âDAD.â I stood up when they brought him out. But he didnât look at me right away, just glanced my way, then lowered his head as he walked with a limp toward the barrier.
He was hurt, badly. His eye was swollen, his lips bleeding. The sight of that hit me hard. âJesus.â
He forced a smile as he sat. âItâs okay, Ry.â He nodded at a chair, urging me to do the same.
âDid they do that to you?â I whispered, unable to take my eyes off his face. His poor, beautiful face.
âItâs nothing I canât handle,â he said as tears welled in my eyes.
He leaned closer to the divider. âLook at me.â
Through the sheen of tears, I did.
âItâs nothing I canât handle. Now I need for you to do the same.â
My voice trembled, still I held it in. âT-they told you? Told you about the house?â
He just nodded and licked his lips before meeting my gaze. âYour momâs gonna do her best to keep you protected until I get out of here and figure all this out.â
Fear found me, so it been themâ¦
. Shit, this was worse than Iâd thought. âWhen, dad? When will that be?â
âI donât know, princess.â He licked his split lip, fixing me with a desperate gaze. âBut I need you to know, Iâd do anything to put you or your mom in danger.â He pulled away as pain dulled his gaze. âI just wouldnât.â
âWho was it?â I clenched my fists. âTell me, tell me and Iâllâ¦â
He saw me then, saw the way my body shook and my hatred raged, and gave a hint of a smile, even with his busted lips. âWhat? You gonna pay them a visit, my little lioness? You always were more like me than your mother.â
And in an instant, his smile faltered and sadness consumed that flicker as the guard behind him called out. âTime, Castlemaine.â
He gave a nod and rose. I followed, standing before I caught the reflection of my face in the divider, then reached up and pulled down the side of my hair.
âBe careful out there, princess,â dad called, his gaze moving to the birthmark on my face. âStay strong. Iâll be out of here soon enough.â
the guard barked. I jerked my gaze toward him and glared.
But it didnât matter what I wanted, in here my dad didnât exist. He was a nobody, just another inmate, one who had to obey the rules.
âGive my love to your mother, princess. Tell her Iâm thinking of her,â dad said before he turned and walked away, disappearing through the door, leaving me behind.
I punched my fist against the glass, drawing a savage glare from a guard, before I turned and stormed toward the door to the hallway. The sun glared, blinding me for an instant, until I saw the sleek Mercedes waiting in the parking lot. Creed Banks was a nice guy, for some kind of lawyer. Heâd taken us in and given us somewhere to stay for the last two days, had even taken us shopping for clothes and necessities. But I didnât want to stay there, not in his house with his three sons Iâd spied from the doorway of the bedroom where I was staying.
Not just a bedroomâ¦
That voice in my head whispered as I crossed the parking lot, yanked open the back door, and slid inside, instantly blasted by the cool air-conditioned air.
âDad asked about you.â I glared toward the passenger seat, but was met with silence.
Mom just stared straight ahead, even as Creed glanced her way, then looked over his shoulder to me. âIâm glad you got to see him. Iâm sure he needed that.â
âHe wouldâve liked to see his wife more.â
But she said nothing, just dropped her head and cried. She wasnât the same since dad had been arrested, nonresponsive, broken. I winced. âMom, Iâm sorry.â
âItâs okay.â She reached behind the seat for my hand. âNext time, huh?â
âOkay.â I grabbed her hand and squeezed.
âThatâs the way.â Creed gave me a wink before he put the car into gear and pulled out of the parking lot.
It was over an hourâs drive back to the city. An hour when I sat back in the seat and replayed dadâs words to me.
He had to. Our family depended on it. By the time he did, mom and I would be waiting, just in a different house.
âHave you found a place yet?â
She shook her head. âNo.â
âSeems thereâs a bit of a problem,â Creed weighed in.
âWhat?â I jerked my gaze to him, then back toward her.
Mom dropped her head, her voice filled with desperation. âOur bank accounts are frozen, we have nothing left.â
But weâd just bought all new clothesâ¦and a MacBook for schoolâ¦I lifted my brand new iPhone. If we had no money, thenâ¦
I shifted my gaze to the man behind the wheel. A man whoâd been a stranger less than a week ago. A man whoâd just spent a small fortune on clothes and things for us.
