I counted the many times I tried escaping his clutches many times has he hurt me with those rough hands. Many times I got the chance to kill him. Putting a piece of glass to his throat from a broken bottle. One small move and I could of sliced his throat the one thing I don't get the whole time after I tried killing him was that he was couraging me to kill him.
Flashback
"You are aiming it wrong," he hissed as I had a piece of glass to his throat from a broken bottle. He was helping me aim it right to his throat, "Go ahead you want to kill me right? Then do it and you will be free from me."
I was shaking I can't believe he would actually help me slice his own neck. I look down at his mask face. I couldn't tell what kind of emotion was lurking in his eyes. He told me very  simply that he will never ever show me what is behind his mask. I already know why cause he hates me. He hasn't ever said he hates me but from making me suffer with his rough hands and cruel punishments that I never earned I guess that he hates me so much that he wants me to suffer to feel the hate. And I hate him. I despise him so much that I can't stand it when I look at him. So then why, why am I not able to kill him! If I slice his throat it will all be over and I will be free. I sigh as I dropped the glass on the floor, "No matter how much I hate and despise you I can never bring myself to kill you." He nods and pushes me off of him and smacks me in the face for attacking him in the first place. I don't get this guy first he wants me to kill him and the next he smacks me in the face for trying to kill him.
Flashback ends
I counted the times I tried killing him which is 3 times. And each time he let me kill him and eachtime I couldn't do it and eachtime he smacks me after from trying to kill him. I was lying on the bench thinking. Thinking about my family are they still looking for me or have they given up. Both my sister and Lucy my girlfriend probably thought that I ran away. From my aunt's abusive hands. And if I could choose between my aunt beating me and Reid's rough hands I would choose my aunt. At least she has a reason to hit me.
His face was looking at me across the table. It was breakfast time. I look over to him his mask seems to be studying me. I felt creeped out and looked down at my half empty plate.
"Eat your food or I will shove it down your throat," he sneers.
I panicked and started eating the scramble eggs and bacon on my plate.
"Good boy," he smiles at me like he was enjoying me squirming infront of him as he watches me eat. He sips his beer.
"Isn't it a bit to early to drink?" I wondered about the beer.
"Not to me. I can drink whatever I want."
I nodded keeping quiet. So far we are actually having a nice time at the table. He wasn't shouting and even though I hate him I wanted to keep him in a good mood. I don't get something though. I tried killing him 3 times and he pretends that nothing happened and just talks to me like nothing happened. I don't get this guy. I just don't get him. The basement was filled with three other prisoners. They are all snacks for Fear. Reid told me that he has reasons to kill them. What reasons were those? I never asked though I just nodded maybe one day he will give me the answers.
"I am going out today," Reid announced putting down the newspaper he's been reading, "and if you behave you can come with me," he walks over to me with a small square box, "I have something for you,"Â 'Why is he giving me a box?' "open it for a surprise."
Opening the box I was surprised to see a collar, "Don't I already have a collar?" I pointed to my neck.
"Oh yes but this is a special one that I designed myself a long time ago," he takes off my collar and replaces it with this new collar, "It comes with a wireless leash," he takes something out from his pocket and snaps it to the collar, "this wireless device I designed and made myself with help of someone who shall remain nameless. He helped me make this as well I show ya," he took out a tiny remote from his pocket and showed it to me, "this is what controls the wireless leash," he presses a button on the remote, " try it out try walking to the kitchen?" he sneers.
"Do you think I am a idiot? I know there is a plan behind that pretty head of yours," I raise a eyebrow.
Reid grabs my shirt and yanks me to my feet, "If you think I am using this thing to blow you up or something like that? If I wanted to kill you I would have let the tiger eat you a long time ago idiot," he snaps and I could see that he was slowly getting mad. Usually when I get him mad he slaps me on the face or whips me with the whip in that bedroom of his. I breathed in a sigh, "Now get up and try it out. I made it just for you," he sneers.
