Ch. 121 It Must Be Painful (2)
âAnyway.â
Ian mumbled as he twisted open the medicine bottle.
âPeople just assume I act like a vicious demon towards you.â
Louise didnât exactly correct him. He wasnât a tyrant, but he worked them all to the bone. Of course, that was true for any student council member who had to act as his hands and feet.
âEven when weâre attached together like this, no one suspects us.â
Ah. He didnât seem pleased when he said that. Louise leaned forward and whispered in a small voice, in case someone would overhear.
âIsnât it a good idea not to be suspected?â
âfor the sake and stability of the Sweeney family, and for Louise as an individual.
âThatâs true.â
âBesides, weâve boasted about our strong friendship for a long time.â
âSo there isnât any reason to suspect?â
âThatâs right, really, butâ¦it looks like we may have boasted about the strength a bit too much.â
Ian titled the medicine bottle over a cotton ball.
âOur friendship is still strong. It includes Simon Hillard, of course.â
He didnât forget to repeat their pledge of friendship, and then he placed the cotton ball over her burn, the green-soaked cotton sticking to her skin.
âEughââ
Pain shot through her hand, and she automatically tried to wrench away.
âIâm sorry.â
He offered a small apology and held on to Louiseâs wrist a little tighter.
âYouâ¦you donât need to apologize.â
âDoes it hurt a lot?â
Louise bit her lip and nodded, and he loosened his grip and apologized again.
Iâm sorry, but I canât stop yet.
Louise didnât know why he was apologizing so much.
âSimon will probably hear about this.â
âSimon?â
âYes, heâs been treating you like a glass bead ever since.â
And his feelings didnât lessen, Ian could tell. He had watched Simon for so long.
âDoâ¦Do you think Iâll be scolded by Simon?â
âAfter he severely scolds you, you should reflect on what happened today.â
âHow strange.â
Louise held back the pain in her smile.
âScolding me is the Presidentâs job.â
âI know, and comforting you was Simon Hillardâs job.â
It had been an unbroken relationship for a long time.
ââ¦Is it changed?â
âIt hasnât changed at all. Not one bit.â
Ian then spoke in a tone as if to scold her.
âI worry about you. And Simon and I have the same heart. Just like you are worried about me with the same heart.â
âAnd we both equally worry about Simon.â
âYes.â
Ian shifted the position of the cotton. The green medicine dripped from her pale wrist to dye her sleeve.
âSo treat Simon like âthe usual Louise.ââ
âWould Simon want that?â
Louise looked at him carefully. Ian spent much more time with Simon lately than Louise. She wasnât avoiding him on purpose, but it just happened.
âOn the level of how much you care for Simon, heâll want it to the same degree.â
âThen he really must want itâ¦â
âThatâs right. Tell your thoughts frankly to him from time to time. Simon also wonders whether your pledge of friendship is strong.â
âDid you speak frankly like that to him?â
Louise seemed used to the pain now, and she was no longer grimacing. Ian nodded.
âIs there any reason to hide something so obvious? I think deeply about Simon Hillard.â
If there was a rule between the three of them, it was probably, âClearly express your emotions in words.â So Ian must be sincere in his feelings toward Simon.
âAnd as for you, Louise Sweeneyâ¦I think of you earnestly.â
There was a faint note of desperation and delicacy in his voice, not for the lack of confidence, but as if to make sure he translated his mind correctly. Louise thought it was very kind of him to be so concerned.
âYouâre sweet.â
Louise was comparing Ianâs words and actions to the original novel.
âWhen have I never been sweet?â
He smiled at her, and Louise shook her head in surprise.
âOh, no! Thatâs not what I meantâ¦â
Of course there was nothing in Louiseâs memory of Ian that was unsweet. It was just like memories of Dean and sugar.
âThatâs not surprising.â
He took her other hand, which had been resting in cold water, and dried it with a towel.
âAre you sure youâre okay? Youâve beenâ¦â
As he spoke, he suddenly placed the cotton on the swollen red skin.
âAgh!â
âYou look like you were thinking of something else.â
The way he spoke was rather accusatory, but it was true. Louiseâs thoughts had been on the original novel lately.
âI-I wasnât.â
Louise managed to stammer out an answer and avoided his gaze. She was obviously lying, but thankfully he did not question her any more.
He finished her treatment and returned to speedily making the lemon cheong, while Louise sat absentmindedly on a stool and stared at Ianâs back as he chopped the lemons. To be more precise, she watched the beautiful flex of his muscles under his shirt.
Ha ha. The male protagonist was the best. Louise wasnât a pervert, of course. She was just appreciating beauty. It was important that an art history student kept their eyes on beauty.
There was the steady rhythm of the knife on the cutting board, and Louise kicked Deanâs calf with her feet when she caught him licking sugar off his hands again.
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In the original story, Stella Lapis had a terrible autumn semester. Louise Sweeney had spread vicious rumors and even bullied her.
âOh, Iâm sorry, Stella. The book was so heavy that I missed.â
The original Louise dropped a heavy book right on to Stellaâs hand. What a detestable girl.
âIâm not doing that anyway, so Iâll have a peaceful autumn.â
Louise stood in the library line and waited for her turn, catching a glimpse of Stellaâs red hair among the crowd of students. Stella seemed to be doing well. If it werenât Louise, who would gossip about Stella? Who would drop a book on her hand, tear her clothes, give her the wrong information, and tease her about her frugality? The only person who would do such a thing to Stella was Louise Sweeney, the authorâs certified villainess.
Soon it was Louiseâs turn. Louise set down the book on the desk more carefully than she had ever done in her life. She didnât want to crush Stellaâs hand even by mistake.
âYouâre returning the book.â
Stella took it with a curt tone, and Louise simply nodded. This was the right distance between the two. They were each in their own laneâ¦even if later, Ianâs and Stellaâs feelings turned course towards the original story. Louise didnât want to think about this as much as possible, and it was an excuse for Ian, but sometimes she couldnât help but feel this way. Louise really was a weak character. A sullen person who imagined being alone and anxiousâ¦she hated it. She wished she could separate herself from it.
Louise turned away when she heard the thud of a book falling.
Tuk.
âEugââ
Stella made a startled noise, and Louise looked back in surprise. She didnât do anything!
Of course she didnât do anything. Another girl was standing in front of Stella, looking worried.
âOh, Iâm sorry, Stella. The book was so heavy that I missed.â
â¦Who are you?