The room was colder than I expected.
The air was nippy, but the atmosphere itself was like ice. Everything inside was plain. No runes or enchantments that I could see. Just a square space with stone walls, one wall had a large and obvious two-way mirror lining it, a table, two chairs, and a single lightstone in the ceiling that hummed faintly.
I sat with my hands folded, forcing myself not to fidget.
Across from me, the door clicked, and a well-dressed human walked in. The Watchman introduced himself as Finch. Detective Finch, apparently. He was young, sharp-eyed, muscular, and dressed in a way that tried to look effortless but wasnât. He carried a parchment folder and a cup of something steaming. The scent was sharp, sweet-leaf maybe.
Fancy drink⦠I wish my mouth wasn't as dry as a desert right now.
He set the cup down in front of me.
âFigured you could use something warm,â he said casually, like we were friends meeting for lunch. âIt gets really chilly here.â
I didnât touch the cup. âNo, thank you.â
Typical Watch bullshit, trying to get my DNA.
He smiled a little. âSuit yourself.â He left the cup in front of me in a way that let the fragrance linger.
He knows, doesn't he⦠He knows Iâm studying every movement just like heâs doing to me.
Finch sat across from me and opened the folder, flipping through pages that I couldn't see. He made a show of it, casual, measured. The kind of silence that wasnât empty. The kind that waited to see what youâd do.
I waited too.
Donât fidget. Donât move or say more than what's needed.
Finally, he pulled out a photo and slid it across the table.
A grainy still image, the same one they showed before. Hood up, broken leather gear, partially obscured face, but it was me. It was definitely me.
âThis is you, correct?â he asked before quickly adding, âBefore you answer, know that weâve already identified you. The question is more of a formality⦠and this will go much smoother if you're honest.â
A weak bluff.
I shrugged, âPictures blurry.â
He gave a slight chuckle, then reached for a quill, tapping it once on the photo. âYou know, itâs funny, most people either deny it right away, or they start asking how much trouble theyâre in.â
âOK,â I responded without missing a beat.
âWhenâs the last time you were questioned?â He asked.
I didn't answer.
He peered at me from across the table, âShould I take your silence as an admission of guilt, then?â
I didn't answer.
Finch leaned forward a bit, folding his hands. âWeâre investigating an incident that took place at a local shop five nights ago. Several people were injured. Three were killed. The shop went up in flames two days later.â
The Xanatharâs Guild burnt down Xolobâs shop!? â¦Donât reactâ¦
He paused. âWe know you were there at the time of the incident, so why donât you start with how you know the shop owner?â
He knows??? No⦠it has to be a charade.
I spoke with a blank expression. âSounds pretty serious.â
âWhenâs the last time youâve seen the shop owner?â He asked, rehashing the question.
I didn't answer.
He waitedâ¦
I waitedâ¦
âWe spoke to witnesses. One saw you enter the shop with a dusk elf carrying two blades. Witness says he took them out and started attacking without provocation. How well do you know him?â He slid a second photo over. It was a mid-motion shot of a dusk elf, swords out but facing away.
Black armor, that hair. That's Val⦠Wait, we entered the shop together and just started swinging?... He wants me to correct him⦠and saying I know or donât know him could give them something⦠maybe enough to run a test or two.
I didn't answer.
Finch continued. âWhyâd he do that?â
I didn't answer.
âYour silence makes me think we need to dig into you further. Like Iâm heading in the right direction.â
Liar. They can't use that against me.
Finch nodded slowly. âWe know that he got into a fight. That heâs responsible for all this. We know who he is. What we donât know is why you got involved. We want to give you a chance to tell your side of the story.â
This sucks. I bet I could get off on self-defense, but then Iâd be forced to let them run tests. The only way I walk out of here is if they donât have enough for that already.
âYouâve got quite the imagination,â I said coolly.
âIs that not what happened?â He shot the words at me.
I didn't answer.
Relax. They wouldnât be probing if they had everything they needed.
âListen, you can start explaining things, in which case we can actually help you, or we can run your DNA through the tower registry. Is that what you want?
My only hope is that he doesnât have enough evidence to authorize that.
âI do not consent to any searches, tests, or contact in any way,â I said blankly.
He continued, looking irritated at that. âIâve been doing this a long time, and something tells me so have you. So if you're done playing around, why don't we just start with the DNA?â
Breath. Heâs just trying to rile me up. It's a sham. It has to be⦠or Iâm screwed.
I met his eyes. âYou seem to know an awful lot, so why do you need me?â
The grin vanished. âIf youâre trying to make me think you're innocent, youâre doing a terrible job.â
I smiled back. âMaybe Iâve watched a lot of dramas.â
He made an exaggerated effort to sigh. âYou won't talk then? I guess you don't care about that shop owner, not this dusk elf friend of yours. Don't care that its owner hasnât been seen since? Youâd just rather stay silent and make jokes? Is that it?â
The Guild took Xolob!? â¦Stay calmâ¦
I looked at him and tried copying Eshlyn's pretentious voice. âMy fau-ther told me not to talk to Watch without representation.â
My voice came out cooler than I felt. Humor felt better than silence. Better than panicking.