Being a bit scared I did what he said taking my steps to the path of the kitchen. If I did blow up I would be dead and be free from him so it wouldn't be bad if I did die here. I took a breath as I went over to the kitchen. The collar started shaking and gave me a big shock to the neck and my whole body. I fell to the floor in pain. Reid walks over and giggles a little, "Now you see what it does. The kitchen to the kitchen table is 15 feet from eachother," I got off the floor and look over at him wiping drool from my mouth, "it will shock you if you get fifteen feet away from me."
Great I wouldn't be able to escape him ever again wait what if I just took off the collar when he isn't looking?
"Oh and it will shock your hands if you even think about removing your collar from your neck," he smirks at this, "nice present huh?"
I look up at him with a pissed expression but didn't say anything and sigh. Now I won't be able to escape him ever again. 'Wait-' "What about when I am in the basement and you are up here?"
"How stupid do think I am? I designed another one for not being able to leave the house which will leave you being able to stay up here rather then the basement and you are free to roam the house but if you even think about going out of the house and escape. It will shock you."
I was upset that I won't be able to escape the house anymore but relieved that he will let me stay up here rather then the basement.
This is the first time Reid let me get out of the house. The sun felt nice on my skin. It was relaxing I missed the sun so so much. I breathed the air. Reid was walking next to me. We were walking to his van, "Are you guys coming with us?" I wondered.
"They are staying behind to take care of the new poisoners," he opens his door and gets in I followed him in after in the passenger side, "You probably don't know this but we have another room with cells. Right now we have about 13 prisoner. Thinking about buying another meat eating animal for that room."
I shook with terror thinking about another meat eating animal living in Reid's mansion. I felt bad for the people being locked up by him, being Fear's lunch or dinner. Reid did tell me he had a reason to kill them. I look over at him as he starts the engine, 'I wonder what reasons he has with them?' then I remember the head in the closet, "Can I ask you something?"
"Depends on what?"
Why am I asking or talking to someone who has made me suffer with those rough hands and who I hate but I do want to know why there is a head in the closet, "Why...is there a...head in the closet?"
His mask looks at me and stops the van on the edge of the road, "Found the jar huh?"
I nodded, "That night when I almost escaped I went into that closet to look for tools which you probably know why I was looking for tools?" he nodded, "I found a head in a jar and a sword with old stains of blood on it, and also the floor was loomed with blood."
"You really want to know the truth behind that sword?"
I nodded, "Even though it is a creepy subject to ask."
Reid turns the van around and drives down a small road bridge. He stayed quiet as he drives down this path. I was wondering where he was driving too. I look out my window as I watch the trees and his forest drive past us, "Do any animals live in your forest?"
"Of course," he answered simply like it was the obvious answer.
"Why do you keep a tiger as a pet?"
"Got my reasons."
"Would it be simpler to just kill them on your own or letting your men do it?"
Reid's mask looks at me, "I see you got a darkside," he hisses.
"I think we all have a darkside somewhere deep down."
He parks the van outside a small village. "We are here," he says quietly. I take my first steps in the village. His village from what he is telling me.
I look around at the area. Something is missing. "Its quiet here where is everyone?"
Reid picks up a dried up rose next to a old floral shop. "That head," he explained quietly looking at the rose, "you saw in the closet. It used to be attached to a killer," he crushes the rose in his palm. What was left falls to the ground, "A killer who was known as Victor murdered the whole village except me."
I gasp as I look around the village, "Everyone?" I said shocked.
Reid nodded as his mask looks at the ground.
"Where were you when that...horrible thing happened?" Reid didn't look like he was going to answer. 'Must be a hard subject for him to answer?' I shook my head of course it is a hard subject for him you big idiot! I walk closer to him stopping a few feet away, "When you say the whole village do you mean-"
"Friends, Family, the children even."
I covered my mouth 'Even the children?' "When did it happen?"
"When I was ten," Reid walks away from the flower shop. Past me. Walking over to a apartment. Â Stepping on the steps. I follow him. He walks up to the stairs inside. I look around as I step on the stairs. 'Why is he going in here?' I watch Reid open the door of a old apartment. I step inside after him. Inside the livingroom I covered my mouth as terror filled my eyes as to what I saw!