How could I have been so stupid?
I slipped my key card into the lock and pressed my back against the door as it closed behind me. I almost fell for it. The convincing act he put on. I thought it was real.
He was good, Iâd give him that. I replayed our evening, trying to figure out what Iâd missed. The way he held my hips as we swayed to the music. The subtle hand on my lower back. The intimate hand-holding. The gentle kisses on my neck.
I thought he cared about me, but it was all an act. I should have known his intent was to get me back into bed. I wasnât against sleeping with him again, but I wanted it to mean something. I didnât want to be just another fuck.
I should have followed my instincts and refused to go out with him. Put a hard line between us. He was my boss, and he had a reputation for being a ladiesâ man. Why did I think I would be any different than the dozens of women that came before me? I couldnât lie, I had a great time wandering around the city with him. It felt like we were building something.
But it was a lie.
My phone buzzed in my purse. It could only be one person texting me at two in the morning and I didnât have the heart to listen to any more of his lies. I put my phone on the charger and went to bed. I had the rest of the weekend to rebuild my armor against Trent.
Starting Monday, weâd be back to business only.
With last night playing on repeat, I barely got any sleep and now the pounding in my head wouldnât go away. I only had one drink, yet the constant beat, beat, beat wouldnât stop. The light coming through the partially closed drapes nearly blinded me and the pounding began again, only this time I realized it wasnât in my head but coming from the front room.
I dragged myself out of bed, pulled on a robe, and cracked the door. A food cart covered in silver trays was set outside. âI didnât order any food. You have the wrong room.â I yawned, ready to go back to sleep.
âItâs the right room.â
Youâve got to be kidding. I opened the door fully. âYou can leave the cart and see yourself out.â I headed to the bathroom and locked myself inside. There was no way I was getting more sleep this morning, so I brushed my teeth, threw my hair up in a ponytail, and washed my face.
The smell of bacon lured me out, only to find Trent still in my room, setting the dishes on the table with a vase of beautiful wildflowers. âWhat is all this?â
âItâs an apology. I fucked up last night.â He removed the silver lids and placed them on the empty cart. âI didnât know what you liked, so I got a little bit of everything.â
I blew out a breath in frustration. âItâs not necessary. Last night was what it was. I had fun, but I think itâs better if we cut our losses now. I canât be another one of your flings. I donât do casual.â
Trent pulled out a chair for me. âAt least have breakfast.â
âFine.â I sat and scooted my chair in. âYou might as well join me. Thereâs enough food here to feed a third-world country.â I scooped scrambled eggs, bacon, and half a waffle onto my plate. No need to let good food go to waste.
He pulled up another chair and filled his plate. âIâd like to renegotiate your terms.â
I dropped my fork, letting it clatter on my plate. âThis isnât a business deal. Iâm not another client who can be manipulated.â
âIâm not trying to manipulate you.â He held up a hand to stop my retort. âI know it seemed that way last night, but I really wasnât. It was an involuntary response.â
I laughed at his absurdness. âSo, your finger involuntarily hit the button to your fuck pad after I specifically said no sex?â
He shook his head. âThat sounds terrible.â
âIt does, but theyâre your words, not mine.â I cut off a chunk of waffle drenched in syrup and stuffed it in my mouth, mostly to keep myself from saying what was really on my mind. That he was a manwhoring, presumptuous asshole.
Trent finished chewing his eggs. âIâm not going to lie. I did want to have sex with you, because youâre sexy as fuck, but⦠I wasnât trying to manipulate you into something you werenât ready for. I enjoyed our evening and would have been satisfied with kissing. Last night was the first actual date Iâve had in a long time that didnât take place in the bedroom. My old habits kicked in and Iâm sorry. I havenât had a relationship in a while. The last time I got burned, so Iâm a bit out of practice.â
I appreciated his honesty, but I was still mad. âThis ought to be good. Please tell me how the great Trent Dorsey got taken advantage of by a woman.â
âIâd really rather not rehash it.â
âIf you want me to entertain renegotiating, then Iâm going to need the fine print. Itâs Business 101.â
He groaned. âWhy do you have to be beautiful and smart?â
I waved a piece of bacon at him. âFlattery will only get you so far. Spill the tea.â Despite being pissed about his misstep last night, I was curious.
Trent grabbed the pitcher of orange juice and poured a glass for each of us, setting mine in front of me. âWhen I was twenty-five, I dated a dancer. I met her in the club and fell for her immediately.â
âA stripper?â
âAn exotic dancer who, yes, worked in a gentlemenâs club. Donât be judgy.â
I mocked zipping my lips and waited for him to continue.
âAnyway, we dated for a while and when she needed a place to stay, I didnât hesitate to let her move in with me. Two weeks later, she disappeared with my grandfatherâs watch, my wallet, and the cash in my bank account. Cleaned me out.â
My eyebrows rose. âWell, that sucks.â
âTo put it mildly. Since then, Iâve had trust issues.â
âHence, no relationships.â
He gave a curt nod.
I took a sip of my juice and set the glass back on the table. âThank you for sharing that with me.â I stared at the tattoo on his arm that mystified me for weeks and ran my finger over the ink. It was a snake wrapped around a dagger, fangs biting into an apple. âWhat does this mean to you?â
âTemptation. Itâs always been my downfall and Iâve paid the price. I didnât want to put myself in that position again. No woman was worth the risk.â Reaching for my hand, Trent folded our fingers together. âUntil you.â
âWhy me?â
âThereâs something about you I canât resist. I knew that first night if I ever saw you again it would be game over for me. It was supposed to be one night. Then you showed up in the conference room and blew my self-control to shit. I didnât want to like you. I didnât want you to be good at your job. And I sure as hell didnât want you to be so damn gorgeous.â
âIâm sorry?â What else was I supposed to say to him. âIf it helps, I didnât want to like you either.â
âI wanted you to hate me.â
âIs that why you were an arrogant jerk?â
âYes, but Iâm done with that. I want to give this a try. I canât promise you a relationship, but it wonât be a fling.â
âTerms of negotiation⦠Iâm never going back to that room and as long as weâre giving this a try, neither are you. There wonât be anyone else.â
âTerms accepted. Come here.â He pulled me onto his lap and cradled my face in his hand. âI didnât get to give you a good-night kiss.â
Staring into his dark-chocolate eyes, I was hypnotized just like Iâd been that first night. âWhat are you waiting for?â I whispered.
âNot a damn thing.â He pressed his lips to mine in a possessive kiss that made my toes tingle and my heart race. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer. His tongue ran along the seam of my lips, begging for entrance. There was no denying the chemistry between us. I opened willingly, letting his tongue tangle with mine. We devoured each other with a passion I hadnât felt in years. Both of us were breathing heavily when he pulled away. âGoddamn, youâre perfect.â
âI like the kissing. Why are you stopping?â
Trent pressed his forehead against mine. âI knew you were trouble from the moment I set my eyes on you. If I donât stop now, Iâm not going to, and it will ruin all my planning.â He picked up a piece of bacon and held it to my lips. âFinish your breakfast and then get dressed. Iâm taking you sightseeing.â
Moving to my own seat, I finished the food on my plate and nodded to the vase. âThank you for the flowers. That was sweet of you.â
âYouâre welcome. Am I forgiven?â
âYes.â
The man made my head swim, but I couldnât resist him either.