The pain only got worse.
My entire body throbbed with pain, every muscle clenching, my limbs like heavy stones. That sharp, burning agony where the amulet had sunk into me was like a fiery-hot knife jabbed into my back â and not in a fun way. There was nothing even remotely enjoyable about this pain, despite my best attempts to make myself feel a little better.
I couldnât heal. Every ounce of my strength was sapped away, and my blood was seeping away with it. Jeremiah had sent his men after Juniper â they were walking straight into their deaths if she was still back there in the trees. He crouched over me, and in my blurred vision, all I could see was his smiling face, teeth stained with black rot.
âBullets are expensive,â he said, casual as fuck as he looked down at my broken body. He was muttering, not talking to me so much as he was talking to himself. âAnd goddamn does it take a lot of them to even make you fuckers flinch. The amulet worked better than I expectedâ¦but thereâs too much riskâ¦â
âFuck you,â I growled. âFuck you and your fucking monologuing.â
Perhaps I was lucky he ignored me. âBut you know whatâs better than bullets and tiny charms? A Reaper.â
He may as well have kicked me in the gut; I felt as stunned as if he had. Jeremiah shouldnât have even known what a Reaper was. They were Hellâs executioners â massive, intelligent monstrosities with whom demons had formed a tentative pact. If a demon ever became so unruly that the Council decided to destroy them, a Reaper would be called in to do the job.
I laughed, but the sound was choked up with pain. âYouâreâ¦fucking psychoticâ¦if you thinkâ¦youâre going to get a Reaper involved.â
âYou think I canât?â His foot ground down on my chest. âWho do you think IÂ am, demon?â
âYouâre just some pathetic ââ Pain or not, I wasnât going to shut up. But what followed next wasnât pain. Not exactly. It felt as if something cracked open my head and wriggled inside the crevices, wrapped itself around my brain and began to squeeze.
Unbidden visions of a long dark tunnel flashed through my head. Visions of blood â of viscera â the sound of a thousand voices screaming in unison, in agony. At the end of the tunnel, a faceâ¦a figureâ¦draped in light and color, covered in a thousand blinking eyes, constantly morphing, ever changingâ¦tightening Its holdâ¦
I forced It back, but heâd made his point clear: it wasnât Jeremiah who knew anything about Reapers.
It was the God.
His fingers poked and prodded my wounds, smearing the blood over my chest. âDemonic blood calls a Reaper to do its duty. Iâm sure it wonât mind if the blood doesnât belong to its intended victim. It can have you too, as a treat, once Leon is dealt with.â
I was merely the offering. Leon stood between Jeremiah and Raelynn, but not for long. Leon couldnât win against a Reaper.
Jeremiah was going to execute him. He was going to kill Leon, and he was using me to do it. My nails dug uselessly into the grass, clawing at the dirt. I would have rather died. I would sooner let myself be destroyed than be the catalyst to Leonâs death.
But there was nothing I could do. Nothing.
The haze clouding my vision became darkness. I was too weak now to even manage to send myself back to Hell. I didnât have the strength to open a gateway and escape this. Energy was gathering around me, Jeremiahâs muttered words calling into the aether, beyond Earth, into the deepest depths of Hell.
He shouldnât have known the words to do it. No human being could.
Suddenly, even through the dark and the pain, I heard her. I could sense her near. I could smell her.
Juniper.
âWhat the fuck did you do to him? What did you do?â
I should have known better than to think sheâd run. My little wolf didnât run. But fuck, she needed to. She couldnât possibly understand what was about to happen.
âCareful, Juniper.â Jeremiah chuckled. âIâve made your demon useful.â
My nose filled with smoke, harsh and thick. It felt like a hand had reached between my ribs and was squeezing my insides, wrenching them around and tying them into knots. Flashes of light and feral growls emanated from the darkness thickening around me, and I managed to turn my head. Juniper stood there, wide-eyed and blood-stained, her shotgun aimed.
Fuck, it hurt to even try to speak. âGo, Juniper.â My voice grated out of my throat, my tongue swollen. âItâs a Reaperâ¦heâs summoning a Reaperâ¦goâ¦â
Then the darkness obscured her, and something massive moved through the smoke above me.
It was almost funny. All these years Iâd been so determined not to do anything to piss the Council off, yet there I was, under the claws of a Reaper anyway.
