What Is There For Me to Be Delusional About?
The sun was getting hotter as it approached noon.
Lin Jiao covered her forehead with her hand and slowly followed Pei Zhi into the car. In just a few steps, she was already sweating.
âTo Lufu Bay?â Pei Zhi asked as he delivered a tissue to Lin Jiao.
Lin Jiao shook her head and took the tissue.
She wiped her forehead, turned on the GPS, and showed it to Qu Shao. âGu Quan has booked a restaurant. I have to meet him first.â
âSure,â Pei Zhi said, his expression unreadable.
He leaned against the back of the chair and placed his slender hands casually between his knees. âDo you need me to wait for you?â
âNo need.â Lin Jiao did not want to waste his time. âGo home and rest. Iâll treat you to a meal another day.â
âIâm free tomorrow.â
âHuh?â
âDidnât you say you would treat me to a meal?â Pei Zhi asked seriously, not hiding the smile in her eyes.
Lin Jiao said, âYes.â She looked at his side profile. âWhat do you want to eat? Chinese or Western?â
âIâm fine with either.â
âThen Iâll send you a message after I pick a restaurant.â
Pei Zhi agreed readily.
Sensing that he was in a good mood, Qu Shao deliberately slowed down driving.
Through the rearview mirror, he glanced at Pei Zhi from time to time and kept making hand gestures at him, wanting him to take his time talking.
From Lin Jiaoâs angle, Qu Shao looked like he was having a hand cramp.
She leaned forward and asked with concern, âBrother Qu, are you having a hand cramp?â
Qu Shao was speechless.
He stretched his fingers and replied, âYes, Iâve been a little deficient in calcium recently.â
âHave you seen a doctor?â
âI did. Itâs not a big problem.â
âThatâs good.â Lin Jiao was really afraid that he would accidentally cause a car accident. âMake some bone soup when you go back. Itâs rich in calcium.â
Qu Shao touched the tip of his nose. âSure.â
After about ten minutes, they finally reached the restaurant.
âUncle, Iâll get going first.â Lin Jiao put her phone in her bag and opened the car door.
Pei Zhi nodded. âRemember to take your medicine.â
âYeah.â Lin Jiao smiled. âSee you tomorrow.â The sun shone on her face, making it radiant.
The breeze fluttered her dress, and everything around her seemed to become her background.
It was just an ordinary sunny day, but it left a beautiful image in his heart that he could not forget for a long time.
âBoss.â Seeing that he was lost in deep thought, Qu Shao clicked his tongue. âWhy donât you go in to have lunch and pretend you donât know she is in there? That way, you can meet again.â
Pei Zhi gave him a side glance. âDrive.â
âWhere to?â
âCompany.â
âItâs Saturday.â Qu Shao didnât want to work on Saturday.
âSo?â
Qu Shao gripped the steering wheel and reminded him, âYou already promised Miss Lin to go home and rest. You canât lie to her, right?â
Pei Zhi remembered having said that to Lin Jiao.
He lit a cigarette. âThen go home.â Before Qu Shao could rejoice, he continued, âAfter sending me home, go to the company and help me get the documents.â
âWhat documents? Is there no PDF version?â
âNo.â
Qu Shao was speechless.
he stepped on the accelerator, letting the wind carry away his sorrowful mood.
*
In the dining room of the restaurant, melodious music sounded.
Sitting alone at the table, Lin Jiao took two sips of the lemon tea brought by the waiter and waited for Gu Quan to appear.
She waited for nearly half an hour and called Gu Quan a few times, but no one answered.
In the past, she would find excuses for him, such as he might be stuck in a traffic jam, have something to do at the company, or have turned his phone to silent mode.
But now⦠she began to wonder if he was with that âherâ.
Once the seed of doubt was planted, it would only grow bigger and make the imagination wilder.
From then on, it was just endless paranoia.
âLin Jiao.â A manâs voice was heard, bringing Lin Jiao back to her senses.
She looked up and saw He Qiâs smiley face. âWhy are you here? Whereâs Gu Quan?â
âHe canât come.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âIn a literal sense.â He Qi pulled out the chair and sat down. âIâve never eaten in this restaurant before. It looks good.â
Lin Jiao clenched her fists. âWhere is he?â
âTo pick up someone at the airport.â
âPick up who?â
âSu Tian.â He Qi flipped through the menu and said calmly, âDonât you know it?â
He said it casually, but his words made Lin Jiaoâs heart sink to the bottom.
She pursed her lips, her hands trembling uncontrollably. âWhatâs their relationship?â
âLovers?â
âWhat about me?â
âYou?â He Qi crossed his legs and ordered two dishes with interest. âAt most, youâre just a distraction in his life.â
Lin Jiao bit open her lower lip. The strong smell of blood made her feel nauseous.
She closed her red eyes and felt an unprecedented sense of humiliation. Her dress was wrinkled as it was grabbed tightly by her.
Seeing that she was silent, He Qi continued with a smirk, âDo you know why Brother Quan is with you?â
He unlocked his phone and sent her a photo.
Her tone became even more disdainful. âThey all say that you look like Su Tian, but I think youâre far inferior compared to her.â
The notification that popped up on her phone was especially glaring.
Lin Jiao hesitated for a long time before clicking on the photo.
The background of the photo was the airport. A woman in a white dress with the same style as her was facing the camera. She had one hand around Gu Quanâs waist and a shy smile on her lips, as if she was playing cute.
Lin Jiao fixed her eyes on the man next to the woman. Gu Quanâs expression was affectionate as he looked at the woman. Lin Jiao felt like she was being pushed to the abyss by someone he loved the most.
With the truth in front of her, she realized that her two-year relationship was just a joke. Even though she was prepared, it was still difficult for her to accept it.
âLin Jiao.â He Qi tapped his fingers on the table. âItâs impossible between you and Brother Quan. Youâd better not have any delusions about him.â
Lin Jiao sneered. She didnât shed a single drop of tear as she said sarcastically, âWhatâs there for me to be delusional about?â
âAnyway, Iâm warning you. Even if you want to kick up a fuss, donât mess with Su Tian.â
When he mentioned Su Tian, the affection he unintentionally revealed made Lin Jiao feel a little strange.
She thought of the photo she saw in Gu Quanâs bedroom and seemed to have found the source of his aggressiveness towards her.
âWhy? Do you like her?â
He Qiâs expression suddenly took a drastic turn. âLin Jiao, be careful with what you say. You donât need me to teach you what is appropriate to say and what is not, do you?â
âWhy did you get triggered?â
âWho is triggered? I am not triggered.â
Lin Jiao raised an eyebrow. âHe Qi, it doesnât feel good to have an unrequited love, right? You can only watch her be intimate with another man, but you canât do anything about it. How pitiful you are.â
âMe? Pitiful?â He Qi pointed at himself as if he had heard a joke.
He said sarcastically, âNo matter what, Iâm still better than you who is just a replacement of someone else. Whatâs funny is that you even thought you found your true love.â
âAt least I once had him. What about you?â Lin Jiao raised an eyebrow. âYou donât even have a chance to live with her. Whoâs pitiful?â
He Qi, who had been poked in the sore spot, flew into a rage out of humiliation. âYouâre just a plaything. What makes you think you can talk to me like that?â
Suddenly, the lemon tea in the cup was splashed out by that slender hand on He Qiâs furious face.