Itâs almost a week since I saw Simone. Iâm on edge, craving her like a substance I canât get out of my system.
She texts me that her parents have been suspiciousâasking questions every time she tries to leave the house.
I text her back, Thereâs a long pause where I see her start responding, then stop, then start again.
Finally she says, I scowl, typing quickly.
Another long pause. Finally she responds, I understand her position. I know how important her family is to her. I know she thrives off their approval, their acceptance.
I understand it, because my family is important to me, too. Theyâre a part of me, as much as my height or the color of my eyes.
For Simone, itâs probably stronger. When you move around all the time, your family is the one constant. Theyâre the center of your world. I have sympathy for her position.
In fact, I even understand how her parents feel. Simone is a hothouse orchid, rare and beautiful, pruned and protected. Sheâs been painstakingly raised all this time so she can be the showpiece of her family. Because of her sisterâs illness, her parents transferred all their hopes and dreams onto Simone.
Simone was never meant for me. They probably thought theyâd pair her up with some Duke or Earl for fuckâs sake. Sheâs certainly gorgeous enough. Not to mention well-read, well-spoken, and well-mannered.
Then thereâs me. The opposite of what theyâd want in every way. Simone is a stained-glass window, and Iâm the stone gargoyle outside the cathedral.
High-school education. Criminal record. My familyâs got money and power, but from all the wrong sources. The Gallo name is as dark as our hair.
None of that will pass unnoticed by Simoneâs father. As soon as she tells him about me, heâll put his people to work, digging up every skeleton Iâve buriedâfiguratively speaking, I hope. Though it could be done literally, too.
Itâs dangerous, putting myself in his crosshairs.
And I plan to do a fuck of a lot more than just draw his attention. Iâm going to make myself his enemyâthe would-be thief of his baby girl.
I know as well as Simone that Yafeu Solomon wonât accept that. Not for a second.
But thereâs no way around it.
Not if I want to be with her for real, forever.
So I pick up my phone and I send my message to her:
I wait for her response, my mouth dry and my jaw tense.
Finally, she replies:
I set the phone down, letting out a long sigh.
I hope Iâm not making a huge mistake.
Papa tells me to meet him at Stella so we can have dinner with Vincenzo Bianchi, the head of one of the other Italian families. His son got himself in trouble, driving drunk with two sixteen-year-old girls in his car. He went off the road in Calumet Heights, and one of the girls went through the windshield. Bianchi is trying to keep his son out of prison.
âItâs this fuckinâ DA,â Bianchi says, shoveling up a mouthful of ravioli. âHeâs on a fuckinâ witch hunt here. My Bosco is a good boy. Never been in trouble once in his life. And just because this is his second DUIââ
Bosco is not a âgood boy.â Actually, heâs a piece of shit. Thirty-two years old, making a fucking mess of his fatherâs businesses, roaring around the city with jailbait in his passenger seat, coked out of his mind. Weâd all be better off if the prosecutor locked him up and threw away the key, before Bosco brings down any more heat on the rest of us.
But because Papa is Don, he has to do his best to help Bianchiâwhether he deserves it or not.
âIâve got some pull with the district attorneyâs office,â Papa says. âBut you have to understand, Vincenzo, he may do some time over this. If weâd been able to get there firstâput one of the girls behind the wheel . . . itâs not good that the cops found him in the car. They did the drug test and the breathalyzer . . .â
âFuck the drug test! Bosco doesnât do any fuckinâ drugs.â
âMaybe we get some of the evidence to go missing,â Papa says. âThereâs always some cop willing to âmisplaceâ the paperwork for a couple grand.â
Papa looks over at me, swirling his wine in his glass.
This is where Iâm supposed to chime in with suggestions, or some encouragement for Bianchi. Let him know weâll help him out with the usual threats, bribes, intimidation of witnesses . . .
I havenât been paying attention, though. Iâm distracted, agitated. Thinking about Simone. Wondering if she told her father about me yet. Maybe she doesnât want to. Maybe sheâs embarrassed of me. My chest burns at that thoughtâburns with shame and anger.
âWhat do you think, Dante?â Papa prods me.
