remembers me and how we met.
Inside I laugh, but thatâs not fair.
No wonder sheâs embarrassed.
Be niceâ¦.
Thatâs always part of the dealâ¦.
I walk across, slowly, trying to be casual.
âWe do know each other, donât we? Itâs Debbie, isnât it?â
She looks mortified. Sheâs wearing a perfectly standard white office-style blouse, but above the blouse, a crimson tide is rising up over her face.
She taps at a name-badge pinned neatly to the blouse. âErâ¦. Kirstie, actually.â
Again, I fight to keep the laughter from my voice and face.
Of course, she wouldnât have given her real name.
When I met her previously, she introduced herself as âDebbieâ. It was at the Club, in the days when Michael and I were free agents and working our âActâ as a pair. âDebbieâ joined us in a Threesome one evening, and as I recall, a good time was had by all.
Nice assâ¦.
Pinked up beautifullyâ¦.
âAh yes, Kirstie. Of course. Iâll remember thatâ¦.â
Small-talkâ¦.
Wtf to say?
Whereâs Michael when I need himâ¦?
Or perhaps notâ¦. on this particular occasionâ¦.
âAre you new here?â I ask. âI donât recall seeing you on the desk before.â
âYes, I just started. Iâm still learning the ropesâ¦.â And I can see her weighing me up, assessing meâ¦.
Trying to decide who/what I am?
No need to make her more uncomfortable than necessaryâ¦.
â¦. telling her she had a three-way-fuck with a company directorâ¦.
âErâ¦. Are you waiting for someone, um⦠Sir? Can I get you a coffee while you wait?â
âNo, I have an appointment. But thank you for asking. Are you enjoying the job?â
Her face lights up. âOh, yes. Itâs great. Much better than what I was doing before.â
âIâm pleased to hear it. Well, good luck with it.â
And Iâve about exhausted my small store of casual conversation. One of the reasons Michael and I always made a good pair was that he always knows what to say at this point. Heâs not a big talker at other times, but when it comes to filling awkward silences, Michaelâs your man.
So, I stand, hoping Charlotte will arrive and give me an excuse to leave.
Iâll need to leave soon anyway if she doesnât get hereâ¦.
Kirstie is still watching me. Her eyes linger over my hand, over my ring.
âIâve umâ¦. Iâve not seen you and your friendâ¦. out and aboutâ¦. Recently,â she says. âThe blond guy;
is he alright?â
Out and about?
Tactfully phrasedâ¦.
Lol!
âYes, heâs fine. He got married recently.â
âAhâ¦. Shameâ¦.â Points of colour sit on her high cheekbones.
âIâm sure thereâs many who will think so,â I say.
Sheâs an attractive girl. Under other circumstancesâ¦.
Get a grip, Manâ¦.
âAndâ¦umâ¦. you?â
Yes, sheâs looking at my ringâ¦.
âNo, Iâve not beenâ¦. out and aboutâ¦. much recently either. Iâ¦. also married.â
She nods, sucking at her lips. âOhâ¦. Congratulations.â
âThank you.â
I check my watch.
Timeâs upâ¦.
âKirstie, could you send a message upstairs please, to Mrs Summerford on extension 4528. Tell her that I canât wait, and sheâll have to get her husband to pick her up.â
âOf course, Mrâ¦.â
And past encounters aside, I remind myself, that my relationship with Kirstie is strictly one of business.
I offer her my hand. âAlexandersâ¦. James Alexanders, since we werenât formally introduced when we met previously.â
She stands to accept the hand, but as she shakes, colour blooms up her neck. Itâs quite attractive.
âNice to meet you, Mr Alexanders. Iâll see your message gets to where itâs going.â
âThank you, Kirstie.â
And I turn to head for my meeting.
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