Ijogged up the stairs towards the top floor of the house, heading for Illayanaâs room. The slightest trickle of surprise fluttered through me. I had to give it to the kid, he had balls.
I expected him to be quiet. Meek. Docile. Based on what Father told me about him, I thought heâd be a shy kid who was afraid of his own shadow. Not some disrespectful little shit who had no problem speaking his mind, even if it got him into trouble and reminded me too much of Lukyan for his own good.
I could definitely see glimpses of Mikhail in him. They had the same eyes. The same dark blonde hair. The same stubborn streak a mile long. If Dayton inherited Mikhailâs ruthlessness and business smarts, heâd be a force to be reckoned with when he got older. But only time would tell on that.
Tatiana, my sisterâs best friend, came bounding down the stairs. âHi Aleksandr. Bye Aleksandr,â she said, running past me and out of my field of vision before I could even respond.
I shrugged, continuing up the stairs. I rounded the corner at the top and froze when I saw Illayana and Lukyan in the hallway. âWhy do you two look like youâre up to no good?â
âNo reason,â they both responded at the same time, and my suspicions grew tenfold.
I know those two better than anyone else in the world. When our mother died and our father was so overcome with grief and rage he went on a killing spree, I was left to pick up the broken pieces of our family.
Illayana was only eleven when the Voznesenskys murdered our mother. Lukyan was thirteen. At twenty-four, I didnât know shit about taking care of kids. Up until that point, my life had consisted of training, fighting and being one of my motherâs personal guards.
The look on my younger siblingsâ faces right now was one Iâd seen many times over the yearsâprimarily when they were about to do something they werenât meant to be doing. Something that would get them into trouble.
I narrowed my eyes. âRight,â I said, letting the trace of suspicion I felt linger in my voice. I waved to the pile of suitcases next to them. âCome on, letâs get your stuff and get down to the car. The plane is waiting.â
They both shared a look with one another.
âAlright, seriously. Whatâs going on with you two?â I barked.
âI wanna talk to the girl. The one you took from Neroâs,â Illayana breathed out in a rush.
âNo,â I growled instantly, leaving no room for debate on the matter. I didnât need my little sister peppering Drea with question after question. Especially since I hadnât seen her since our littleâ¦incident.
âButââ
âI said no, Illayana. Now get your shit and move it.â I grabbed one of her suitcases in each hand and walked away, confident they would follow.
Father was waiting in the foyer when I got downstairs. All the stress Iâd seen when I was in his office was gone, hidden behind the Pakhan mask he kept in place around others. Father was an expert in compartmentalising his emotions. You would never be able to tell something was wrong just by looking at him. He made sure people only saw what he wanted them to see; a strong, ruthless leader without a worry in the world.
âYour sister on her way down?â Father asked, adjusting the cuffs on his Armani suit.
I nodded. âSheâs right behind me.â
The guard standing by the front door opened it and I walked outside. A black SUV was parked in the driveway, Dayton leaning casually against it. He was still dressed in the same clothes; ripped jeans and a black shirt with a denim jacket, his hat flipped backwards.
He looked up at the sound of the gravel crunching beneath my feet as I made way towards the car. He scowled and looked back down at his phone, dismissing me. The cuts on his face were angry and red, sticking out like a sore thumb on his pale skin.
Raised voices reached my ears. Nik and Tatiana were locked in a heated argument halfway down the driveway (what else was new?), screaming and yelling at each other like they did the majority of the time.
They were like two opposing forces, constantly fighting against one another, refusing to accept there was something deeper, something more meaningful going on between them.
Frustration radiated from Nik, his hands in his hair as if he was a heartbeat away from ripping it out in sheer exasperation. Tatiana was smirking, as if she was enjoying putting my brother through such turmoil.
I couldnât hear what they were arguing about but whatever it was, it was driving Nik crazy.
I thrust one of the suitcases in my hands at Dayton, the force jostling him. âPut these in the trunk,â I said, dropping the other one at his feet.
Dayton grumbled but didnât argue. I grabbed the keys from Samâone of our men, who drove the car here from the garageâand unlocked it, popping the boot open.
Lukyan stepped outside of the house a moment later, carrying one of Illayanaâs suitcases in one hand and a duffel bag in the other. He reached my side just as Dayton threw the suitcases I gave him into the boot, slamming it shut a bit more aggressively than was needed. Dayton climbed into the back seat next, slamming the car door with just as much force.