âIs the girl dead?â I say abruptly.
âWhat?â Bianchi says, looking offended.
âThe girl that went through the windshield. Is she dead?â
âSheâs in a coma,â Bianchi grunts. âIâd pull the plug if it was me. Why keep a fuckinâ vegetable hooked up like that?â
âYou should be glad her parents donât share your opinion. Or Bosco would be looking at a murder charge.â
My father throws me a warning glare.
âHer parents should have kept their daughter at home,â Bianchi sneers. âYou should have seen how she was dressed. Like a ten-dollar whore.â
My fists are balled up like two rocks under the table. I want to smash Bianchi right across the jaw. Heâs a fucking hypocrite, acting like a father of the year when his own son is worth less than spit on the sidewalk.
This is exactly the kind of dirty work that Simoneâs family would most look down on. Right in this moment, Iâm exactly what they disdain.
I push away from the table before I say something Iâll regret.
âIâm gonna go find Nero,â I say.
As I stalk away, I hear Papa smoothing things over with Bianchi. âWeâll take care of it, Vincenzo. Donât worry.â
I head back to the kitchen, where I nod to Zalewski, the Polack who owns the restaurant.
âYou going down to the game?â he asks me.
âIs Nero playing?â
He nods.
âIâll go watch, then.â
I push through the narrow door that looks like it leads to a storage closet. Instead, it gives way to a steep, dark staircase that descends into the bowels of the building.
This is where Zalewski runs his illegal poker game.
Itâs not the biggest or the fanciest game in the city, but itâs the one with the most cache. While the ringers and the grinders like to play the bigger games where theyâre assured at a least a couple of fish they can strip for chips, only the best of the best play at Zalewskiâs game. You win there, and you can win anywhere.
Iâm guessing this is what Neroâs been saving his money for, when I give him his cut of the armored truck jobs. He thinks heâs going to take down Siberia, the Russian ringer.
They call him Siberia because he always gets the coolerâthe hand that kills your hand, even when you played it perfectly.
Sure enough, when I get down to the dim, smoky table, I see Siberia sitting at one end, flanked by two fellow Bratva, and then Nero sitting opposite with a hefty stack of chips in front of him. The other three players are The Matador, Action Jack, and Maggie the Mouth.
âHey, Dante!â Maggie shouts, as soon as she sees me. âWhere you been, big boy? I havenât seen you in a month!â
Nero spares me a glance, his gray eyes flashing up at me before he turns them right back at his stack of chips again. I see him counting his stack and Siberiaâs, which takes him all of two seconds. My brother is brilliant, much as I hate to admit it. But heâs also reckless and eager to make a name for himself. I donât like that heâs playing, especially against Siberia, whoâs as cold and humorless as his name would suggest.
Siberia looks more like a Viking than a Russian, with a full red beard and a barrel chest. Heâs tattooed all the way down to his fingernails.
It looks like heâs got about $15k in front of him, though I canât count it at a glance like Nero did. Nero has about two-thirds as muchâmaybe $10,000 in chips, which as far as I know, is about all the money he owns at the moment.
Iâd like to grab him by his collar and haul him out of here, but you donât leave mid-game.
So I just have to watch as the dealer lays out the cards.
Siberiaâs on the small blind. He throws in a ten-dollar chip. The Russian on his left folds, then The Matador does the same. Maggie thinks about it a minute, before laying down her cards. Nero opens the betting with a hundred-dollar chip.
Siberia snorts. Heâs seen plenty of young and hungry players in his time.
Not wanting to match that aggressive bet, The Matador and the other Russian fold. Itâs just Siberia and Nero in the hand now.
Siberia isnât going to be bullied by any kid. He re-raises to $300. Nero calls.
The dealer lays out the flop: Ace, Ten, Ten.
Nero has position. Siberia fires half the potâanother $300. Nero raises to $1000, taking control of the hand. Siberia calls.
Neroâs betting hard, but I know my brother. I know how aggressive he is, and how much he wants to prove himself. I donât believe heâs got anything yet. Heâs probably chasing a straight.
The turn card is a Six of Diamonds. Unlikely to help either player.
