Everything hurts.
From my head right down to the tip of my toes. I feel like Iâve just been tossed around inside a blender and dumped out into a puddle, and not the nice kind of puddle either. Thereâs grit nudging against my fingertips each time I flex them gently into the cold water lapping over my knuckles.
I donât remember water in the car, but given how fast we were going, I wonât be surprised if something burst becauseâ â
Shit.
We crashed.
Itâs coming back to me slowly. We were racing away from someone taking shots at us, and then the window smashed, I think. Did my driver get shot? I think so. He was screaming so loudly that it had to have been a bullet.
Get up, Jasmine.
Thereâs more water down by my thigh, soaking into my jeans and making the fabric pull uncomfortably tight against my skin. I like these jeans. I got them on sale with Catherine last Christmas because they used to have little green bows near the pockets, bows that have long fallen off due to far too many cycles in the wash, but they still make my ass look good.
Not now. Now theyâre soaking up dirty road water and God knows what else because Iâm not in the car anymore. In fact, I have no idea where the car is. Thereâs just water and the sharp press of gravel and pavement against my cheek. I try to shift, and pain pulls like taffy right down my back, like pulling a muscle only a hundred times worse.
Fuck. What if I got seriously fucked up in the crash? Maybe Iâm dead and this is my soul trying to pull itself out of my body. What an unremarkable way to die.
Opening my eyes, Iâm greeted by a pair of shiny black shoes pointing away from me. Droplets of water cling to the smooth, overly polished leather, and the bottom cuffs of the slacks are stained dark from soaking up liquid. This guyâs been sloshing through puddles, or itâs the remains of when he dumped me down on the ground like a sack of potatoes.
I have to remember my training. Years Iâve spent learning self-defense, but I never trained for how to reorient yourself after being thrown through a car crash. Moves and images flicker through my dull mind in time to my sluggish heart, and then a voice drifts through the night air.
âJust shoot her and get it over with.â
âBoss wants a video,â replies a second voice, this one so close that it has to belong to the man standing over me. âHow we gonna wake her up?â
âNo clue. I told you to shoot the tires!â
âI did,â hisses dirty-pants man. âI just also shot the fucking driver.â
âAsshole.â
âDonât fucking start. Look, you record and Iâll try to wake her up. If it doesnât work then just shoot her, alright?â
The distant man mutters something in a language I donât understand, then suddenly thereâs a hand in my hair dragging me out of my watery grave. Every strand pulls like a needle against my scalp, and fresh, sharp pain flares across my forehead drawing a gasp from my clenched teeth.
âOw!â
âLook,â says the pants guy. âTold you Iâd wake her up.â
âLet go of me, you fuck!â Twisting against his hold only amplifies the burning pain in my scalp, and my vision is so blurry that both men are just shadows, with one holding a beacon presumably from his phone.
âStay down, bitch!â
Something collides with my jaw, sending an explosion of hot pain through my face and lancing down my neck. My teeth clack with sickening clarity, and the taste of blood suddenly floods my mouth. I hit the ground again, but this time I throw my hands out and stop myself from landing face-first.
Think I bit my tongue. Did he kick me?
I have to fight back, but another blow like that and Iâm not sure Iâm getting back up. Blinking slowly against the glaring light, my vision starts to clear. Thereâs only two of them, and the entire stretch of road is empty until it curves out of sight at one end. Behind both men, the guard rail is split in two with the red rear lights of my car flickering in and out of life. My driverâs body lies a few feet away, two bullets in his chest and one leg bent at an unnatural angle. Shit.
Iâm fucked.
Iâm so fucked.
Swiping my tongue around the inside of my mouth, I gather a mouthful of blood and spit it onto the ground with a wince. âAlright, letâs talk about this.â
âThereâs nothing to talk about,â says the pants guy. âWe have our orders.â
âSmile for the camera,â sneers the second guy, and he walks forward with the camera held high. âGotta look pretty for your audience.â
âWhat audience?â Keeping them talking is my only goal, but as for how to talk my way out of this alive? Iâve got nothing.
