Thereâs a type of adrenaline, a rush you get from planning something and executing it perfectly, managing to keep all your men safe.
Robby cuts through the fencing at the side of the DOS safe house. Weâve received word that one of Gatorâs protection backups has just arrived at his regular escortâs motel room. Gatorâs never alone but this is the closest heâll get.
Heâs hiding out like a fucking bitch.
I should be laser focused. I should have a one-track mind to get in, grab Gator, and get the fuck out, but I donât. Iâm goddamn distracted by the woman who hasnât answered my text all morning, after I specifically told her to and itâs pissing me off.
âHow are we?â Robby asks Kai over the walkie. Kai is in our service van on Country Road 3âthe only road that leads to this dilapidated piece of shit house.
âClear,â Kai says back. âLoop is still up and running on their security system, so be quick.â
Robby, Ax, and I squeeze through the gaping hole in the fence thatâs in the woods at the back of the property and we wait. Weâve been studying these grounds for almost two weeks, weâve got the land deeds, and we know every single person coming and going. Weâre ready and weâre not leaving here without the man who stole Masonâs little sisterâs innocence. One rule we live by? Women and kids are off fucking limits. Break those rules, you die, no matter who you are.
I listen for sound, for movement, anything, but thereâs nothing. Just insects and nature. The rain from this morning has been gone for hours but the grass is still damp under our boots.
âGo,â I tell Ax, pointing in the direction of the house thatâs over a hundred yards away. We take off, moving steadily through the trees and pop out near the backside of the house. My gun is a comforting and familiar weight in my hands as we make our way through the clearing between the woods and the back of this shithole theyâre calling home. The moment my boot touches the edge of the clearing gunshots fill the air. We expected that.
I look back to Robby to check that heâs still good. He ducks behind a barrel, while Ax and I duck behind the deck rail. The deck is cluttered with furniture and old tires for us to take cover. We assess the direction the bullets fly from and how many shooters there are. Time moves oddly slow when youâre in a combat situation.
Itâs the bodyâs way to fight for survival. Your training kicks in and you begin to run on autopilot and instinct. You become hyper aware of everything around youâthe way the trees move, any creak in the floorboards, the wind. Everything.
I take aim and blast an empty beer can on the opposite side of the deck from where I am, hoping whoever is inside of the house isnât as smart as I am. Iâm happy to find out he isnât as he pushes the door open and shoots. I snipe him behind the ear and he drops lifeless to the deck, and I wait. I knew him, he was a rank-and-file memberâsloppy, always high. Thereâs usually two of them here at this time of day, so we wait for the second target for a few minutes, even though we know we only have a forty-five-minute window before number three is back. The absence of our second shooter makes me nervous.
I get my eyes on Robby and point to the side window. Not a chance weâre going in the back to be sitting ducks for Gator. I creep along the side of the deck until Iâm under the window and pull a small pocket mirror out of my cut, using it to see inside. A shaky hand holding a Glock 17 points toward the back door. I wait.
Call it a side effect from growing up with my father. Patience. The ability to stay calm in an intense situation. I could go off half cocked and shoot the gun out of his hand or I could wait for a better shot and determine if this is, in fact, Gator shooting at us and if heâs alone. He doesnât know Iâm here, so I have the advantage. He inches forward, and I confirm it is Gator. Heâs seen better days. Hole yourself up virtually alone in a cabin with various painkillers and booze, and I suppose youâd look the sameâdirty, skittish, afraid.
Itâs why Iâve never put that garbage in my body. Itâs a weaker manâs escape.
The moment I get a clear shot through the window, I take it. I donât want to kill him. Yet.
Weâre gonna have some fun with him first and help him understand exactly why fucking with a sixteen-year-old is a bad fucking decision.
My shot hits Gator square in his right shoulder and he drops his arm, his gun clattering to the floor. I look back to Robby, then to Ax whoâs still behind the deck rail and point to the back door. Ax takes off to climb the deck and I cover him. If Gator manages to reach for his gun, heâll be down a hand before he ever picks it up.
I signal for Robby to move. He busts through the front door and kicks Gatorâs gun to the other side of the room. I keep my eyes firmly planted on Robbyâs figure through the window as he moves through the tiny house.
âClear,â he sounds to let me know weâre good to go.
I pull my walkie out of my back pocket. âStill good?â I ask Kai. âWeâre securing the package now.â
âAll good,â Kai responds.
Minutes later, after Iâve gagged and dragged Gatorâs heavy ass almost all the way across the property, a bike speeds down the old drive of the house and its young rider hops off it in seconds, firing at us. I turn to face him and hold Gator like a human shield. Like I said, I donât want him to die yet but if itâs him or me.
New guy runs toward us trying to dart behind junk throughout the yard. Iâm pretty sure heâs a prospect. Heâs nervous, itâs obvious by the way he shoots, everything is going wide or high and the closer he gets we can see heâs shaking.
Someone just sent this kid out here at the wrong time. Should have just kept on driving by, kid.
Robby takes a shot and hits the kid in the right shoulder. He drops to the ground, and we make it to the treeline with his garbled sounds echoing in the distance just as Kai and Mason bust through the trees for back up.
âGoing soft?â I chuckle to Robby as I stuff the feet of a whining and roughed up Gator in the back of the van. Itâs still covered in the prospectâs blood from last night and heâs out cold in the back. Gatorâs eyes grow wide when he sees another member of his club and that adrenaline I always chase courses through my veins.
âHeâs a kid, man. Fuck, canât be more than seventeen. Jesus, what the fuck is going on with this club?â Robby asks rhetorically, smacking Gatorâs head into the van wall.
âI hear ya,â I say. âThe kid will tell the club we took you,â I say to Gator. âMaybe theyâll try to come and save you.â I chuckle knowing they sure as hell wonât.
Gator mumbles something against his gag. Heâs scared shitless, he knows heâs fucked.
âTry not to bleed too much on my shit,â I add before slamming the door shut.
âThat was easy. I was hoping you wouldâve had to blow out one of his kneecaps to get him here,â Mason says, looking around as we move up to the passengerâs side door to tell him he and Kai are good to go.
I shrug. âSometimes itâs easy, sometimes itâs not.â I pat him on the arm. âPatience. Weâve got him and heâs all yours.â
I look around, no one in sight, still fifteen minutes before his number three is back.
Ax, Robby, and I get into my truck behind the van.
âTime to gut some squids, boys,â I say over the walkie to Kaiâs van. The men in my truck and Kai all shout out their own forms of âFuck yes.â And I grin.
Todayâs major problem is down.
Now to school my defiant little hummingbird in the art of doing what sheâs told.