ANNA
Today, Iâm meeting with my two teachersâUncle Jim, whoâs already in the loop, and Mrs. Stanford, who Iâm hoping will be understanding about my situation.
Weâve been back for a fortnight now, and Iâve barely managed to attend class. James has practically moved inânot that Iâm complaining, but itâs a new experience for me.
Having him around is comforting, and heâs been a great help with Olivia and the house chores.
When I asked him to carry the laundry basket to the washing machine, he went ahead and did the laundry. I didnât even have to ask. He even folded it. I was totally taken aback.
James was raised with house staff, so it was a bit strange. A good kind of strange, but strange nonetheless.
James is home today with Olivia so I can attend class. Tomorrow, weâre heading back to Sun Peaks for her treatment, and today I need to request a modified teaching plan so I can graduate on time.
Before I ask them to rearrange their schedules for my sake, I need to be present in class. Professor Stanfordâs eyes light up when she sees me heading toward my seat.
~âLook at that, Anna is back.â~
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~âOh my God, did you see her kid? It must be so embarrassing to have a child.â~
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I roll my eyes at the studentsâ comments.
âOkay, class. Pay attention,â the professor announces, her gaze on me.
~Please donât make a scene,~ I silently plead with her.
âIf I hear one more disrespectful comment about Anna and her daughter, you can kiss your passing grade goodbye. Iâll ensure that no matter how hard you study, you wonât graduate.
âAnd before you think about reporting me to the board, remember that I have connections in the business worldâ¦everywhere. So even if you do graduate, you wonât find a job. Is that clear?!â she declares.
I shrink in my chair, mortified, as gasps echo around the room.
~Could this day get any more embarrassing?~
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I glance up at her.
âAnna, Iâd love to hear your story. Iâll make time if youâre willing to tell the class exactly who theyâre mocking.â
âItâs really not a big deal,â I respond quickly.
âIf they were talking about my daughters like that, Iâd make sure they knew who they were messing with.â
My ears prick up at the words bashing and daughter(s). Are they trying to provoke a protective mother?
âWhat were they saying about Olivia?â I ask, my voice rising.
âNothing surprising. I wish theyâd be more original, but that would be like expecting them to pay attention in class.
âThey said things like sheâs the result of an affair and that youâre after his money. That sheâs destined to be promiscuous,â she says, rolling her eyes.
I stand up, more irritated than angry, though Iâm not saying Iâm not angry. I just have more pressing matters on my mind. I walk toward the professor.
No oneâand I mean no oneâtalks about my daughter like that.
âAlright, who said it? Stand up,â I challenge the class, my eyes flashing. I scan the room. Theyâre all seated, looking at me with fear in their eyes.
âCome on. If you had something to say, you should be proud enough to admit it,â I insist. The girls who were flirting with James stand up. I roll my eyesâof course itâs them.
All I can do is shake my head. âSit down,â I tell them, sighing.
âSo you thought it was cool to drag my daughter through the mud? Just because you found out James Brown is her father, and he didnât give you the time of day?â
The realization dawns on them.
âSeriously, how pathetic can you get? Are you really that desperate?â I ask them. The room fills with ~ooo~s and ~burn~s, which only annoys me more.
âJames was my boyfriend for two years in high school, before he started his business. So he had no money.
âSo the gold digger comment, not applicable,â I tell them, dismissing the gold digger comment with a flick of my wrist.
âAs for my daughter. Yes, sheâs his and heâs living with us so we can raise her. But itâs not because I was promiscuousâhe was my first and only.
âSure, I got pregnant unexpectedly, but that doesnât mean my baby girl wasnât wanted,â I explain, sighing.
âNow that Iâve explained my lifeânot that I had toâcan you please leave my daughter out of it? Sheâs only three years old.
âItâs just pathetic that you would try to get attention by dragging down a three-year-old girl.â With that, I return to my seat. Should I have told them about Oliviaâs cancer?
I could have, but I wonât. Itâs none of their business. Iâve already said enough, and I know what will happen as a result.