âThen Iâll get a job,â I declared. âWhatever it takes.â
âNo, Ry, you have school.â
âFuck school, this is important.â
âYour momâs right.â
I jerked my gaze toward Creed, biting my lips to keep from snapping back at him. It was none of his business. But the moment my anger rose, it left just as fast. This man had just spent a lot of money on us, and never once said a word about it.
Why?
Did he think I wouldnât figure it out? Did he not want me to know about us not having any money? Shame filled me at the anger I felt. I stared at him as he drove us homeâ¦this man had gone out of his way for usâ¦
Taking me to see dad.
Getting me things Iâd neededâ¦
There was no way my parents wouldâve spent that much money on a damn laptop. But there wasnât even a word spoken. Mom had said, So I hadâ¦walking past the normal range and walked into the Apple section, where Iâd found Creed staring at the brand new MacBooks. Fast, sleekâ¦
Heâd known.
Even then he knew we had no money, and still heâd wanted me to have something special, something that gave me a little excitement. I swallowed hard, hating myself for the anger Iâd felt a second ago. âOkay, Iâll stay in school.â
âWeâll figure it out, okay, princess?â mom said, her voice strained.
By the time we got back to the house, it was growing dark. The parking spaces out front were empty and for some reason, a wave of relief hit me. It wasnât that I didnât like his sons, I didnât really know them. They stayed mostly in their rooms. The sounds of gunfire and screams occasionally came out of one of their rooms on the same floor as mine.
Only one had really seen me.
My pulse sped as I remembered the encounter. His dark, brooding, sullen stare as heâd stepped out of his bedroom wearing nothing but cut-off gray sweats that hung low on his hips. Hate raged in his eyes the minute he saw me. I just looked at the floor and hurried past, praying to God he hadnât seen meâ¦
I reached up and touched the mark on my cheek, praying he hadnât seen that.
He wouldâ¦eventually.
I closed my eyes, knowing heâd snigger and laugh, and mentally prepared myself for the taunts thatâd come.
They always did.
They made fun of me. Everyone did. I swallowed hard and pressed my fingers to my cheek, wishing for the millionth time Iâd been born normal.
âHome,â Creed murmured, drawing my gaze as we turned into the driveway.
I lifted my gaze to the gorgeous house as panic raced inside me. âFor now,â I muttered, and released my seatbelt as we pulled into the garage.
Creed braked, then switched off the engine. âIâm feeling like a pizza tonight.â
âOh?â Mom glanced his way, a hint of a smile on her lips as she climbed out and glanced my way. âThatâs Ryâs favorite food.â
âReally?â He cut a glance my way as he closed his door. âThat true?â
âYeah.â I hated how my belly tightened at the words. âItâs okay.â
âJust okay, huh? I know of a place that does the grilled chicken and bacon. The cheeseâ¦
Stringy, sharp, just oozing as you lift it to your mouth.â
My own watered as he spoke. I licked my lips. âYeah. I could go for a pizza.â
He smiled, then gave mom a sly wink. âHow about you run upstairs and get ready and Iâll order it for an hour, sound good to you?â
In an hour I could start to set up my new MacBook. Excitement hummed inside me. âYeah, thatâs perfect.â
He strode to the interior door and opened it, motioning me through. âSounds like a date to me. Itâll be good having you and your mom here, I wonât tend to eat so much. I love pizza,â he said, as he looked down and slapped his hand against his hard stomach. âAlthough the waistline doesnât.â
I gave a shrug and slipped past. âYou look fineâ¦for an old guy.â
â
he growled as I quickened my steps, fighting the smile on my lips. âWhy, you littleâ¦â he growled, playfully pretending a grab at me.
And just like that, the heaviness of the prison slipped away.
I climbed the stairs and made my way to my bedroom. Even the house felt different. Lighter, emptier. Almost likeâ¦home.
I swallowed, my fleeting smile slipping away. It was almost a betrayal. Almost like I wanted to leave it all behind, the frequent fightingâ¦the constant worrying, the numerous lies. Iâd heard it all from the cracked open door of my bedroom.
