Violette POV
The gardens are magnificent. The gardens at home arenât quite as lovely as these. And all we have at home are white roses that match our familyâs rather distinct white hair. But this garden.. has flowers off all kinds. Thereâs even a section of fresh fruits and vegetables that looks absolutely delicious.
âDo you enjoy your time outside?â The guard named Loren asked. I noticed he looks at me every once in a while, debating to speak or to just let me walk in peace.
âYes, itâs been a very calming time,â I said. I felt the petals of a flower between my fingers before continuing on down the path.
We mainly stayed in silence, that is until I was approached by a woman Iâd never seen before.
âSo, youâre the Kings slave?â She asked. I looked at Loren who spoke for me. I think at this moment, Iâm grateful for not being able to speak to anyone besides Loren. She seemed disgusted and irritated with me.
âYes, miss Minerva.â He said.
âMind if I have a small chat with her?â she asked. She flipped her brown hair over her shoulder and glared at me.
âThe king wouldnât allow it,â Loren argued. Thank the goddess for that.
âThe king and I are special friends. Iâm sure he wouldnât be upset if I talked to her.â She insisted.
âIâm sorry, Minerva. But no. I have orders and I will not disobey them.â He growled. She crossed her arms and glared at me once again.
âIâll see you around sl*t, oh.. sorry. I meant slave, but same difference, right?â She laughed. Yeah, real funny.
I am far from a slut. I still have my virtue.. but who knows how long that will last.
She turned around and left us here watching her retreat. My mind was still confused about the interaction altogether and I just shook my head.
âIâm sorry about her,â Loren said. Iâm surprised heâs actually being nice to me. With a father like mine.. finding someone who is nice to you without wanting something or doing it out of fear.. thatâs pretty rare. I donât feel as if he has any ill intentions towards me.
âDonât be. You donât control her.. unless you do.â I smiled softly and he did the same.
âI donât. Thank the Moon Goddess.â He praised as he placed his hands in the air and bowed his head. I giggled at the sight.
âWho exactly is she?â I asked. I was intrigued with what she said.. a special friend of the Kings. What exactly does that mean?
âA very good friend of the Kings.â He said. I thought I saw him grimace for a second so my mind started racing with theories. Sheâs an old flame and super jealous that he took me, a princess, as a slave. Or, sheâs just a side piece until he finds his mate, if he even has one.. and sheâs jealous that he took me as a slave. Or maybe, theyâre just good friends and she hates me because of who my family is and the entire war going on between our kingdoms.
âDo you not like her?â I asked.
âShe can be enjoyable at times, but I find her snake-like and I donât like it. And I donât like the relationship she has with the King.. but Iâm just his guard so itâs not my place to speak on it.â He said.
I didnât speak much more after that as we strolled through the gardens. I still felt quite disgusted with earlier today.. what couldâve been such a peaceful morning turned into a world of hell for me. I havenât even bathed.. I had the time and I chose sleep.. I think this day may haunt me like many others.
âThe king requests us to return.â Loren said and I nodded my head as we turned back towards the castle.
We walked for what felt like forever until we made it to the Kingâs chambers. Loren opened the door for me and I walked in.
âDid you enjoy your time outside?â Master asked. He was sitting at his desk flipping through pages and writing things on them.
âYes, I did. Thank you, master.â I said.
âI had dinner brought to you. Itâs on the table in the corner.â He said. I looked over and sure enough, there was a plate piled high with food.
âThank you, master,â I said gratefully. Iâd missed breakfast and lunch.. I was starving and I was paying for it. Even if I couldnât stomach the thought of food earlier, maybe I shouldâve just eaten anyways.
He nodded his head and continued working on his things.
I devoured the entire plate in minutes. I didnât realize just how hungry I was. The only thing left were crumbs, and it made me disgusted by myself. Iâd never eaten so much in such a short amount of time in my entire life.
âHave you finished your food?â He asked from his office. I finished piling up my dishes and spoke.
âYes, master. It was very good. Thank you.â I said. I stepped into the doorway of his office and looked at him. He looked very tired like he hadnât been sleeping well lately. His hair was tousled on his head and he had dark circles under his eyes that were starting to show.
âCome here.â He said. I did as he asked even though I wanted to do anything but that. I stopped about a foot away and he looked me over once before speaking again.
âYou realize I have to break you in soon, right?â He asked. I was hoping we could get by with it never happening but I know thatâll never happen. The thought of losing my virtue to him makes me so angry. But it also gives me butterflies and I hate it. Why do I have to be so.. weird about him?
âYes, master,â I said in a low voice.
âYouâve never laid with a man before, have you?â He asked.
âNo, master. I was waiting for my mate.â I said sadly. How could he insult my virtue like that? Iâm a princess, not a whore. He tensed for a moment at the word mate. He waited a few moments before he continued speaking.
âWhy donât you retire to your chambers for the rest of the evening. Thereâs nothing else I need.â He said. I looked up at him confused for a moment but nodded my head.
âYes, master,â I said. He looked like he had more to say but he never did besides to excuse me.
âYou may leave.â He said. I bowed my head and made my way out of his chambers.
To say I was relieved is an understatement. I wanted out before he tried to force himself on me like Richard and Marv. If I could get away with never having to please the King, I just might make it.
I made it to my room and shut the door. I walked over to the chair beside my bed and sat down, King Viktorâs scent filled my nose. Thatâs odd. I leaned my head over my shoulder and sniffed the chair. He has definitely been in this chair recently. But for what?
I donât ever remember him being in here.. did he watch me sleep? No. Thatâs absurd, Violette. Why do you have to conjure such ridiculous thoughts? There is no reason for it. Maybe itâs his scent on me and Iâm just going crazy.
I shook it out of my mind and stood up. Goddess, itâs hot as h*ll in here! I took my dress off and climbed into bed, leaving the comforter off and only using the thin sheet as a cover. Sleep took me within minutes and I found myself falling into an abyss of endless nightmares once again.
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