He paused, then sat forward again, voice low. âAlright. Letâs cut the games. Your friend already told us everything. We had him here just an hour ago. OK. You were there. You fought. The shop was destroyed because of you. So, unless you want us to think you lit the fire and chopped up the owner, maybe you should start explaining your side.â
High-Aether, I hope that's a lie. Please be a trick. Please.
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I stayed quiet, then responded in a mocking tone. âAgain, if you know everything, why are you asking me?â
A flicker of irritation crossed his face again.
He chuckled and changed his demeanor so fast it was off-putting. Now acting more friendly. âLook. Weâre not after you. Not really. You look like someone who just got caught in the wrong place at the wrong time. We understand that. I think you tried to help, and maybe things got out of hand. Weâre here to protect people like you. We just want to know where the shop owner is. Can you help us find them?â
Probably took them down that sewer drain that Val almost jumped in. Watch is fucking useless.
I leaned forward, voice flat. âAm I being held, or am I free to go?â
Finch hesitated, just a second too long.
âI can hold you for 24 hours if you want to go that route. Thatâs usually not a good time for people like you.â He said in a threatening tone.
Piggies just love to flex that on everyone, don't they?
I stared at him and slowly leaned back in my chair. âAm I free to go or not?â
Please say yes. Please let me out of here. Please let everything he said be a lie.
âNo.â He said in an icy tone. âWe have a witness coming to identify you. Youâre here until that happens.â He got up from his chair and began leaving the room. âI know your kind. You better hope the witness has never seen you before.â I didnât breathe until the door clicked shut. And even then, I wasnât sure I could.
Who is this witness??? â¦This dress may just save me. I was also caked in dirt that day, so that's somethingâ¦
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I sat in that room for what felt like hours.
No clock. No sound except the low, aetheric hum of the lightstone above me. At one point, I rested my head against the table. At another, I counted the bricks in the wall. I gave up at sixty-seven. I got so bored, I resorted to falling asleep upright. The cold had settled into my spine long ago. This dress did nothing to keep me warm, but I didnât know if I was shivering or just tired.
Eventually, the door clicked again.
Not Finch this time. A different Watch officer. Older woman. Didnât even look at me.
âYouâre free to go,â she said flatly.
I thought I might be delusional for a moment. âWhat?â I breathed.
âYouâre free to go,â she repeated.
I blinked in disbelief. âThatâs it?â
She stepped aside, holding the door open without a word.
I stood, slowly, my knees stiff from sitting so long. The cup from earlier was still on the table, untouched. No explanation. No questions. Just... done.
I walked through the hallway, every step feeling strangely loud in the quiet. I didnât say a word as they led me to the front doors of the precinct. I didnât ask what changed. I didnât thank them. I just walked out into the night.
And there she was.
Eshlyn was waiting, pacing just outside the gates in that same white dress, her shawl now draped tight around her shoulders. Her face lit up the moment she saw me, but that light dimmed just as quickly when she saw mine.
âRemy,â she breathed, rushing forward. âAre you okay? What happened in there?â
I blinked at her, unsure if it was exhaustion or guilt making my chest ache.
âYou waited?â I asked. âThis whole time?â
âOf course I did.â Her brow furrowed like she couldnât understand why that would be a question. âThey wouldnât tell me anything. I asked to see you, even threatened to raise hell if they didnât let you out⦠I thought that would work better than it did. It would have on three.â
I looked away in embarrassment, âYou didnât have to do that.â
âYes, I did.â Her voice was soft, but insistent. âI would never leave without knowing youâre ok.â
âIâm fine,â I said quickly, too quickly. I glanced around letting out breaths like Iâd been defeated. âLet's just⦠get out of here⦠â
I didnât know what time it was, but it was late or early. One of the two.
We moved through the quiet cobblestone streets, away from The Watch building, from the cold stone and the gleam of law. Eshlyn didnât speak, but I could feel her watching me.
We passed shuttered shop fronts and sleeping taverns, the glow of enchanted lanterns casting soft halos along the cobbled path. The city felt hushed as if in the low hours before dawn, like the city was holding its breath. A nearby fountain trickled steadily, the water glittering in the lamplight like a secret. It felt too peaceful, too clean, like the streets didnât know how close I came to being locked up for good. Like they didnât know me.
I tried to hold it in. The boiling thing in my chest. The ache in my lungs. It felt like the guilt, fear, and embarrassment could consume me. It spilled out before I could stop it.
I finally turned. âYou shouldnât have waited for me,â I muttered, eyes on the ground.
Eshlyn slowed her pace. âExcuse me?â
âYou shouldâve just gone back to your room⦠you shouldnât be here,â I said in a deflating voice.
She stared. âI wasnât going to leave you.â
âWell⦠you shouldâve.â I tried to speak firmly and hide everything that was creeping up from within.
âRemyâ¦â
My voice began to crack.
