âThatâs it, nice and slow,â I tell my oldest son Sebastian. âSqueeze the trigger halfway, you donât want it to come out too quickly or youâll just make a mess and youâll have to start over.â
His brow knots in concentration as he focuses on the fine lines heâs mapped out on the gas tank of his own bike weâve been refinishing. A bike heâll be able to ride anytime, anywhere, in just two short months when itâs done and he turns seventeen. By then, heâll be able to get his full M class. Heâs already been riding with his permit for three months and heâs a natural. It makes his brother chomp at the bit to get his permit, but he has to wait another two years.
âFuck,â he bites out when he moves outside the lines with the paint heâs airbrushing.
âEh,â I tell him gruffly. âNot in front of your mother.â
Behind me, my gorgeous bride of fifteen years scoffs, her attitude has only grown stronger as has her beauty. At forty-one, she looks better than any twenty-five-year-old could, she says itâs thanks to always being sexually satisfied. Tells me itâs the fountain of youth and she must be right because I donât feel anywhere near my almost forty-nine years.
âSorry,â Seb mutters.
âSame thing I say every time, Seb, you gotta slow down, take your time. You think your dad got this good by rushing?â Brinley asks. âAnd by the way, if you two think I donât know how you talk when Iâm not around, youâre fucking crazy.â She winks. âBe cleaned up in an hour, I donât want grease monkeys at my daughterâs graduation,â she says, moving in to kiss my lips.
Her signature jasmine scent is like heaven in my shop.
I pull her close and linger there a little longer.
âDisgusting,â Micah, our almost fifteen-year-old son, says as he comes into the shop. Heâs already too big for the suit heâs wearing, and we just bought it last year for his own middle school graduation. Both my boys are almost as big as I am, much larger than I even was at their age and theyâll be a team to reckon with one day.
âAgreed, canât you two cut that shit out,â Seb says without looking up.
âBe happy we love each other,â Brinley says, cuffing Seb on the back of his head.
âMom, now I have to start that whole line over.â
âGuess thatâll teach you to mind your manners then, wonât it?â she asks him with an eyebrow raised.
âCome on, letâs let the hem out of those,â she says to Micah when she eyes up his pants. Sheâs wearing a little sundress, and it isnât without great effort that I donât kick both my boys out and take her right on my workbench. Later, I tell myself.
Seventeen years with this woman, three kids, two businesses, and club life, and the only thing thatâs constant is the way I want her. Everything changes around us daily. Kids grow up, people live, people die, people move away, our businesses have changed.
My detail shop has moved to our property. After Seb started preschool, we expanded here so Kai and I could work and still take the kids to school while Brinley grew Hummingbird Designs to become one of Savannahâs most sought-after interior design companies.
The club has changed, weâve patched in new members, seen members pass, and members retire. Weâve had times of peace and times of worry but through it all, Iâve never stopped wanting her, and Iâve always tried to make Brinley and our family my focus. Itâs been the greatest joy of my life to raise our kids with her and have my club family by our side.
I watch as Seb starts over, heâs got the passion I had at his age. Heâs big like me but handsome so the girls are already coming around more often than not. Heâs eager to learn and eager to follow in my footsteps, a thought that fills me with pride and worries me all the same.
âFuck yeah,â he says as he masters his grid. The design is sick; Iâll give him that. Even Kai is impressed with his skill.
âThis bike is gonna get me every fucking girl in school,â he says.
I chuckle and pull my mask off.
âItâs gonna be hard to get any girl if your mother kills you for not being ready on time.â
âCan we come back out tonight? When the party winds down?â he asks, looking both grown up and so young at the same time.
âYeah, come on. If we donât hurry, both of them will be on us,â I say.
Seb shudders. âSounds like a nightmare.â He laughs, knowing his baby sister is just as feisty as his mother.
I chuckle harder and pat his shoulder as we walk. Itâs moments like this when the only regret I have is that my mother never got to see this life Iâm living. Although, if I listen to my still faith-filled wife, my motherâs been watching over us and guided me to my little hummingbird the day her long raven hair, shining in the sun, caught my attention. The day my life changed forever.
Brinley
Our backyard is bustling after a massive barbeque dinner with the entire Hounds of Hell MC, all the kidsâ friends and people celebrating our fourteen-year-old daughter Harlowâs middle school graduation.
For nineteen full years, Gabriel has been the Hounds of Hell president, and the club has never been more lucrative or peaceful. Over the last sixteen years, heâs had the clubâs help with founding an additional three clinics for a total of nine now in the Savannah and Atlanta areas and theyâre pushing into Florida clinics with recovery medications.
Heâs aligned himself with the right people for protection and is working for the greater good. Heâs also become an ear for any veterans who need help or need to talk, following their return home from active duty.
Is my husband unconventional? Yes. Does he do things that make me question his sanity? Also, yes. But heâs a proud man who does so much more good than he does bad.
I stand close to the edge of the woods where long rows of tables have been set up with condiments and paper plates, watching our family and friends talk and laugh while music plays. Some of the kids dance and some swim in the pool that Gabriel installed ten years ago when he added onto the house to fit all our kids.
