Didnât really give a fuck about attending this party. Iâm here only out of duty as Seanâs lifelong friend. Heâs like a brother to me. I hate weddings and everything about them. Two people lying to each other about loving one another for eternity is simple bullshit we make up to make our souls feel less empty. The world would be a much better place if people just accepted that and embraced that truth. Weâd be less distracted.
Problem is, everyone is hoping their lives will be like the works of literature my mother read to me over and over as a boy.
Those books are an excellent escape, no doubt. But thereâs a reason why theyâre called fiction.
The word fiction comes from the Old French word ficcionâmeaning ruse. And thatâs what love is, a fucking ruse. Romantic love, at least.
Maybe I should be in a better mood, this is a party after all. Iâm just too fucking tired to pretend I give a fuck that Ax has found his soulmate, when less than a year ago he was fucking his way through every sweetbutt who came into my clubhouse.
I focus on the necessary. That this wedding of his will prove useful to the club. Itâs the perfect, secluded place to take the piece of shit weâve been hunting and get some answers from him before we gut him from the inside out for fucking Masonâs underage sister. Brian âGatorâ Freeland. Weâve been watching him at the safe house heâs staying in, owned by the Disciples of Sin. Theyâre our rival club and weâve been keeping track of his movements there for over ten days, ever since we got word he was in Lakeshoreâabout thirty minutes from Harmony.
Weâve been learning his habits, whoâs protecting him, how to get in, how to get out. The mission weâve planned to get him out tomorrow afternoon and to Tybee Island rests fully on me. If anyone is hurt, itâs on my back as president. On the flip side, if we ruin Axâs wedding⦠again, Iâm to blame, and that would be worse because Iâll answer to Shelly on that one. No one wants to answer to Shelly, Iâve seen that woman shoot a man in the kneecap for accusing her son of stealing.
Ruin his wedding? Iâm a fucking dead man.
Between nabbing our soon-to-be prisoner Gator without any of my men getting hurt, getting a new clinic supplied in Savannah by Saturday to make up for stolen product, and Kai and me finishing a custom paint job on a bike for a Braves player, all I want to do tonight is knock around the heavy bag, head to my shop to catch up on some work and maybe get some fucking peace and quiet.
I thrive on regiment. Routine and control. My men know Iâm a very prepared leader, not easily surprised. I normally know every single person about to step foot into this clubhouse, so color me fucking shocked when I was on my way to the bar to congratulate the bride, and a little hummingbird flew into my crosshairs.
Brinley Rose Beaumont.
The woman whose pulse I can see thrumming away in her slender, silky throat from here. The woman I havenât been able to stop thinking about since I first laid eyes on her sitting at the coffee shop over a week ago, turning away from me like I may corrupt her just from looking at her. Itâs highly fucking unusual I even remember her, because normally I donât think of a woman at all after I make the decision to either stop looking at her or pull my dick out of her.
Whichever happens first.
But this womanâs mere existence, for some reason, just fucking thunderstruck me.
The moment I saw her, I had the uncontrollable urge to pull her into the alley, tie her wrists together with that shirt around her waist, and make her scream my name until she was begging me instead of snubbing me.
At first, I thought she was a tourist, but something about the way she didnât even really look up in surprise when she heard our bikes and the way her body tensed told me she knew my club and that she was local. That, and the Georgia plates on the car she got into when she left the dress shop. I forced myself to stop watching her out the window, the way she walked, unsure of her beauty, unassuming, probably tapped on the hand with a ruler as a child every time she got out of line. Shoulders back, quick little ladylike strides.
She screamed ballet lessons and cotillion.
I rationalized that Iâd probably find out sheâs too young, boring as fuck, maybe had the same preppy boyfriend since she was in high school, but still, there was something about her I couldnât get out of my head. Enough to make me hand Kai her license plate number when I got back to the clubhouse and order him to tell me everything about her.
Turns out, I was right.
She is youngâalmost nine years younger than meâshe is exactly who I thought she was, the daughter of an upscale Atlanta real estate lawyer, her whole family belonged to the Crested River Country Club, she was a fucking debutant, and she does have a preppy boyfriend in Atlanta. So, I shouldnât give one fuck who she is or why sheâs brought her heart-shaped ass into my clubhouse.
Except now that sheâs standing here in front of me, I canât look away, and I find myself wondering how fucking stupid her Atlanta boyfriend is.
The answer is a special kind of stupid to ever let her come in here looking like this. He might as well have served her up on a silver fucking platter for my taking.
Her long, thick hair, as black as my soul, falls in shiny waves over her shoulders, sheâs got a classic vibe about her, everything is completely natural and wholesome, high cheekbones, wide blue eyes. The only unholy things about her? Her full pouty lips and the little dimple in her chin. Watching her nervously fidget in the dim bar lights, I find myself picturing all the ungodly depraved things I can do with those lips, particularly biting into them just enough to break the surface and watch them bleed before wrapping them around my cock.
I catch Brinleyâs gaze now and hold it. The pale yellow dress she wears is strapless and short in the front, offering me the supple curve of her inner thighs. All her upper back, slender arms and completely biteable neck are on full display. The tight bodice pushes her perky tits up, boasting the type of cleavage I would make a home in. Iâm willing to bet thereâs not a shred of ink on her skin or even the hint of a piercing other than her gold hoops at her ears. Good girl to her core.
The way her eyes widen and fill with fear as I approach her drives me fucking wild.
âBrinleyâ¦â I speak her name and feel her skin turn to goosebumps under my knuckles. Her entire body is wired with electricity and it pulses through her to me. âThe good girl with the smart mouth?â I assume. I smirk, wanting to toy with her a little more. âIf you arenât careful, little hummingbird, I may have to use that mouth to set you straight.â I feel the heat from her skin, hear the pant in her shaky breath. I lean in on a gut instinct so strong I couldnât fight it if I tried as the thought overwhelms me. âBut maybe thatâs exactly what you want⦠maybe youâre sick of being good, yeah?â
âE-Excuse me?â she stutters in that smoky voice that goes straight to my dick. The shock she wears isnât surprising but the second of longing I see in her eyes when I back up is. Itâs what tells me my gut is right. I wonât force her, Iâll let her get there on her own.
âWhen you figure it out, come and find me.â
I can hear her panting behind me as I seek out a place to sit with a satisfied grin on my face.
Didnât give a fuck where that was going to be, until right this second.
Now, I just want to be somewhere where I can watch Brinley more closely.
If she turns out to be as bland as she is on paper, maybe Iâll be able to stop fucking thinking about her.
I make my way to the center of the room, choosing a table, knowing wherever I sit, my brothers and their women will follow, and so will my prey.