Fucking hell.
There was a sound of cawing crows in the darkness, and the temperature dropped until my breath formed clouds in the smoky air. Worms and beetles crawled out of the ground beside me, frantically scurrying away as frost formed over the grass. The outline of a huge, bat-like wing moved over me.
Five blinking eyes, emitting a strange silvery light from behind the dark shroud that covered its face, looked down at me. Its voice was cold and deep, vibrating in my bones as it rumbled, âHello, little demon. Do you submit to death?â
I sighed heavily. âNo, unfortunately, I donât. Actually, Iâd like to lodge a complaint. Killing me isâ¦uhâ¦severely uncalled for.â
The Reaper chuckled, the sound unpleasant enough to make me shudder. Hundreds of sharp teeth hung from its neck, like jewels: trophies from its victims. They rattled together as it laughed, its armor of stone and black metal groaning as it moved. âIs that so? And yet, an Ancient Lord has called me with your flesh and blood.â
âItâs not his blood Iâve called you to spill,â Jeremiah said, his voice far too loud for such a small, insignificant mortal. The Reaperâs eyes jerked over to him and Jeremiah flinched, rightly so. At least he still had the sense in him to be afraid, regardless of what the God urged him to do.
âNot his?â the Reaper growled. âThen why, Ancient Lord, have you called my name? A Reaper does not appreciate its time being used frivolously.â
âThereâs another demon,â Jeremiah said. âHis name is Leon. Heâs guarding someone, a mortal woman. I need him removed from her side. I need him broken.â
The Reaper rumbled again â whether it was chuckling or merely breathing, I couldnât be sure. âBreak him? And why would I not kill him, Ancient Lord? A Reaper arrives to take a life. I will not be denied that.â
Jeremiah smiled, the expression twitching on his face. âOf course not. You may have the demon at your feet, as an offering. Once the other one has been broken, Iâll take him for myself. But you can have this one when the job is done.â
Great. I was a fucking bargaining chip between a Reaper and God â when it came to âplaces I wanted to be,â this landed solidly last.
At least Juniper was gone. Sheâd run when the Reaper arrived, and it was my one sense of relief in this mess. Guns and knives wouldnât bring a Reaper down. She wouldnât have stood a chance.
Once the Reaper killed me, the bond between Juniper and I would be broken. Her soul would be free again. Maybe sheâd find another being to take her to Hell; I hoped she did. A woman like her was too much for this world, too much for one mere mortal life. She needed more. She needed her freedom beyond this Earth.
Fuck, that hurt more than Iâd thought it would: the melancholy, theâ¦the loss. I wasnât afraid of dying â I hated leaving Juniper behind. I hated knowing that Leon would either die fighting this Reaper, or be broken and forced back under the Hadleighâs control. I hated that Iâd failed to protect either of the beings I cared for most.
Juniper would survive; my little wolf would find a way. That was my only comfort.
âWe Reapers are not servants to be given tasks,â the Reaper growled. âBut out of respect for an Ancient One, I will oblige your request. The demon, Leon, will be broken, and I will return for this one.â It leaned down, its silver eyes gazing into mine. âYou say you will not submit to death, demon. But your body is poisoned. What a shame you will not be able to fight me, but you will be an easy meal.â
A cold wind swirled around me, dissipating the lingering smoke and the Reaper with it. The night was eerily silent: no crickets chirped, not even the wind moved. Jeremiah walked back up beside me, casually picking at his teeth. âToo bad about your little bitch running away.â He looked down at me with a cruel smile. âDid you think sheâd save you? Running is what sheâs always done best. Sheâll run, and runâ¦â His eyes hardened. âBut youâll never escape a God.â
He began to walk away. I was so goddamn weak I could barely lift my head to see him go. I couldnât run. I could only lie there and wait for my death to return.
âPersonally,â Jeremiah said, as he kept walking, âI hope she comes back. I hope she tries to fight the Reaper for you. Iâd stay to watch the slaughter butâ¦I have a sacrifice to attend to.â He turned, looking back at me. His eyes were fogged, and when he spoke, his voice wasnât his at all.
âWhen I return, demon, I will be free. And it will be a very different world. It will be a world where no matter where she runs, Juniper Kynes will never escape me again.â