For the first time, Siberia hesitates. Heâs probably worried that Nero has a Ten. Which means Siberia must not have one himselfâI put him on Ace/King. That would mean he has two pair, which would lose to three of a kind.
Siberia checks, not wanting to bet out of position.
Nero smiles. Thinking he can take the pot down, he bets another thousand.
Siberia grunts and shakes his head. Heâs changed his mindâhe thinks Neroâs full of shit, and heâs not gonna let him buy the pot. He re-raises to $3k.
Neroâs gotten himself in trouble, Iâm sure of it. He doesnât have that Ten and Siberia knows it.
Nero calls anywayânow thereâs almost $9k in the pot.
The river is another dead cardâThree of Clubs.
Siberia, trying to control the pot-size, simply checks.
Without a flicker of hesitation, Nero shoves in his entire stack.
The table is dead silent.
Siberia sits and stews, his eyes darting back and forth from the mound of chips to Neroâs calm, triumphant expression. The Russian knows heâs supposed to call. But his pride is at stakeâif Nero has a Ten after all, Siberia will look stupid. Heâs only into the pot $4300. He canât bet his whole stack without knowing for sure. Nobody tries to bluff himâthey know itâs impossible.
I can see how angry Siberia is, though he doesnât want to show it. He hates to admit that he wasted all those chips.
After a full two minutes of tanking, he mucks his cards, refusing to show them.
It doesnât matter. Nero knows exactly what he had.
Nero flips over his own cards: a Jack and a Queen. No Tens in sight.
âFucking hell!â Maggie shouts.
Nero laughs. âYou gave up too easy,â he says to Siberia.
The manâs face turns as red as his beard. His pale blue eyes are bloodshot and bulging. Heâs too furious to speak. I donât know if heâs ever been successfully bluffed before.
Nero doesnât even have the decency to hide his glee. If anything, heâs trying to make Siberia angrier.
âBeginnerâs luck,â Nero says in his most mocking tone.
I want to tell Nero itâs time to go, but leaving right after a hit like that would only make the Russians angrier. I stuff my hands in my pockets to hide my agitation.
Nero stacks his winnings, preparing for the next hand. He refuses to look at me. He knows this is a very bad idea.
I see him glance at Siberiaâs stack again. Now Nero has the bigger war chestâ$14k to the Russianâs $11k. More importantly, he has Siberia right where he wants him: tilted.
When someoneâs on tilt, it doesnât matter what the next hand is. Theyâre in. Siberiaâs blood is boilingâhe wants to battle. He takes a swig out of the bottle of gin next to him and gets ready to play.
The button moves over to Siberia. He has position on Nero. Sure enough, he places a blind bet on the buttonâa $100 chip on the straddle, before a single card has been dealt. Itâs a silent challenge to Nero.
The dealer lays the cards. Everyone else at the table knows Siberia is out for blood. They want to get out of his wayâheâs not after them, just Nero. The Russian on the small blind folds, as does The Matador and Maggie the Mouth. Action goes to Nero.
I hold my breath, hoping heâs got nothing and heâll lay his cards down.
Instead, Nero raises to $500.
âYou want to dance with the devil again, boy?â Siberia growls.
âAbso-fuckin-lutely,â Nero says. âAs long as you found your courage in the bottom of that bottle, comrade.â
Nobody at the table wants to touch this hand. Action Jack folds, and the other Russian after him.
Siberia and Nero face off.
Siberia hasnât even looked at his cards yet. He bends up the corners, taking a glance. The red in his face fades just a little. Fuck. Heâs got something good, on the button, in position. Sure enough, he smooth calls. He doesnât want to give away that heâs got a monster hand. He wants to trap Nero into bluffing him again.
And Neroâs in just the right spot to be tricked. Because Siberiaâs tilted, and because of his straddle, Nero probably assumes heâs got a shit hand.
The flop comes out Queen, Queen, Ten.
Nero is first to act. Insouciantly, he says, âIâm gonna bet here. I hope it wonât scare you away, Siberia.â
He bets the potâ$1000.
Siberia throws in the $1000 without hesitation.