Our kids have grown up as club kids, but Harlow is the baby and every single person we love has fawned over her since the day she was born, and why wouldnât they?
I watch her now, in her pink graduation dress Gabriel thought was too short, holding Sean and Laylaâs three-year-old son Max on her hip as she talks to Shelly and some of the club elders. Harlow has been a joy since the day she was bornâhappy, always smiling, always willing to help. Sheâs better than both Gabe and I are, thatâs for sure. And oddly enough, she has a heart for ministry. She works with the local Salvation Army and their community outreach programs in Savannah, and at only fourteen has more volunteer hours than most of her friends combined.
Gabriel thinks sheâs going to change the world someday and I donât disagree, but thereâs one thing about her that amuses me. She has her fatherâs feisty I-donât-give-a-fuck attitude through and through. No one messes with her. On the outside, sheâs a sweet little thing. She looks a lot like I did when I was young, with her long black hair, but sheâs a thousand times more beautiful than I ever was. Itâs truly the bane of Gabrielâs existence that soon enough sheâll have boys calling on her.
I snort back laughter every time I think about it. Good luck with her brothers and Gabriel on standby. Sheâll be thirty before that poor girl gets a date.
âHow is she that old?â My husband wraps his arms around me, the way he always has from behind and kisses my neck.
âTime flies when youâre having fun, baby.â I turn to face him, patting the intricate hummingbird tattoo that takes up some good real estate below his left ear over his pulse point. A reminder every time I look at him that even if he is a man of little words, his actions and acts of service are and always have been his love language. There hasnât been a moment since Iâve been with Gabriel where I havenât felt completely taken care of and loved without measure.
I look out to the lake where the sun sinks behind the horizon as our party wears on.
âIâm gonna head to the shop soon with Seb. I promised him weâd work on his bike tonight,â he tells me.
I giggle.
âIâm pretty sure Seb is making out with Robbyâs granddaughter in his room, theyâre in the same class next year. Apparently, theyâre bonding over that,â I tell him. âHe thinks I didnât notice them sneak off together.â
Gabriel chuckles into my ear. âHeâs not as smooth as he thinks he is,â he says gruffly.
âI was just like him at that age, all I thought about was girls. He wonât take it too far; he knows the limit.â He kisses me. âGuess that means weâre waiting to work on the bike until tomorrow.â
âMm-hmm,â I say. âI donât even want to think about it, thatâs your department but Iâm not trying to be a forty-year-old grandmother. Hell, some women are just starting to have kids at my age.â
âMmm,â Gabriel groans into me, setting my cells on fire. âIs that what you want, for me to put another baby in this womb?â he asks in that voice that still drives me wild. His large hand presses against my low belly possessively.
How this man can be almost forty-nine and still be in better shape than most men half his age never ceases to amaze me. Gabriel even still looks the same just with those threads of silver through his dark hair. In my opinion, he hasnât grown older, just better.
âI find it weird that I have to say this twice in one day but⦠disgusting,â Micah says as he passes by us, shaking his head.
Gabriel and I both chuckle as he heads over and meets up with Sean and Laylaâs oldest son whoâs only a year younger than him.
âA toast,â Shelly calls out to the group of more than a hundred as all the solar Edison lights throughout our yard flicker on with the setting sun. âTo our baby, Harlow.â
We all turn and face Harlow whoâs smiling her beautiful smile and is thoroughly embarrassed by all the attention.
âNana!â she whines as Shelly waves her off.
âStop, baby, youâre getting a toast whether you want one or not.â
Harlow sets Max down and moves over to join Shelly across the yard. I spot Dell and his wife of ten years and nod. Heâs still a joy to consult with and has finally stopped looking at me like I made the wrong choice when I chose Gabriel.
âTo the sweetest soul we know, moving on to high school next year. Break some hearts, have some fun, and for Godâs sake, if youâre thinking of bringing a boy around, donât bring him around here if you want him to live.â
A chorus of hear, hearâs spark through the crowd from Sean, Kai, Robby, Mason, Flipp, and Gabriel followed by laughter from the crowd.
I look at my baby, she looks at me and rolls her eyes with the idea of all the overprotective men in her life acting like cavemen. The room toasts and the party continues with all the people we love surrounding us. We may not be perfect, but damn, we all love harder than any family Iâve ever known.
I laugh and give her dad a little backhand in his muscled chest.
Gabriel pinches my waist as the festivities continue. I use the back of my nails to grip and dig into his forearms behind me and he grabs me hard around my waist, pulling me into him where I feel his cock starting to swell already.
âYouâre in the mood to tussle, little hummingbird?â he asks, pulling me backward from the table with his lips on my neck. âEveryone is busyâ¦â
âMm-hmm⦠seems like it.â I smirk as Gabriel pulls me into the treeline.
âThink you still have what it takes to catch me, Pres?â I turn my face up to him and his lips come down on mine only once before his gruff whisper takes over and I prepare for flight.
âI guess weâll see, wicked girlâ¦â
âRun.â
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