I slept in the jersey, per Cruzâs request, but I didnât wear it to his second game. Instead, a scarf, a sweater, and Zeke snuck in some beer so thatâs what was keeping me warm. At the beginning of the game, he was in his section, but it was obvious during the warm-up that there was something extra going on with Cruz and the guys. Mainly Cruz, Labrowski, Atwater, and Barclay. The four were intense, and the rest of the guys picked up the vibe.
The first period, I had no words. It was score after score. Cain didnât know what hit them.
I felt bad. This hadnât been the Grant West team they played just the day before. These guys were on a tear. Shot after shot. They scored three in the first period. Two in the second, and by the third, Zeke was in our section and squeezing between me and Skylar. Tasmin was behind him, along with Race and a couple other girls I didnât know.
âWhat are you doing here?â I asked Zeke.
He began cheering for Cruz immediately, wearing the same sweatshirt heâd worn at yesterdayâs game. He wrapped an arm around my shoulder, leaning on me. âOur schoolâs not known for hockey. Football, yes. Soccer, this year, but hockey? Not our thing.â He motioned toward the other Cain people, and I noted a good third had dispersed. âTheyâre heading out for the parties already. And by the way,â he squeezed me close to him, looking down at me. âEveryone is heading to my frat. You ready for that? OH MY GOD! HELL YEAH, CRUZ. IâLL HAVE YOUR BABIES!â
The red light lit up from his goal, and Cruz skated around, his teammates closing in on him. He skated past our section, looking for me, and as he did, he hit the plexiglass with his stick. The section went crazy. We were higher up, choosing to do seats this time. I saw so many girls watching him, so many taking pics, and so many going straight to their social media.
âYou got nothing to worry about.â Zeke had been observing me. âYou know that, right?â
I nodded, but there was still a ball of worry in my tummy. It would be there for a long time. It was how I was made.
Cruz hit the bench, and the second line was skating out. Theyâd drop the puck again so for a second, we had a breather.
âSo, you two. You guys are good? Official?â
âYou saw the blog?â
He frowned. âIt got sent to me, yeah.â
I shrugged. âTaz offered to help me find out who gave her that information, why it was written how it was.â
âInferring youâre a whore?â He smirked at me, amusement in his gaze.
âIâm used to it, but yeah. Iâd like to know if she has a personal agenda against me.â
âReading that article, I got the vibe itâs because youâre with Cruz.â
âStill might have to have a talk with her.â
âWell.â He bumped his shoulder into mine. âIâm here for that, but can I bring up the other elephant in the room? Cruz said to leave it, but would you let me know if something serious pops off with this thing you have going on with Miller? Reason Iâm asking is because some of their frat brothers reached out. They know Iâm firmly hashtag teamcruz and hashtag teamdaniels if thatâs the case, but theyâre saying some shit. Our frats arenât affiliated, but weâre friendly, and you know how that can be in the Greek system.â
Yeah. That knot was back in play. âWhatever heâs saying is a lie. Trust me. Cops were involved, and I really canât say anything else.â
Zeke was watching me hard core now, all serious. âAnd if I told you that the cops dropped the charges against him?â
The bottom of my gut opened. âWhat?â
He held up his hands, palms toward me. âJust so you know, Iâm not believing anything. I know how that shit works. I mean, look at me, but they called, saying we shouldnât let you in and telling my brothers that they should start questioning me.â
I swore.
âTheyâre putting pressure on them, to put on me, so Iâd put on you, so I kinda really do have to push this. What do you have on him? Theyâre not questioning me about Styles. Theyâre saying you specifically.â
I cursed, again. âHeâs a fucking bitch.â
The end of the game sounded, and everyone was cheering. âThe cops dropped the charges?â
âThatâs what they said to my frat brother.â
The cops wouldnât drop the charges unless Angela recanted her statement.
âI gotta go.â I shoved past him, heading up the stairs to leave the arena. As fast as possible, thatâs what I needed. I had to get out of there, but I wasnât running. I was fighting because fuck this. No one fought for me at times, so I wouldnât let that stand this time. Iâd fight for Angela because no way was this guy going to get away with what he did to her.
I dialed Angelaâs number first.
She didnât pick up. I waited and dialed again once I was outside and I dodged to the side, trying to find some privacy. My phone was blowing up with text after text, but that would all have to wait.
I called her again. She declined this time.
And again.
My persistence paid off.
âMara, hey.â Sheâd been crying. âIâwhat areâare you at the game?â
âDid you take back your statement?â
She was quiet on her end, until a hiccup. âWhyâhow doâwhat have you heard?â
Was she serious? A group of people were walking by, so I moved off the sidewalk, finding a corner by the building and I hunched down. My butt was resting on the back of my heels and I put a finger into one ear, trying to hear her better. âI got a heads-up that Carrington isnât going after Cruz. Heâs going after me. I was warned to watch my back. Now Iâm hearing that heâs calling a fraternity here in Cain and telling them not to let me in the party.â
âWhat?â she whispered.
âI know someone in that frat and heâs asking me about it, saying the cops dropped the charges against Flynn.â
âWHAT?â
âThe only way theyâd do that is if you recanted. Did you? Did you do that?â I heard her starting to cry, and my heart broke. I gentled my voice, âListen. Iâm not tryingââ Screw it. If I was going to burn for this, I guess that I was going to burn for this. âI wonât get mad. Iâm not coming at you that way, but Iâm getting ready to fight Carrington on my own and I need to know what Iâm fighting for. You or myself. If itâs too much and youâre taking a step back, thatâs fine. I mean it, but I have to know. Different strategy, you know?â I tried to laugh, but God. If she was going to let me hang out to dry, then, well, I guess thatâs what was going to happen.
Who was I kidding? I got a glimpse into a normal life, and itâd been good. Itâd been fun, but that wasnât me.
âYou know, never mind. Iâm sorry. IâuhâI got this. Donât worry about anything. You, you just take care of yourself.â
âMaraââ
I ended the call, but dammit, dammit, . Flynn wanted to destroy me. Well, good luck because Iâd endured worse than him.
My phone was continuously buzzing, so I started going through them. I began responding to the first few until I clicked on one from⦠Kit?
Dread was already inside of me, but it grew razors and I felt them starting to sink into my insides. This wasnât going to be good.
I clicked on the link.
It went to another article, by the same writer, at the same blog, but this time the headline said,