When Simone breaks cover, my natural inclination is to watch and see where she runs. But I force myself to look in the opposite direction, to search for Du Pont instead. Sure enough, I see a muzzle flash over on the far side of the meadow as he fires at her.
I shoulder my rifle, searching for him through the scope. I know where he shot from. I just have to find him.
I canât see anything. Iâm looking, looking, my eyes straining for the slightest motion. Then I spot not a figure, but a shape. The motherfucker is wearing a ghillie suit. Itâs brown and shaggy, blending in perfectly with the dark, wet woods.
I fire at him, a fraction of a second too late. I didnât have his exact position. I missed.
Heâs melted away into the woods, circling around to where Simone went down. Heâs closer to her than I am. Heâll get there faster.
I start sprinting around the opposite side of the meadow, praying that he didnât hit her with that shot, praying that she can keep away from him a little longer.
As Iâm running, Iâm jumping over logs and brush, pushing my way through the forest where there isnât any path. Iâm trying to be quiet, but Iâve got to be fast, too.
What Iâm not doing is paying attention.
As I run through the woods, I hit something that feels tense and springy. Before I know whatâs happening, a massive log comes swinging down at me, hitting me on the head and shoulder. It throws me through the air, slamming me into a pine.
Itâs so sudden that I hardly know whatâs happening. I black out for a second, coming around to a ringing in my ears, and hot, wet blood running down the side of my neck.
My right arm hangs down, unresponsive. That fucking log dislocated my shoulder.
It was a deadfall. The kind of trap you set for deer or even cougars. I blundered right into it.
This scares me for two reasonsâone, Du Pont just fucked up my firing hand. And two, if thereâs one trap, there could be more. Du Pont could be driving Simone right into them.
Iâve got to fix my arm. Iâll be useless without it.
Iâve never dislocated my shoulder before, but Iâve seen it happen to other people. I know Iâve got to pop it back into joint.
Grabbing my limp, flopping wrist in my other hand, I pull my arm forward and up in a hard, jerking motion. Even though Iâm trying to stay quiet, I canât help the roar of pain that comes out of me. My shoulder feels like itâs been doused in gasoline and set ablaze.
Just as abruptly, as it pops back into place, the pain dissipates. It doesnât feel goodâthe joint throbs with every heartbeat. But I can move my right hand again.
I have to find my rifle. It went flying when the log hit me. I find it a dozen feet away, spattered with mud, and I check to make sure the barrel is clear of debris. Then I sling it over my shoulder and start jogging again, more carefully now, looking out for other snares.
I hope Raylanâs okay. I havenât seen any sign of him yet.
Iâm coming around to the spot where Simone left the meadow. I slow down, scanning the brush with my scope. Iâm looking for her, and also for Du Pont. When youâre searching for somebody you know is camouflaged, you donât look for color or pattern, or individual features like a face or hands. What you look for is a shape. The rounded shape of shoulders and back.
I look for motion, too. But itâs difficult, because the last leaves clinging to the trees are rustling dryly, the branches are moving in the breeze and the trunks of the thin, spindly saplings are scratching together. Thereâs birds and squirrels chirping and squeaking, creating echoing noise that bounces around in the confined space.
I see a flock of starlings up in the top of a lightning-blasted pine.
As I approach, the birds look down at me warily, stirring on their perches.
That gives me an idea.
I run at them, swinging my arms in the air.
The whole flock soars up in the air, circling and whirling as a single mass. They fly over the trees, turning one way and another, looking for somewhere safe to come down.
As I watch, they take a hard turn away from a spot in the woods off to the north. They avoid it as one mind, heading in the opposite direction and coming down in another lonely, empty tree instead.
The birds saw something on the ground. Or more accurately, someone . . .
I turn to the north and start running again.