âDig your own fuckinâ grave, boy,â he growls.
He thinks Nero is chasing a straight again.
The turn is another King.
Iâm watching Siberiaâs face as the card comes out. And I think I see the smallest twitch of one red eyebrow. He just made his hand. Iâm pretty sure heâs got a full house.
Neroâs so fucking cocky, heâs not even paying attention. He wasnât looking at Siberia, so he didnât see the twitch. Heâs looking down at his own chips, preparing to bet again. I wish I could shout out for him to stop.
The pot is $3000 now. Nero bets another $2k.
Siberia raises Nero on the turn, just like he did the hand before. This time he wonât be bluffed off for anything. He raises to $5k.
Nero calls, smooth as butter.
Even the dealer looks nervous at the obvious tension in the room. He flips over the river card: Two of Spades. No good to anybody.
Siberia smiles. Heâs sure that Nero chased the straight, just like last hand. And he didnât get it.
Pretending like he did, Nero says, âIâm all-in.â
Siberia grins, showing all of his yellow teeth. He snap calls Nero before the words âall-inâ have even left his lips.
Siberia flips over pocket Kingsâheâs got the nut boat, Kings over Queens.
Nero lets out a small sigh. Then he turns over pocket Queens. He had Quads from the very beginning.
Siberia stares blankly at the table, like he canât even comprehend what heâs seeing. The friend on his right mutters, â
Reality hits. Siberia lets out an inhuman roar. He leaps up, and his two compatriots jump up, too. If they hadnât been frisked for weapons on their way down, I donât think the whole Red Army could have prevented them from riddling my brother with bullets. As it is, they look like they want to tear him apart with their bare hands.
Nero sits tense and still, not foolish enough to scoop up his winnings.
â
I bark, my voice cutting across the room.
Siberia looks over at me, his shoulders shaking with rage.
âYour brother is a he hisses.
âHe outplayed you,â I say bluntly. âI watched the whole thing.â
Iâve taken a couple steps closer, so Iâm right behind Nero. The other players are rooted to their seats, not wanting to make a sound in case the Russian turns his rage on them. Even Maggie the Mouth keeps her yap shut for once.
âHeâs too young to play,â one of the other Bratva spits.
âYou didnât care about that when you took his buy-in,â I say.
âWhatâs done is done,â the dealer says, raising his hands. âLetâs just pay out and shut down the game for the night.â
Itâs the wrong thing to sayâheâd be better off offering Siberia another buy-in. Still, with my bulk blocking the doorway, the Russians have to let it go.
Not without one last dig, however.
âShit play wins today,â Siberia sneers.
Nero narrows his eyes. He doesnât care if they call him a cheaterâbut unskilled? Thatâs too much.
In a thick KGB accent, Nero scoffs, âYou want a cookie, fat baby?â
The Bratva rush at him.
I flip the whole table over, flinging it aside like itâs cardboard. Chips scatter in every direction, rolling across the floor. I jump between Nero and the Russians, grabbing the first one and throwing him over onto the upended table.
Behind me, I hear the of Neroâs switchblade opening up. Whoever frisked him didnât do a very good job. Or more accurately, theyâd have to use a full-body MRI to find something that Nero wants to keep hidden.
Siberia and the other Russian hesitate.
Footsteps thunder down the stairs and Zalewski bawls out, âKnock it off, all of you!â
He heard the ruckus of the table flipping over, and the Russian flying across the room. Now heâs down in the basement, red-faced and furious.
âNo fucking fighting at my game!â he howls. âGet out, all of you!â
âNot without my chips,â Nero says stubbornly.
Iâd like to strangle my brother myself at this point.
Instead, I jerk my head at the dealer, to tell him to pick up the chips.
When heâs scooped up what looks like $20k, I say, âCash him out.â
The dealer looks at Zalewski. He nods curtly.
The dealer opens the lockbox and counts out the bills. He hands them to me, and I stuff them in my pocket.
All the while, the Russians are watching with their pale, furious eyes.
âWeâll meet again across the table,â Siberia says to Nero.
âNo you fucking wonât,â I tell him.
And with that, I haul Nero back up the stairs.