âYour parents.â Pants guy fiddles with his handgun and checks the chamber. âTheyâre gonna get first viewing.â
âDonât suppose I get to say my last words?â
âSure.â The cameraman adopts a relaxed stance and wiggles his brows. âAction!â
A low rumbling fills the air, like the distant hum of an airplane engine. Itâs getting louder by the second, and all three of us glance skyward in confusion.
Wait, thatâs not an airplaneâ â
A motorcycle suddenly blasts around the bend in the road and roars straight toward us. Thereâs barely time for anyone to react because as soon as we see the bike, itâs already screeching under the strain of brakes and slowing down. A dark figure, shrouded behind the blinding glare of the headlights, leaps from the slowing motorcycle and crash-lands onto pants guy just as his bike smashes full force into the cameraman and wipes him right out of existence.
Am I hallucinating? Has death finally come for me on a motorcycle?
âYou motherfucker!â roars the mysterious man from where he grapples fiercely with pants guy on the road.
Wait, I know that voice.
âR-Roman?â It canât be. How the hell is he here? Why is he even here?
The two men clash together like waves, rolling over and exchanging blow after blow. Roman is an impressive fighter, but it seems pants guy has skills of his own. After being tackled by all two hundred and sixty pounds of Roman Gatti muscle, pants guy lost his gun. I spot it glinting in a nearby puddle, reflecting the lights of the now toppled-over motorcycle.
I can help.
I have to help.
Climbing to my feet brings me right back down face-first on the pavement as an overwhelming wave of dizziness turns the road to Jell-O beneath my feet. Nausea swims up my gut and my heartbeat throbs right behind my eyes.
Holy shit.
I definitely hit my head.
Shit.
Get up, Jasmine. Get the fuck up!
Trying again brings me to my hands and knees, but itâs an improvement. Roman and the stranger are still fighting one another like wild animals, so I drag my trembling body toward the gun until Romanâs cry of pain makes me freeze.
He stumbles backward, gasping at the knife protruding from his shoulder.
âRoman!â
He doesnât reply. Instead, he rips the blade out of his shoulder, flips it around, and throws it directly at the chest of my attacker. It collides with a wet thump, and Roman follows the movement with a swift punch to the hilt that sends the stranger crashing to the ground with a wounded yelp. Then theyâre on one another, kicking and punching and wrestling to the death.
I shake my head and crawl, getting stronger with each shuffle. By the time I reach the gun, my vision is clear, and the thumping, pulsing beat of my heart has returned to my chest. I scramble to my feet, raise the weapon, andâfreeze.
Roman stands before me panting heavily with the dirty-pants stranger dead a few feet behind him. The hilt of the knife protrudes proudly from his neck.
âHoly shit,â I gasp, staring at Roman in utter shock. Howâhow are you here?â
A rumble roars overhead and a split second later, the heavens open. Rain pours down in sheets, drenching us in seconds. Romanâs dark hair flatters like an oil slick to his head, blood leaks from his brow and lip while his black shirtâwhich quickly becomes a second skin under the intense downpourâhides his wounded shoulder.
âJasmineââ He surges forward and clutches my waist, then my cheek which sends a light mist of rainwater into my eyes. âAre you alright? Are you hurt?â
âI think Iâm okay. The crash was ⦠I donât even remember. I think I hit my head and then theâwait, Roman whatâs going on?â
âAlto,â he mutters bitterly. âHeâs behind this. Told me to my fucking face. I tried to call you, and when you didnât pick up, I started tracing your cell. Are you sure youâre okay?â His dark brows pinch together with worry as he keeps lightly patting my cheek.
âI-Iâm fine, what about you?â Just as I reach for his shoulder, Roman suddenly sags into me with a soft groan.
