Tateâs eyes are trained on mine and a small wave of rage shudders through my body. I hide my bashed up hand behind my back and narrow my eyes at him in displeasure.
Iâm planted in the doorway and Iâm emitting serial killer vibes. Undeterred Tate steps in front of me, albeit cautiously, and he inhales deeply before swallowing hard. I watch as his thick Adamâs apple rolls up and down in his throat.
âRiver,â he says. His eyes sparkle as he outstretches his hand to me. His The corners of his lips twitch and I drop my hand completely.
âHowâs the other one?â he asks.
âAmazing,â I lie. My hand is so swollen that I might actually lose it.
âDid you get it checked?â
âNo,â I admit in a rare moment of honesty. This seems to irritate him, which makes me perk up a little. I spot the silver crucifix hanging over his shirt and say, âI have been praying though.â
My mom has gone into the kitchen so I turn my attention to Mitch, but my expression glitches when I realise that he has been watching our entire exchange. Scrambling, I gesture to the dining area with my thumb and ask, âDâyou want me to set it up for you?â
Mitch cocks an eyebrow at me, and I see the exact same squint in his eyes that was in Tateâs a moment ago. He too is holding back on some dark little joke.
âYouâre our guest,â he scolds, taking the coat that I had half-shrugged off my shoulders before I had my step-brother-sized seizure. âTake a seat. Iâll pour you a drink.â
My head is spinning because I canât believe that this is happening. We manoeuvre to the table and Mitch hands me one of the glasses before working on opening a bottle of soda. I stay standing as I take in the room. He has in fact already set up the table, a detail which I had not observed whilst my insides began unravelling like linguini. The furnishings are dark wood and the accents are wine red. No clutter and innately primitive. Sexy. I brush one finger across the polished tabletop and the oil from my print mars the surface.
When I look back up at Mitch heâs watching me âIâm glad that Iâm finally meeting you,â he says, pulling the bottle away from the lip of my glass. âObviously your mom has told me a lot about you, but Iâm sure that youâll be even better in person.â
He gives me a guarded smile but from the look in his eyes I think he means it. Only I donât understand why he I hear Tate leave the vicinity as he walks back inside the kitchen.
I put the drink down and stare at Mitch as I purposefully shove my glasses back up my nose. Itâs a gesture that says, Mitch rocks on the back of his heels and observes me with a slow nod. Suddenly I decide that Iâm being too nice. Iâve hard-wired myself to never be nice to a guy again, so I elect to throw him off a bit.
âAnd if not,â I continue conspiratorially, thinking back to his garage, âIâve already seen where you keep the murder tools.â
Mitchâs eyes widen and then he throws his head back in a dazzling laugh, one hand clutching his wide muscled stomach. I literally canât believe that my mom has pulled this guy. When he drops his head forward again he sighs with a lazy smile, basking in my threat.
I know that smile.
âI knew youâd be even better in person,â he says and he gives me another winning grin as he leaves the dining area. I let out a shaky breath as he disappears. Itâs amazing that now that he thinks Iâm unhinged â even in jest â the air is suddenly clear. Heâs real smiles and belly laughs.
In a desperate bid to recoup my brain cells I keep to myself at the back of the house, looking through the window into the back garden. It looks like the guys have almost finished building themselves a pool. I donât let myself think about that for too long.
It takes three minutes for Mitch and â Jesus Christ â
I sit down and force a smile at Mitch. âThank you,â I say to him, well aware that I should be saying this to Tate. My least favourite person in the world. My future Thereâs a dangerous slosh in my stomach.
Mitch points to my right hand with the serving spoon. âSo what happened to your hand?â
I shovel a forkful of mashed potatoes into my mouth. Theyâre really tasty, which is annoying.
I glance over the table and a shiver ripples up through my neck, prickling my cheeks. I donât feel too guilty staring though, because Tateâs eyes arenât on my face â theyâre on my hand, too.
I turn to Mitch and give him a light-hearted, would-you-believe-it shrug. âI knocked it on something.â
I see Tate shift in his seat out of my peripheral vision. âIâll take off the bandage and check it out after dinner for you, if you donât mind,â Mitch says, pouring himself a drink.