The media will jump to the same conclusions when they find out. But James and I have a planâweâll beat them to the punch.
The class seems to drag on forever. When itâs finally over, some students mutter apologies as they pass me.
I donât really care if they apologize, but itâs nice to know they realize they were wrong. Iâm the last one in the classroom when Jim walks in.
âJim?â Professor Stanford asks.
âHi, I think Anna needs to talk to both of us. Isnât that right, Anna?â
I sigh, but nod in agreement. âYes. Thanks, Uncle Jim.â
Professor Stanford looks from Uncle Jim to me.
âSo, Iâll explain everything. But the bottom line is that I wonât be able to attend class regularly anymore,â I say.
Her eyes widen. âWhy not?â
I let out a sigh and meet her gaze. âOliviaâs got cancer. I need to be there for her during her treatments.
âIt might be a few weeks before Iâm back, since we have to make the trip to Sun Peaks every fortnight or so,â I elaborate.
âCancer?â she echoes.
I nod, offering her a melancholy smile.
âOh, Anna.â She pulls me into a comforting embrace.
âI know, itâs awful. We found out during our last visit,â I share.
âSo, I was wondering if it would be possible to do video calls for the classes. Or if thereâs another way to graduate, Iâm open to suggestions,â I propose, looking down.
âIâll be video calling you morning, noon, and night. I want to chat with my little pumpkin before she goes to bed,â Uncle Jim declares, giving me a stern look.
âIâll video call you too. If you have any questions, just shoot me an email. We can hop on a call and Iâll explain anything youâre unsure about.â
I feel a wave of relief wash over me. Thatâs one less thing to stress about.
âThank you,â I express sincerely. âI should get going now, we have a long drive ahead.â
Uncle Jim looks at me with a sorrowful expression. âGive us a call when you reach your parentsâ place, and send them our love. Next time, weâll come with you.
âAnd if anything happensâ¦,â he warns, pulling me into a hug.
âYeah, Iâll call. Itâs the first session, Uncle. Itâll be fine. Mom and Dad will be there with me, and so will James.â
He nods at me. âI expect a FaceTime call with my pumpkin,â he insists, pointing at me and making me chuckle. He adores that little girl as if she were his own granddaughter.
âYou got it,â I assure him with a smile. I feel so damn lucky to have someone like him in my life.
Professor Stanford stands silently beside us, tears welling in her eyes.
âDonât worry about your degree, Anna. Focus on your little girl. Jim and I will do what we can, weâll make sure you graduate this year.â
âThank you, Professor,â I express gratefully.
âI must say, Iâm glad you and your parents reconciled,â she comments with a smile.
âUm, not exactly,â I correct her.
âButââ
âIâm staying with my biological parents. Turns out, Iâm adopted. Iâve cut all ties with Ruby and Peter. They chose to adopt me, they chose me and yet they threw me out.
âAnd they lied to me. They lied about so much. I donât want them in my life anymore. I just donât care,â I declare coldly.
I glance at my phone and realize itâs time to go.
âIf thatâs what you want, Iâll respect it. I donât know the full story, so I wonât meddle, but as a mother, Iâd still want to be part of my daughterâs life, even if I messed up.â
âIâll think about it, but not now. Too much has happened. Jim can fill you in if you want, but I really need to leave now. Sorry,â I tell her. I rush out the door, my eyes glued to my phone.
I head towards the courtyard, where I know the students will be contemplating lunch. We plan to leave early, so weâll reach Sun Peaks by sunrise.
Well, thatâs the plan at least. Not that my plans ever pan out, but still.
Itâs still quite chilly outside, but everything feels right. I know our lives will improve soon. We might have a battle ahead, but weâll face it together, as a family.
âMomma!â I hear a tiny voice shriek. I spin around to see James standing there, a wide grin on his face. Olivia dashes towards me.
âLovebug!â I holler back. I scoop her up and spin her around. I nuzzle my face into the crook of her neck.
~Yes, weâll be okay. Iâm certain of it.~
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