Lucky for him, heâd managed to keep quiet the entire time, otherwise I would have added another indiscretion to his count.
âWhoâs the kid?â Lukyan asked, throwing Illayanaâs luggage in.
âHis name is Dayton. Heâs Mikhailâs son.â
Lukyan frowned. âMikhail has a son?â
âApparently,â I grunted. âHeâs here for training.â
âUh oh,â Lukyan sang with humour. âIf youâre the one doing it, I wish him all the luck in the world. Heâs gonna need it.â
My brows lowered. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âIt means youâre a hardass. Even more so than Father.â
Nikâs angry voice cut through the air. âFine! Get yourself killed! See if I fucking care.â He turned his back on Tatiana and marched towards the house.
Lukyan opened his mouth.
âDonât,â Nik snapped, stomping past. âI donât want to hear it.â
Lukyan held his palms up, not saying a word.
Like me, he knew there was no point. When it came to Tatiana, there was no reasoning with Nik. He was stubborn as hell on a normal day, but whenever Tatiana was involved, he was even more headstrong.
Tatiana had her hands on her hips, glaring after him. She took a step in his direction, stopped, shook her head and turned around, walking away.
âThe sooner those two get over their issues, the better,â Lukyan said, shaking his head.
I grunted in agreement. I wasnât sure they ever would though. Something happened between the two of them a few years ago. I had no idea what, and I was pretty sure Illayana didnât even know about it. The only reason I did was because I ran into Nik right afterwards. Iâd never seen my brother so broken.
Whatever it was created a rift between them, one that despite their overwhelming sexual tension and feelings for one another, they couldnât seem to get past.
Adrian came around from the side of the house, a large duffel bag slung over his shoulder. As Fatherâs personal bodyguard, Adrian usually went everywhere he did. But when Illayana agreed to marry Arturo, there were a number of families within the Bratva that were very unhappy about it.
The opportunity to marry into the Pakhanâs family was something a lot of the other families vied for. Since Illayana was Fatherâs only daughter, that opportunity vanished the moment she said âI doâ.
Nobody was stupid enough to voice their displeasure outright. Questioning the Pakhan was a death sentence. That didnât stop them from talking amongst themselves though, from causing discontent to grow within our ranks.
Father, being the overly paranoid man he was, wanted to make sure Illayana was always protected in the event someone decided to act on their anger. Assigning his top fighter to be her permanent guard was his way of ensuring she always had someone watching her back.
Adrian greeted me with a nod of his head before climbing into the back of the SUV.
Illayana walked out of the front door, her blue eyes glistening, sadness etched all over her face.
I frowned. She looked like she was going to cry. My sister never cried. I took a step towards her and froze, my back stiffening. My eyes hooked onto the necklace around her throat.
A painful memory slammed into me with such force it took my breath away, making me choke. I couldnât stop it from taking over, dragging me under like a powerful current in the ocean. The world around me slipped away as I was thrust into the past.
âAleksy, come help me with this,â my mother Yekaterina said, looking at me from the mirror in front of her.
She sat at the vanity table in her bedroom, holding a silver locket in between her manicured fingers. She was in an elegant, long-sleeved black lace dress, her dark hair down with a few strands braided back. Her blue eyes were a few shades lighter than my own. There was the smallest amount of make up on her heart-shaped face, just enough to accentuate her delicate features.
I pushed off the wall, making my way over to her. âI donât think this is a good idea. Maybe I shouldnât go.â
Mother spun in her chair to face me. âDonât be ridiculous. You have to go. Youâve been waiting for years for an opportunity to prove yourself to your father.â
âIf he knew I was leaving you unprotected to attend this meetââ I shook my head, my words dying off at the thought.
I knew exactly how he would react. As one of my motherâs bodyguards, it was my job, my responsibility to keep her safe. Ever since I was seventeen I went where she went, a constant presence looming over her, warning others away. I never left her side when we were out of the house. If Father knew I was even entertaining the idea, he would beat me within an inch of my life.
Shrugging, Mother smiled, a twinkle in her eyes. âHe doesnât have to know.â She handed me the necklace and turned around, lifting her hair off her shoulders.
It was one of her most prized possessions and she never left the house without it on.
I sighed, clipping it around her neck. âFather will find out.â
âAnd if he does, I will deal with him,â Mother said, straightening her shoulders.
If there was anyone in the world that could put Dimitri Volkov in his place, it was his wife. There was nothing he wouldnât do to make her happy.
