Chapter 72: Chapter 72: Karyn is Feeling Sad

“Wh-where’s Shelly?” I asked nervously.

“She’s still taking care of other things, No that’s not it, what were you two doing just now!?” Karyn looked at me with a dark expression.

Leila heard Karyn’s voice, was startled, and turned back. She did not hide our relationship, with a seductive smile, she hugged my arm. Leila’s face was currently as happy as a woman in love.

“We two are now lovers, what do you think Karyn? Aren’t we a perfect couple?”

“W-what? is what she said true!?”

Karyn looked at me with an expression like she would be angry if I said it was true. But I will tell the truth, how can I lie, even if we hide it, it will be exposed sooner or later.

“That’s right, we are now lovers,” I answered honestly.

Karyn had an expression of disbelief upon hearing my answer, she backed away slowly unbalanced. But quickly expression on her face became expressionless, she took a deep breath before exhaling.

“I see, I’m going to my room first now.” Karyn quickly turned towards her room.

Leila and I looked at each other, but right now Leila had a seductive expression and whispered in my ear. When I heard what she said, I opened my eyes wide.

“A-are you sure? This seems impossible, especially if it’s Karyn we’re talking about!” I looked at Leila in disbelief.

“Rest assured Lute, I am a woman and understand how she feels. I’m sure it won’t be long before Karyn falls into your hands too,” Leila giggled and continued cooking.

I hold my head slightly dizzy, does Karyn like me? Previously she just mocked and made fun of me. I really don’t understand a woman’s heart.

—–

–PoV Karyn–

I closed the bedroom door loudly and immediately jumped on the bed, hugging the bolster pillow. When I saw Leila and Lute acting affectionately, I felt my heart hurt a lot, especially after hearing that they were now a couple, I felt an indescribable pain in my heart.

“Hiks… Uuu… Hich…”

Tears welled up in my eyes, I tried to wipe them away, but they spilled more and more. The more I thought of two of them as lovers, the more I felt pain in my heart. I couldn’t stand this pain, so I could only hug my knees and cry alone.

“Stupid, Dumb, Fool, Idiot”

I threw all my emotions by hitting the bolster pillow, after feeling calm, I leaned against the wall and curled up there. I didn’t understand at first why this was happening, and I thought I had no feelings for Lute at all.

But after watching him do things intimately with Leila, I understand I now like him. I feel very stupid to like a man who has many women, do I now get the consequences of what I have done so far that always rejects and hates men.

“I always thought men were evil creatures who only thought with their crotch. But after meeting Lute, he’s a reliable guy even though he’s a pervert. I even now think, it’s a natural thing for every man to have, if they don’t act like that, they’re not men at all,” I chuckled softly.

For some reason after meeting Lute, my view of men has changed a little, but that’s only limited to Lute because I still don’t trust any man.

My first meeting with Lute wasn’t good. I’m sure, he just thought I was a barbarian with no ethics at all. What should I do now, should I just give up and stay away from him? But just as I thought about stay away from him, I felt my heart hurt again and tears started to fall.

“I don’t know anymore,”

—–

–PoV Lute–

“Lute you’re back,” Dina saw me enter the room.

I immediately felt Yua hug me suddenly, I smiled and patted her head.

“I’m back, how about you guys when you’re outside?”

“Hmm, everyone is friendly to us,” Dina smiled in response.

I’m glad villagers are being nice to them too, well but this is as expected since their attitude towards me has also changed.

I picked up Yua, and carried her to the bed, Yua sat on my lap with a frown.

“I’m bored without Lute,”

“Is that so? How about we play with kids later?”

“Is that true? I want to play with them,” Yua smiled cheerfully.

“Hehe, let’s do it later,”

I hugged Yua tighter, Yua felt happy when I hugged her. I can’t help it because she looks so cute right now, well even though I know it won’t be long before she grows up.

“Lute how about you? What did you talked about with Leila?” Dina asked curiously.

“We talked a lot and she is now my woman just like you,”

“Leila is now your woman Lute? That means we are now sisters,” Dina smiled happily.

“What is your woman, Lute? I don’t understand,” Yua who was in my arms asked curiously.

“Err… that’s a woman I love and who is always with me, we are an inseparable family,”

“Family…” Lusi who heard me muttered.

“Then, I also want to become a Lute woman,” Yua said with determination.

“Hahaha, it’s still too soon for you,”

“Eeehh… then am I not Lute’s family?” Yua said as if she was going to cry.

“Of course not, we are a family. If you want, you can be my woman when you grow up.” Somehow now I feel like a bad guy trying to teach kids something bad.

“Is that true? I am happy,”

[Master, what did you just teach the little girl?] Woli who was in the system felt strange.

“Shut up, I don’t want to see her cry.”

We talked and joked in the room before Leila called us to come to the dining room. When in the dining room looks Shelly has not come home, it looks like she has a lot of things to do. Woli as usual she will appear suddenly when it’s time to eat.

Leila sat next to me, she fed me with a happy face, Karyn who saw our affectionate actions, her face darkened. She slammed her hands on the table before leaving after.

“Did I overdo it?” Leila finally realized it with a regretful face.

“Hah… maybe I should talk to her later,” I sighed helplessly.

“I feel bad for Karyn too,”

We continued our meal after that, Nylah was looking at me earlier, but when I turned to her, she would continue eating. I seem to make a lot of really complicated relationships, my head is a little dizzy thinking about this.

After dinner Yua was sleepy so I took her to my room. Dina and Lusi were invited by Leila to her room, it seemed that they were going to have a conversation that is usually done by women.

While in my room, I put Yua on the bed. Sitting on a chair by the table, I took out a gray stone, I want to try to connect Invisible Miracle Stone now.

“Rather than thinking about a complicated relationship is better, I now focus on this rock in my hand,”

Seeing this gray stone I immediately wanted to connect it, but after thinking about it, I had no idea how to give it my life energy.