âYou donât get it. You canât get it.â I held my arms out helplessly. âYou saw what happened. I wanted to run. Every instinct I have told me to get out the second I saw those uniforms. But I didnât⦠because of you.â
Her eyes softened, confused. âBecause of me?â
âYes! Because you were there⦠because I didnât want you to see that side of me⦠because I couldnât risk them blaming you or arresting you just for being near me!â My hands clenched. âThatâs what my life is, Eshlyn. Thatâs the world I come from, and I dragged you into it.â
She stepped closer. âRemy, stop. You didnât drag me into anything. I wanted to see you. I had a great time today. The training, the dinner, all of it.â
âIâm a fugitive, Eshlynâ¦â The words hit me harder than I expected. â Iâm not just someone with a shady past. Iâm a criminal. On my floor, Iâd be in prison⦠and I didnât tell you, because I wanted to pretend that⦠maybe I could be someone different for the day.â
Eshlyn froze, but it wasnât out of judgment. It was something else. Processing.
I kept going, the words fumbling out. âWe come from different places. Unimaginably different. I grew up stealing food to stay alive. Just about everything Iâve ever owned has been stolen. I met Dent because I swore I wouldnât steal anymore, so I went out into the woods to try and hunt for food. I did that for weeks. I signed up for the Ascension Challenge under my chosen name because it was the only way I could stay out of prison.â
Eshlyn looked at me with sorrow in her eyes. â... Remy⦠I⦠â
I looked away, blinking fast. âThis could never work.â
âWhat could never work?â Eshlyn questioned.
âAnything!â I exclaimed. âAnything between us.â
I couldn't look at her, âI thought I could start over. That maybe if I made it to a new floor, with new people, new space, things could be different. I could just⦠be someone else. Start new. Be⦠better⦠but I spend one afternoon with you and it all comes crashing down around me⦠around us.â
Eshlyn interrupted. âRemy⦠I judged you long before I got to know you, and I know weâve only known each other for a short time, but that time has been⦠life-changing. You are not dragging me down anywhere⦠You have changed me for the better.â Eshlyn said firmly.
âYou donât mean that.â I retorted.
âYes, I do.â She responded, stepping closer to me. âI certainly didnât expect The Watch to swoop you away, but besides that, I had a wonderful time.â
â... Eshlyn⦠this is the first dress Iâve ever worn.â
Eshlynâs lips parted slightly. âI might have figured. â
I sighed in embarrassment. âWhat gave it away?â
Her voice cracked into a smile. âI just felt like it might have been⦠But it doesnât matter. You look⦠amazing. I love those polished boots that are so you. I love that you stayed with me. That you tried for me even when you were so far out of your element. Sure, you didnât fit in perfectly, but I liked it. I like that about you, Remy. You're like a red rose in a bushel of white. You're unusual⦠and perfect.â
I looked back at her, surprised. âYou liked it? â¦I couldnât even figure out the forks⦠â
She stepped closer with a laugh. âRemy, you looked beautiful. Nervous, awkward, underdressed? Maybe. But beautiful.â
My heart ached at that. âI just⦠wanted to be enough for you.â
âYou are enough,â she said softly, firmly, but I knew it wasnât true.
âYou still don't get it. Iâm not a good person, Eshlyn,â I whispered. âNot for you. Not for anyone like you. We couldnât even begin to understand each other, but it's more than that. I donât deserve someone like you.â
Her brow furrowed, her voice steady but quiet. âDeserve? Remy, doing what you have to in order to survive isnât something to be ashamed of.â
âYou donât know what Iâve done,â I looked down again.
âMaybe I donât,â she said honestly. âBut I know what itâs like to be trapped in a life that isnât yours. To be told who to be, how to speak, what to wear. I know what itâs like to feel like the world decided your worth before you ever had a chance to and to desperately want something better for yourself.â
I blinked at her while shaking my head slightly. âItâs not the same.â
âItâs not,â she agreed. âBut itâs also not a reason to keep pretending youâre beyond saving.â
âIâm not pretending,â I interrupted before continuing. âBut even if I could change⦠You live in rooms that smell like fresh-cut flowers. I sleep above bakeries and listen for footsteps in the night. You order wine with words I canât pronounce. I spent half my life stealing bread. I donât want to put that on you, Eshlyn.â
She didnât flinch. She didnât look away. She just reached out to clasp my hand in hers.
âI donât have all the answers,â she said quietly. âBut I want to try.â
âEshlyn, I could ruin everything for you,â I said in warning.
She gave my hand a gentle squeeze. âLetâs just try.â
I stared at her, unsure of what to say. My chest felt too tight to speak, but something in me cracked open at the warmth in her eyes.
âI almost got caught tonight.â I turned my eyes away for a moment.
âYou didnât get caught tonight.â She stole my gaze back.
âI could have,â I whispered.
âAnd I still wouldâve been there.â Voice low but steady. âI wouldâve fought for you. I will fight for you, Remy.â
âI don't want you to.â
âI don't care.â
We didnât speak after that. Not for a while. But we didnât let go, either.