I do mind, but I think that itâs getting worse by the hour, so I silently concede and get back to my annoyingly good potatoes. Over the next hour I focus on psychoanalysing Mitchâs interior décor. Heâs very woodsy, which makes sense considering his job. I wonder if he made this table. I wonder if Get me out of this house.
When everyone finishes eating Mitch insists on inspecting my hand, so I sit on the couch as he undoes the bandages and he lets out a little hiss once my hand is bare.
âHow long ago did you do this?â he asks, already rummaging in his first aid kit for something. Hopefully an axe.
Tate is standing over us looking incensed with his arms folded across his chest. I bask delightedly in his discomfort. âA few days ago,â I reply, with a nonchalant shrug. When Tateâs gaze moves from my hand to my eyes I do a sort of self-satisfied smile. His eyes narrow.
âDad, she needs to go to the doctorâs.â
Whatâs it to you, Tate?
Mitch doesnât look up at his son but he nods in agreement. âThe cuts arenât deep but there are multiple, and itâs swelling because one of them mustâve become infected. Hopefully only one of them. Weâll get you antibiotics tomorrow.â
I shake my head at Mitch. âI can go on my own â I donât need you to come with me.â
Mitch looks up at me once he finishes applying some sort of gel. âYour mom said you donât drive,â he responds.
Thatâs kind of embarrassing, especially since I kind of like cars, but I brush it off. âI donât, but she can take me some time. Iâm not putting you out.â
Mitch frowns. âYour momâs going to be pretty busy at the storage unit tomorrow.â
Now itâs Mitch folds his lips in on themselves. My mom sits down on the free armchair like an Angel of Doom. I glance up at her and she gives me an unnervingly innocent smile.
âRiver, Iâm sure that youâre wondering why youâre meeting Mitch today,â she begins calmly. I sit back a little so that I have enough vantage to look at her fully. âAs I mentioned, Mitch is an amazing joiner.â Her pause makes me prickle with nerves. âSo I wanted you to meet him before I let you know that he will be doing the refurb on our house.â
My brow creases in confusion. What? I donât know why she would want our house refurbished, but that doesnât seem like an issue, regardless. Why are they acting like this is an issue? Am I I shrug my shoulders and say, âOkay.â
No-one says anything else. Mitch is staring at my mom. My mom is staring at me. I want to stare at Tate and find out if he knew about our parents, but my gut tells me that this is a freshly unveiled nightmare for him too.
I look back at my mom, my suspicions rising by the second. âAaaaandâ¦?â I prompt.
âWell, obviously heâs going to be in the kitchen to do the cabinets, because the whole thing is going to be coming out. And he might also do a shelving-unit in the living room, for the TV and some displays â you know the sort,â she says casually.
I donât know where sheâs going with this.
âSo because heâs going to be doing all of that, we thought, why not spruce up the upstairs too? Maybe matching cabinets in the master bedroom and then, um-â she pauses momentarily. Then she starts speaking a mile a minute. âWe thought it might be beneficial to knock through the office wall so that we have three large upper rooms, instead of just two large, two small.â
I blink at her like an extraterrestrial. Why would I care about any of this? I mull over her words for a moment.
Then I look back up at her.
âBut if you knock through the office wall, youâll-â
Youâll be in my bedroom.
Iâm not going to be able to stay in my bedroom.
Which means-
âSo whilst Mitch and Tate and the boys on the team help out at The last particles of air leave my lungs.
âWell,â Mitch interjects, âTate doesnât technically live here â he has his own place â but obviously he can crash here anytime.â Mitch is looking pointedly at Tate, who has turned slightly in our direction now, as he makes that last point.
WHAT?
Then Mitch faces me. âItâs just temporary, and it wonât be too long. But during the time that the team and I are working on your room,â he lifts his hands in a sorry defeat. âYou wonât be able to stay there whilst weâre doing that.â
There are a lot of thoughts going through my head right now. Firstly, why the hell is my mom renovating our house in the first place? Itâs been the same way since forever and I didnât think she cared about splashing out on fancy interiors.
Secondly, if I can no longer use my room, and weâre going to be bunking here-
âSo where am I going to be sleeping?â I ask.
My mom and Mitch look at each other. Then their eyes flicker to Tate.
Right.
I shouldnât have even asked.
I know exactly which room Iâm going to be sleeping in.