When Danny comes through the back door, Angel barks happily and spins around in a circle, wagging her tail. She loves Danny but hasnât seen much of him lately. None of us have seen him much since the baby was born. And Phillip and I havenât wanted to intrude. Dannyâs mom was here the first week, and Loriâs mom has been here ever since. We were thrilled when he called earlier to ask if he could come over for a beer and watch the fourth round of the draft.
âAww, howâs my Angel?â Danny says, greeting the dog first and giving her a brown stick from a package.
âWhatâs that?â I ask him.
âItâs called a bully stick. Marcus was telling me he gives them to his dogs.â He hands me the rest of the package. âSays they have kept Madison from divorcing him because his dogs chew on these and not on her expensive shoes.â
We watch as Angel lays the stick on the ground, sniffs it, races around the couch, nudges it with her nose, picks it up, and flips the stick in the air. Then, she takes another lap around the couch, stick in her mouth.
âShould she be running with a stick?â I ask.
âItâs so big; I donât think she could choke on it,â Danny says, laughing at the puppy, who has finally decided to nibble on the corner of it for a second.
She drops it at Dannyâs feet, growls at it, and then takes off running in circles around the couch again.
âSo, howâs Devaney doing?â Phillip asks as we all plop down on the sofa and flip on the TV.
âShe cries a lot and is a lot more work than I ever imagined. But sheâs precious.â
âIs there anything we can do to help? You look tired,â I say.
âNo, Lori and her mother have it covered. They would really prefer I didnât help. Her mom acts like I donât know what Iâm doing. I mean, technically, I donât. But, if I donât practice, how am I supposed to get better? Although her mother got mad at me because the trash in the kitchen was half-full, so I guess Iâm supposed to help with that. Itâs like she thinks Iâm the hired hand instead of the dad.â
âDanny, you should talk to Lori if something is bothering you,â I suggest.
âYouâre one to talk,â Phillip says to me.
I bug my eyes out at him.
âWhat?â Danny says, looking from me to Phillip.
âItâs nothing,â I say.
âItâs nothing,â Phillip counters, turning toward Danny. âWas Lori surprised the kitchen was done when she got home?â
âAre you kidding me? She was thrilled. I donât know how the designer pulled it off. Just the day before, she said it could be three more weeks.â
âDid she ask who made all the food? Or did she wonder how it all got done?â
âUh, I assume the designer. My mom said she and your mom did the food.â
âHas Lori thanked anyone?â
âShe was crying and hugging the designer, thanking her.â
âThe designer had help,â Phillip says.
â
, you promised.â
âPromised what? What arenât you telling me?â Danny asks.
Phillip shakes his head at me and says to Danny, âJadyn is the reason it got done. She said she didnât want you to have to come home to that, so she called the contractor who is doing our office building and got him to get a crew together. They worked for thirty-six hours straight. Jadyn, the moms, and the designer worked another twelve hours after that getting the decor and food done.â
Danny slumps against the back of the couch and shakes his head. âWhy didnât you tell us?â
I run my hand through my hair, stalling.
âBecause Jadyn did it for you, Danny. And for Lori even though sheâd accused her of cheating. Even though sheâs never apologized. And even though sheâs barely spoken to her since. I just thought you should know.â
âI donât want her to know,â I say, barely holding back tears.
âWhy not?â Danny asks.
âBecause.â
âShe really hasnât apologized?â Danny says, shocked.
I shake my head. âNo.â
âBut she said she texted you.â
I hand him my phone. Show him what she said, which is pretty much just that she wasnât perfect and she was a stupid girl.
âAfter the way she treated me, the way she accused me, it just isnât enough. All sheâs done is make excuses for her behavior. But what I donât think she realizes is that, with every accusation and point of her finger, she eroded away our friendship.â
Danny lowers his head. âIâm sorry, Jay. I havenât told you that either.â
âYou didnât do anything, Danny. Did she apologize to you?â
He shakes his head. âMostly, she just cried until I couldnât stand it anymore and told her to stop.â
âDoes that bother you? That she would automatically assume the worst?â
âYeah, it does. She used to trust me. Now ⦠Iâm really hoping it was just pregnancy hormones combined with the bad dreams sheâd been having. That sheâll get back to being herself. But, honestly, the things she said have stuck with me. So, why donât you want her to know what you did?â
âBecause Iâm not over it, and I donât want her to think I am. I want you to be happy, Danny, and I knew, if you both came home to a finished home, it would be one less thing for her to be stressed about and would make your life easier.â
âAre you and Lori doing okay now?â Phillip asks Danny.
âThe birth experience definitely bonded us. But, since then, we havenât really slept much. Weâre tired and stressed. Nursing isnât really going well. Devaney cries a lot. Lori is trying to keep her on a schedule. But I donât know. Itâs like we finally get her to sleep, and then Lori wakes her up, so she can nurse again.â
âSheâs waking the baby up? Isnât there some rule about letting a sleeping baby lie?â
âYeah, but she read that babies need routine.â
âAnd we know Lori likes routine,â Phillip says. âMaybe it helps her feel in control.â
âHow are you doing on a schedule?â I ask Danny.
âI can barely keep myself on a schedule. You really think I could do it for someone else?â
âWell, sheâs your child, too,â Phillip says. âYou have a say in how sheâs raised. If you want to try something different, itâs okay for you to suggest it.â
Danny laughs. âUh, no. Itâs not. Thatâd be like committing mutiny. Thanks, but I think Iâd rather go down with the ship.â
We turn our attention toward the TV when we hear Nickâs name being called in the draft.
âDang,â Danny says. âI was hoping weâd get him.â
âHis parents are probably thrilled though,â I say. âSt. Louis is the closest NFL team to where they live.â
Angel stops throwing the stick around and plops down to nibble on it. I guess sheâs decided itâs pretty good to chew on.
I take a moment to text Nick.
Me: Kicky Nicky! Congrats!!! You were the first kicker chosen in the draft! Go YOU! And go ST. LOUIS! I bet your parents are so thrilled. Heart you!