âI donât think itâs worth the risk. What if something happens? No. There will be other opportunities.â
Mother stood, turning to face me. âI will be fine. Iâm only going to The Arch and back home. I promise not to go anywhere else. Plus, Iâll have Aaron and Borik with me. Thatâs more than enough protection.â
Her words should have made me feel better. The Arch was a casino we owned. It was in our territory. Our men were the security guards. Aaron and Borik were both skilled soldiers. So why did the ball of anxiety in my chest continue to grow, expanding until it felt like it was going to crush me?
I couldnât shake this horrible feeling that something bad was going to happen and I wouldnât be there to protect her.
âNo.â I shook my head. âNo, Iâm coming with you. Iâm notââ
âAleksy,â Mother cut in, gripping my arms and forcing me to look at her. Even with her heels on, she was still several feet shorter than me. âRelax and breathe. Youâre stressing yourself out over nothing. As far as your father knows, Iâll be here, but in the event he finds out I went to The Arch, I will tell him it was an unplanned trip. Totally spontaneousâwhich it is. Up until a few hours ago I had no intention of going out, but Natasha invited me, and itâs been so long since Iâve spent quality time with her. Nothing bad is going to happen. Iâll be perfectly safe at The Arch. I know you take your job as my bodyguard seriously, but youâre the future head of the Bratva. The responsibilities that come with that outweigh your responsibilities to me. You canât worry about me when youâre meant to be focused on the task in front of you. This deal your father has with The Triad is an important one. You need to be there not only to learn from the interaction, but to watch your fatherâs back.â
I grumbled, turning away. Everything she said made sense. I knew she was right. I just hated the idea of leaving my motherâs safety in the hands of others.
âFine,â I exhaled heavily, rolling my neck. âYou win. Iâll go.â I should have known better than to argue with my mother anyway. She was who we all inherited our stubbornness from. I was sure of it. âAnd stop calling me Aleksy. Iâm twenty-four years old. Iâm not a baby anymore.â
Mother smiled a beautiful, radiant smile that lit up the entire room. âYouâll always be my baby, Aleksy.â She touched my cheek softly. âMoy pervenets,â My firstborn.
Those were the last words my mother ever said to me.
The memory faded just as quickly as it came on, tearing me back into the present.
Illayanaâs worried eyes were on me. âAleksandrââ
âQuiet,â I barked out, raising my palm in the air, trying to get a grip on the chaotic emotions quickly overtaking me.
It had been ten years since that day and the pain of her death was just as bad now as it was back then. The guilt I felt for not being there to protect her ate away at me every day like a cancer. In that one moment, I sealed my motherâs fate. Because of that one decision, I would never hear her voice again. Never watch on as she gave Father a hard time for being too strict on us. Never enjoy the hot bowl of botvinia soup she would make me when I was sick.
I would never see her smile again. Out of everything, it was the thing I missed the most. When Mother smiled at you, you couldnât help but smile back. It didnât matter what was going on in your life, if you were sad or angry. Her smile was comforting, warm. Like a tight hug.
Hesitation flashed across Illayanaâs face, her mouth opening and closing like she wanted to say something but wasnât sure if she should or not. Her suitcase was on the ground at her feet, her arms up as if she wanted to reach out and hug me, to offer comfort.
I didnât deserve her comfort.
I turned my back to her, heading for the car. âGet in,â I said, opening the passenger-side door. âWe need to go.â
Adrian and Lukyan were already in the backseat next to Dayton, having moved sometime after Illayana came outside.
Illayana picked up her luggage and rushed over. She looked at me, brows forming into a small frown. âAleksandrââ
âGet in, Illayana.â
Her lip curled in dissatisfaction, but she did as I said.
I climbed in, turned on the car and pulled away from the house, heading down our long driveway. The iron gates swung open when we got close and I drove out onto the road towards the airstrip.
An awkward, tense silence hung in the air, thick and uncomfortable. Lukyan, being the class clown he so naturally was, decided to fill it.
He turned to the sullen teenager sitting next to him. âIâm Lukyan.â He offered his hand.
âDayton,â he grumbled back, not even looking at Lukyan, staring out the window like he was the main character in some emotional rom-com movie.
It didnât bother Lukyan in the slightest though. I glanced in the rear-view mirror just in time to see Lukyan point at the cuts on Daytonâs face.