I swallowed hard and opened the door to the new bedroom, and stopped. It was emptyâ¦I glanced at the clear space now at the end of the bed. All the machines were gone. âWhat?â I stepped inside and closed the door behind me, moving around the room. The indentations on the carpet were still there. But apart from the bed and a dresser next to it, the room was bare.
I glanced over my shoulder. Theyâd done this? Came in and cleared out all their motherâs things?
I didnât know how I felt about that. Sad. Happy that I could at least walk around the other side of the bed without stubbing my damn toe. I glanced at the corner where the stack of paperwork and the bereavement cards hidden underneath had been, and found they too were gone.
Like they hadnât been there at all.
Something else was different, though. I glanced at the bed, conjuring the memory of where everything had been. My gaze went to the MacBook first, on my pillow, then my clothesâ¦and stilled at the crumpled ball of my panties. Fear coursed through me. I stepped closer, picking them up and they expanded in my hands.
Creases in the fabric.
What the hell were they doing touching my underwear?
Maybe they fell. Maybe they knocked the bed as they moved the machines out and they picked them up before tossing them onto the bed. I glanced at where I was sure theyâd been buried under the pile of new clothes Iâd grabbed, and pushed the thought out of my mind.
It didnât matter. I tossed them to the side and flopped down on the bed, reached for my new laptop, and spent the rest of the time pulling it out of the box, hooking it up to charge, and deciding my settings, then I loaded a pretty image of a purple butterfly on the screen before the heavy thud of footsteps drew my attention.
My pulse thundered as the sound stopped on the landing outside my room. I pushed the Mac from my lap and rose, but then a came from a cell and the heavy thud of steps drifted back down the stairs.
I stepped closer as the thump of the front door closing sounded.
Creed called.
I opened the door, my gaze moving along the landing to their rooms. The doors were closed, no sounds of gunfire. Peace. I made my way down the stairs as the heady scent of cheese and deliciousness hit me.
âOh man, that smellsâ¦â I began as I stepped into the dining room, and froze.
They were all thereâ¦all of them.
Three grown men as well as Creedâ¦and Mom, staring at me.
âDelicious,â the deep growl came from the broody one who was glaring at me.
âWhat?â I jerked my gaze toward him.
But he didnât answer, just glared, those dark eyes glinting.
âThe pizza,â one of the others stepped forward and lifted his arm over the broody assholeâs shoulders. âItâs Tobeâs favorite.â He slipped his arm free then, taking a step closer. âIâm Caleb, this is Nick.â He jerked his head toward the other, who just leaned against the wall and watched with his arms crossed against his chest. âAnd you already know the moody one, Tobias.â
I licked my lips, met each piercing gaze, and nodded as Calebâs gaze went to my cheek.
Panic ripped through me as I jerked my hand up, tugged my hair low, and turned away.
âGuys,â Creed murmured. âHow about we sit?â
âIâll stand,â Tobias declared.
I felt his stare as I moved away from them, made my way around the other side of the long dining table, and took a seat toward the end, but still close enough to reach the food.
âRyth, honey,â Mom called, and stretched over the open boxes of pizza and mountain of garlic bread, coleslaw, and sides as she reached for a plate. âSit closer.â
The two other guys sat, barely glancing my way. But I couldnât move, my cheeks burning with humiliation. A couple of growls erupted as pieces were snatched, bites were taken, and conversation filled the air. They even chattered to my mom, asking about the fire.
I lifted my head and took a plate when mom passed it to Caleb, and gestured to me. He gave me a smile and a wink as he handed it over and, for the first time since Iâd stepped into the dining room, I allowed myself to breathe.
They werenât that bad.
I glanced at Nick, who watched me, then forced a smile. One I faintly returned as I grabbed a slice of pizza and bit.
âSoâ¦damnâ¦good,â Creed groaned from the head of the table, and grinned as he glanced my way. âWhat do you think, Rye?â
âGood.â I chewed and took another bite, tracking the movement from the corner of my eye as Tobias strode toward the table, yanked out a chair next to me, and sat.
They all tried not to look his way, even as mom smiled at the others and helped herself to more food than Iâd ever seen her eat before.
All of a sudden, it felt almost normal. Food, friendsâ¦apart from the glaring asshole who dragged his focus from my breasts to my eyes as he took a massive bite of his pizza and chewed.