My chest burned a little, coughing fits taking me for a run every few hours, but I wasnât the sort to call in sick or go running to the ER for help due to a little cough. Amelia had been under the weather for days now following Mr. Tharmorâs absence. It was probably the bronchitis they passed around, but I had to grit my teeth and work through it. With the new marketing push going on I had no time to sit back and play hooky, even for something like this.
I tossed a soiled tissue into the trash and willed my eyes to focus on the reports. Our lead generation had gone through the roof thanks to Amelia and her teamâs brilliant marketing. Theyâd chosen a red and blue color scheme that really popped off the computer screen, which I was certain was the real reason for the adâs success. Our sales were skyrocketing over this, and while it wasnât the sort of work we were used to doing, it was helping generate revenue weâd been losing for the past few months.
The phone buzzed across my desk like it had a mind of its own, dragging me out of my numbers haze. I saw the name on the screenâGerard Milletâand immediately felt a pinch in my chest that had nothing to do with the cough still dragging through me like barbed wire.
I cleared my throat and answered. âMr. Millet. Just reviewing the projections. Iâve got you down for a demo next weekâ ââ
âYeah, listen, Xander.â His tone was apologetic, which meant nothing good ever followed. âYouâve been great, and the tech is solid, but weâre moving forward with another partner.â
I leaned back in my chair, silent for a beat too long. âAnother partner?â
âTacticon,â he said, not bothering to pad it. âThey threw in a six-month integration package and cut their licensing fee in half. I mean, your platform looks cleaner, but theirs ⦠you know how it is. Upper management likes the spreadsheet with fewer zeros.â
I let out a breath through my nose, jaw tight. âYou said after the golf meeting the contract was nearly finalized.â
âI know,â he said quickly. âI meant it at the time. But I donât make these decisions alone. My CFO and legal team flagged the cost margin and started pulling comparisons. Tacticon came back fast with sweeteners.â
âSweeteners,â I repeated, standing up and walking to the window, needing the movement. âAnd stability doesnât matter anymore? Weâve been in the space two years longer than they have. Our platform doesnât glitch out in the middle of team syncs.â
âItâs not personal,â he said, his voice quieter now. âYouâre still ahead, tech-wise. But you know how procurement is. Dollars speak.â
I said nothing for a moment, eyes scanning the skyline like it might offer answers.
âThis decisionâs going to bite you in six months,â I muttered, half to myself.
âI hope not,â he replied. âBut listen, I still believe in what youâre building. If anything changes with Tacticon, Iâll be back on the line. And I meant it when I said we should keep in touch.â
I ended the call without another word, letting the phone fall back to the desk with a dull thud.
ProForge, Tacticonâit didnât matter. Every one of these firms was circling like vultures, nipping at our ankles while we were mid-sprint. They didnât have to be better, just cheaper. And right now, I was bleeding patience.
I stood there, chewing over the loss, until the familiar tension settled in between my shoulders. That call could wait. Langston, Milletâit was a pattern now.
I picked up my phone again and scrolled to Ameliaâs name.
She answered on the second ring. âHey. Whatâs up?â
âNeed you in my office. Now.â I didnât wait for confirmation before hanging up.
I stayed standing, phone still in my hand, staring at the city beyond the glass.
It didnât matter how sharp our product was or how solid the pitch. I couldnât seem to close these dealsânot like he had. Laurence had a way with people. Clients trusted him. Believed in him. Half of them were still here because of promises he made before I bought the company.
Iâd thought I could take what he built and scale it. Make it better. Sleeker. Smarter.
But the trust he carried into every room didnât come with the sale.
I glanced at the screen againâengagement was up, leads were pouring in. Amelia was killing it. The whole team was delivering. But conversions? Still slipping through my fingers.
I didnât build this company. And sometimes, it felt like the clients knew it.
A quiet knock broke the thought before Amelia slipped inside, a soft rustle of her cardigan brushing against the doorframe. Her cheeks were still a little flushed from whatever was left of the fever, and her nose was pink from the cold meds or tissues, or both. But her eyes were clear now, focused. Sharp.
âHey,â she said, stepping in fully, a portfolio under her arm and her phone in her hand. âYou sounded murdery on the phone.â
I didnât respond. Just turned the monitor slightly toward her as I sank back into my chair.
She circled around behind me without askingâshe never askedâand leaned over my shoulder to get a better look at the dashboard. The scent of her hit me like a punch: warm vanilla and citrus and something uniquely her. Her hair brushed my temple as she pointed at a section of the heatmap.
âWeâre getting the most traction on the side-scroll version of the landing page,â she said, sniffing softly. âThat weird decision we made to test vertical versus horizontal layouts? It worked. Horizontal won, hands down. Sixty percent increase in engagement from mobile users alone.â
I barely heard her. I mean, I heard her. The words were there. But her body was closeâtoo close. Her arm was braced on the desk beside mine, her breath warm against my cheek. And the way she leaned, bent slightly at the waist, chest pressing softly against my shoulder â¦
It was like gravity stopped working properly. All my focus tunneled.
I turned my head slightly, glancing up at her, and before I could stop myself, the words slipped out.
âYou do realize you look incredibly sexy right now.â
Her head snapped toward me, brows lifted, surprisedâbut not offended. Not exactly. Her gaze flicked around my face, but she didnât pull away.
âIâm going over engagement metrics,â she said, her voice dry, amused. âNot pole dancing on your desk.â
âYouâre the one who leaned in like that.â And my Lord did I want her to lean closer. Her tits brushing over my shoulder was horribly distracting when I was so stressed out. I shouldâve been thrilled with the marketing success, but not landing clients ate at me. She was the remedy I wanted.
âSorry,â she said quickly, standing, tugging the edge of her cardigan closed over her topânot that it helped. Those perfect fleshy globes were imprinted on my thoughts. âIâll make sure to dress more professionally next time.â
I looked up at her and let the silence stretch for a beat, then said, evenly, âThatâs not what I meant.â
She blinked. âNo?â
âNo,â I said, my voice low. âIâd rather see you in less.â
There was a pauseâone second, maybe twoâwhere I saw her cheeks darken, saw her throat work as she swallowed. She didnât move away. Just held my gaze like she wasnât sure whether to laugh or slap me. Or both.
And I had no idea which reaction would wreck me more.
âYou mentioned youâd thought about doing it again ⦠What we did in my car.â I stole a glance at the door, shut but not locked, and then I turned my swiveling computer chair to face her.
âI did,â she said, her finger curling around the pendant dangling by the thin chain around her neck.
âWhat would you say to an arrangement?â I paused for emphasis before continuing. âNo strings attached, no love, no relationshipâjust hot sex when either of us wants it.â Iâd been mulling it over, and I hadnât specifically planned to ask her, but the way she made me feel every time she walked into my office, I knew it would come up.
âSir, Iâ ââ
A hand covered her lips, her eyebrows high. I had her right where I wanted her, shocked and caught off guard, and it made my dick harden as I thought of bending her over my desk right now. What I wouldnât do â¦