Romanâs abrupt departure isnât how I want to end things, but when duty calls, thereâs no choice. He leaves before I get the chance to tell him about the pregnancy tests, and given the urgency I overheard in his fatherâs tone, it doesnât seem like texting him the information will be well received.
Iâll tell him next time.
Twenty minutes after Roman leaves, Catherine calls. Her hospital appointment is over and sheâs ready to be picked up. I have just enough time to wriggle out of the remains of my dress and send a brief apology to my dressmaker with a few pictures, adjusting what kind of skirt I would like, before Catherine arrives.
âDo I want to know what happened?â She stands wide-eyed in the doorway staring at the remains of the dress on the floor.
âWild animal attack,â I smirk, approaching her.
âRoman then?â
âOf course. How are you?â Glancing her over, she looks fine, and it goes without saying that Iâm proud of her for making it here without needing help. âI would have picked you up.â
âI know but itâs close by and I thought calling an Uber would be a good test of how I handle being around a stranger all by myself. Donât think I didnât notice the guard you had in the hospital.â
âOnly the best for you.â Linking arms, we exit the boutique and wander down the street with my guards lingering a few feet behind. âBut the hospital was good?â
âYep, Iâm fine,â she assures me with a smile. âI still have a few more hours of mandatory therapy but everything else is healing well. And ⦠Thank you, Jasmine. I feel like I havenât said that enough.â
âOnce is all I need,â I assure her softly. âAnd I barely even need that. Youâre my friend and I love you, so itâs easy.â
âMm-hmm, does that mean Iâll be sharing your love with Roman?â
âI donât know if Iâm quite there,â I reply as my cheeks warm. âBut I did let slip that I really like him.â
âOh my God!â Catherine tightens her grip on my arm. âWhat did he say?â
âThat he likes me too.â
âAh! Thatâs amazing!â She bounces up onto the balls of her feet. âLook at you, Iâm so happy! Wait, did you tell him about the baby?â
âI didnât get a chance. Everything sort of built up to the perfect chance to tell him, and then his father called.â
âEw.â
âYeah, so Iâll wait until the next time I see him. Texting this kind of news feels kinda weird.â
âMm-hmm.â Catherine hums softly. âSo ⦠does this mean youâre going to keep it?â
Thatâs the most daunting question Iâve ever heard.
âI donât know, honestly. But I donât think itâs the kind of decision I can make on my own. I want to tell Roman before I tell anyone else. But after that ⦠itâs not something Iâve ever thought about.â
âWerenât you using protection?â
âNo, but Iâm on the pill so I just sort of relied on that.â
Catherine tuts gently, teasing, then she nods as we stop at the crosswalk. âGod forbid the doctors give us something that actually works.â
âMaybe heâs just got some exceptionally strong swimmers.â
âMaybe,â Catherine laughs. âA full-on battle in your womb for first place. Well, whatever you decide to do, Iâm here for you.â
âThank you. I love you for it.â
âI know.â
âI just have so much else to think about too.â Crossing the road, we turn toward the park and fall into step. âMy parents need to start getting along. Roman and I want to make this real, yâknow? And it is a good thing, I just wish they would stop nipping at each other. Theyâve always argued, but this is different.â
âMaybe itâs not.â She glances at me. âMaybe the years of arguing have built up and this is just the latest thing. Youâve always said your mom wasnât always quite there, and your Dad is obsessed with profits and success over family.â
âItâs true. And I think itâs my fault.â
âHow so?â
âWell, the last time he did anything for the family was when he gave up those routes to Santino as thanks for saving my life. That entire thing turned out to be a sham, and since then, heâs been this money- and power-obsessed tyrant.â
âJasmine, thatâs not your fault.â
âIsnât it?â
âHell no! Youâre not to blame for Santino or your father. And youâve worked hard to prove how good you are, so if anything, heâs the one to blame for growing so obsessed and forgetting what matters.â
âMaybe. Iâve tried to find time to talk to him about the Yakuza. After talking to Roman, I learned that they value loyalty but they also never forget. Undercutting them in this peace deal could bite us on the ass.â
âSo you have a better idea?â
Birds flying home to their nests chirp overhead, a cyclist weaves around us on the path through the park and nearly collides with one of my guards, and a couple of children sprint past toward the ice cream truck pulling up into the parking lot.
âI do. I think. Basically, I want to meet their demands as a way of compensating them for all the death weâve caused over the years. My father nearly obliterated them in the early years. Pissing them off further feels like a death sentence, but I think itâs a sacrifice we need to make, and should make given what weâll gain when Roman and I marry.â
âIt sounds generous,â Catherine murmurs. âI canât pretend to understand all of that, but you do catch more flies with honey than shit.â
âExactly. A good deal shows faith.â Once Roman and I marry, if the Yakuza are dealt with then the focus becomes helping Roman get revenge on his monster of a father. Our joined funds and forces will make us powerful enough to achieve my own goal, and dismantling Santino will give us both the assets needed to make us stronger.
By all accounts, this might be the best thing to happen to our families.
âIce cream?â Catherine jerks her thumb toward the ice cream truck slowly getting swarmed with excited children.
âSure,â I nod. âBut only if I can get the entire bottle of raspberry sauce poured over everything.â
âYouâre disgusting,â Catherine laughs as she breaks into a light run toward the truck.
âMaybe,â I agree. âBut at least itâll taste good.â
After dropping Catherine off back home and making sure sheâs safe, I head straight home while sending a few texts to Roman to make sure heâs okay. Being ordered back by his father was so abrupt, and knowing what that man can be like, I canât imagine he was demanding him back for any good reason. I add an additional slightly saucy text about how much Iâll think about him during bathtime, say goodnight to my driver, and head inside.
But something makes me stop.
I feel ⦠cold walking into the house.
All the lights are off.
Every room is in complete darkness. There are no guards in the hall, no guards at the top of the stairs, and no servants in the kitchen when I pass. Itâs as if Iâve come home at three in the morning, but even then, there would be a patrol moving quietly through the mansion.
My grip remains on my phone as I send a quick SOS to my driver.
Something is wrong.
âMom?â I call as I hurry through the lounge and the study. âDad?â
No one answers. Thereâs no one in any of the rooms, and my repeated calls for my parents and guards are met with complete silence.
I take the stairs two at a time as panic inside me rises. Where the hell is everyone? How can they all just up and vanish, disappearing like no one ever existed?
âMom! Dad! Where are you?!â
My driver responds as expected with orders for me to get out of the house ASAP, and heâs put an alert in to the on-standby private guards. I should leave, but just as I make it to the end of the corridor and the thought occurs to get out, a sliver of light is visible peeking through the bottom of the door to my parentsâ bedroom.
âMom? Dad?â Forgoing knocking, I press on the handle and push it open, stepping inside. Relief hits like a tidal wave when I spot my mother kneeling on the floor in her nightdress.
âMom! Oh, thank God. Where is everyone? I thought â¦â
I trail off as the full carnage of the scene before me comes into view.
Mom kneels on the floor surrounded by a puddle of blood that spreads out from the pale body of my father. Heâs on the floor in front of her with his eyes open and his mouth twisted and gaping. Several stab wounds litter his bare chest, but theyâre no longer bleeding.
I canât speak. I can barely think.
I walk closer to my mother, terrified sheâs in a similar state. Then she takes a rasping breath, and I jump out of my skin.
She rocks from one side to the other, and as I step closer, the glint of something in her hand draws my attention.
Itâs a bloodied knife.