âAh. Shit.â
âRoman? What is it? Whatâs wrong?â
Heâs rapidly becoming a deadweight in my arms, and we both look down as he pulls the soaked hem of his shirt upward revealing a deep laceration in his side. âIâfuck, Iâm sorryâ ââ
âRoman!â His eyes flutter and close, and suddenly Iâm the sole support for his solid body. âRoman!â
âTake it all.â Every dollar from my pockets, the carâs glove box, and Romanâs pockets are pressed into the clerkâs hands. âThank you.â
âI donât usually ask questions,â the older motel owner drawls. âBut you sure youâre gonna be alright, little lady?â
âIâm fine. Weâre fine. Please, take it. Thank you.â
He looks me over with one eye half closed, then nods and hobbles away counting out the bills. I have no idea how much I gave him, but after he helped me drag Romanâs unconscious body from the Uber to the room, I donât care. He deserves every cent.
I close the door, slide the chain into place, and lock both the locks. Then I draw all the curtains and drag the small wooden chair against the door, angling the back just under the door handle so anyone trying to break in will struggle.
After Roman collapsed, I considered calling my father, but it felt too risky. If Alto is behind this, then thereâs no telling what other nasty surprises are waiting for me, so holding off until Roman tells me everything is the safest bet.
But first things first. I need to check his wounds. What I was able to look at in the car didnât look too deep, but the wound on his side coupled with the fight and the wound on his shoulder is keeping him down and out. A hospital is just as risky as calling home, so Iâm on my own.
The motel bathroom has everything I need to get started; hot water, antiseptic lotion, and some old butterfly stitches left in an even older medical box. As long as they stick, theyâll do. Roman remains unconscious on the couch with one arm over his body and the other dangling down to the floor. Heâs breathing and his pulse is strong, but every second he remains out of it is a second my anxiety increases.
I need him awake. I need answers.
Kneeling down on the floor, I scrape my soaked hair back from my face and bite back a whimper as pain flares from the dark bruise forming on my forehead. Iâm mostly uninjured from the crash, but I think I left a good pound of foundation on the dashboard where my forehead collided.
Just as I reach for Romanâs shirt, his hand darts out to grab my wrist, making me jump right out of my skin. âFuck!â
âSorry!â Roman also darts upward, and I throw myself back to stop our foreheads from colliding. His eyes are wide as he scans the room trying to orient himself, panting heavily until his eyes lock onto me. âWhat theâwhat happened?â
âYou fainted.â
âI didnât.â
âYou so did.â
âFuck, Iâm sorry.â
âDonât be. You came in like some flying knight, and that guy stabbed you and then it was raining and I just â¦â My words fly out in a rush as my heart races. âIâm so glad youâre awake.â
âShit ⦠Iâm sorry, Jasmine.â
âDonât be.â Rising back onto one knee, my free hand cups his cheek. âYou saved me.â And wasnât that just the hottest thing to replay in my mind? âAlthough, Iâm still confused about how you were even there.â
âNever mind there, how did I get here?â
âUber.â
Romanâs brows meet his hairline. âHow?â
âDragged you. Told the driver you were drunk. And the motel owner.â
âJasmineââ
âLook, letâs just focus on one thing at a time. You got stabbed, and Iâm kind of worried about the blood, so can you let me treat you first and then we can talk?â
His eyes dart over my face, lingering on my forehead, so I swivel my wrist in his grip and take his hand instead.
âPlease?â
âOkay.â Roman nods slowly. âOkay. Good plan. But you first.â
âI didnât get stabbed.â
Roman rolls his eyes and groans. âFine.â
I pick myself up from the floor as he stands and slowly unbuttons his shirt. As he tosses it aside, revealing his gorgeously muscular back, something catches my eye that makes my heart stop dead.
Both arms are heavily tattooed with black ink that sweeps together and caresses around his pecs to join together at his breastbone.
But ⦠I know those tattoos.
One is a dragon winding around his bicep breathing fire, another is a phoenix. Thereâs a long snake and an elegant deer leaping over a line of forest trees. Hundreds of butterflies trail from his elbow all the way up to his shoulder.
I know those. I know them all by heart.
âOh my God,â I gasp, my voice barely a whisper as everything about Roman suddenly crashes down around me. âOh my God, itâs you!â