âThat courtesy of my brother? He can be such an ass sometimes.â Lukyan lifted the sleeve of his shirt, revealing a scar roughly the same size. âHe did this to me when I was sexting a chick during a training session.â He turned his head slightly and stretched out his neck, pointing to another scar. âThis one I got because I showed up late to a deal with The 18th Street Gang. And this oneââ he rolled up the bottom of his pants, showing another long, thin scar, ââwas for the time I packed an order wrong for a client while I was drunk and accidentally gave them waaaay more than I should have.â
Dayton looked at Lukyan in shock, his mouth open and eyes wide.
âA little advice from someone whoâs been in your shoes?â Lukyan leaned towards him and lowered his voice, though I could still hear him. âDo what he says. Donât be disrespectful and donât fuck around. My brother has no problem hurting someone to get his point across. All the scars on my body are proof of that. If you want to learn from himââ
âI donât want to learn from him,â Dayton cut in, glaring at me through the rearview mirror. âI donât even want to be here.â
Lukyan frowned, leaning back. âWhy are you then?â
âMy mumâs a whore and a junkie, and I didnât get along with her new husband. Out of the two of us she likes him more, so she sent me off to live with my sperm donor of a father, who sent me here instead,â Dayton scoffed. âThe moment I can get away from this place and you crazy people, the better.â
My head tilted to the side in thought, Daytonâs words flying through my mind. Something was off about the way he spoke of his mother. There was so much anger and contempt drowning in his voice. He clearly didnât like the woman. And if what he said was true, she didnât hold much love for him either.
I couldnât even begin to understand what that would be like, having the one person who was meant to always love and protect you choose someone else over you. Heâd been abandoned by her, shipped off to a man heâd never met before who, in turn, sent him somewhere else.
No wonder the kid was so bitter.
A lone figure jogging up the side of the road caught my attention. It was Tatiana. She lived about fifteen miles from us and was very big on running. Apparently it was one of the main sources of Nikâs frustration with her. Tatiana didnât care if it was bright and sunny or pitch-black outside. If she wanted to run, she did.
Illayana put down her window and stuck half her body out. She put two fingers in her mouth and blew a loud wolf whistle at Tatiana as we drove past.
Tatiana gave the middle finger in return.
Illayana laughed, climbing back into the car and putting the window back up.
The rest of the drive was surprisingly uneventful. Iâd even go as far as to say it was relaxing, which is a word I never thought Iâd use around Lukyan and Illayana.
When we got to the airstrip the jet was already on the tarmac, fuelled up and ready to go. Two flight attendants, a man and a woman, were standing in front of the stairs that led onto the plane. Once the car came to a stop they rushed over, taking all the luggage and putting it onboard. Adrian jumped out, giving them a hand.
They, along with the pilot, were paid very, very well for their time, making themselves available to us whenever we needed them.
âWell, this is it big brother,â Lukyan sniffed, pretending to wipe a tear from his eye. âNo, no, no. You donât have to say anything. I know how emotional you get with farewells, so Iâll do all the talking.â He took a deep, shuddering breath. âIââ
âGet out of my car, Lukyan,â I cut in, turning in my seat to face him, my arm resting on the steering wheel.
Lukyanâs bottom lip dropped, like a toddler about to break out in a fit of tears. He shuffled along the backseat until he got to the door, his head bent. Then, out of nowhere, he sprang forward like a jack-in-the-box and planted a wet, sloppy kiss on my cheek. âLove you!â he yelled, bolting from the car.
âArgh, yuck Lukyan! Ty derâmo!âYou shithead! I wiped my cheek with the back of my hand. âDisgusting! Good riddance.â
Illayana chuckled in the front seat. âYou going to kick me out too?â she winked.
I grunted. âYou get five minutes. If you want them.â I knew my sister very well and I noticed the change in her the moment we got to the airstrip.
She was nervous. Hesitant. Anxious. Here, she knew her role. As an Enforcer, her responsibilities began and ended with whatever job we assigned her. She didnât have to think about anything else, worry about anything else.
She was about to go from having no responsibility to having a mountain of it. And she was so uneasy about it, I half expected her to throw up from the stress. I could see the panic in her eyes.
âHey,â I said softly. âYouâve got this. Thereâs nothing you canât do if you put your mind to it. You go to New York and show them what us Volkovs are made of.â
She smiled softly. âBut Iâm not a Volkov anymore.â
âSestra,â Sister. I laid a hand on her shoulder in comfort. âIt doesnât matter what your last name is. Youâll always be a Volkov.â