Housemates. That makes my stay sound permanent, which it isnât. But how else can we describe these men that Iâm going to meet?
I follow Walterâs big black truck from Main Street to the outskirts of town. Itâs the opposite end to where I used to live with Mom and Dad, but I remember it because my best friend lived close by. Walter eventually pulls into a big driveway thatâs surrounded by huge trees. The house, which is enormous, sits higher up, looming over us in a friendly but impressive way. Itâs kind of old-fashioned looking with a white porch across the front. Thereâs even a quaint little porch swing and other white painted benches to one side.
As I park the car, I inhale a deep breath and hold it. Iâm about to step into my dadâs home, a place that is strange and unfamiliar. Iâm about to meet a whole load of men who are strangers to me but knew my father better than I did. I need the money from this house to set up a home for my baby but how will that be possible now these eleven men have a claim on it too? This is all way more complicated than it should be.
As I slam my car door, I notice the trucks parked to the side of the house â big trucks like the ones that passed me with all the whooping on Main Street. Oh shit. Are they the men living in this house? Surely not.
âCome on, Maggie. Let me introduce you to the guys and get you settled in. You have my number, so just call me if you need anything.â
I think about opening my trunk to retrieve my luggage but decide against it. Turning up at a strange place filled with strange people with a suitcase in hand would just be weird. I can come and get it later.
Walter rings the doorbell even though he has a key. The house is filled with the sound of a television showing sports, and booming voices, which go quiet as someone stamps toward the front door. Itâs flung open, and the man who shouted, âPretty girlâ out the window gazes down at us. Heâs huge. At least six-four if not taller. âUncle Walter,â he says uncertainly, his gray eyes grazing over me so intensely I can almost feel it.
âHey, Logan. Iâve brought Maggie over. This is Maggie. Daleâs daughter.â Loganâs face falls as he realizes who he was catcalling on his way down Main Street, and my mouth twitches at his discomfort. Their behavior doesnât really fit with what Iâd expect from a household in mourning for their father. Maybe Dad loved them enough to house them and leave them property in his will, but Iâm not sure they loved him back with the same enthusiasm.
âNice to meet you,â I say, sticking out my hand. Logan stares at it as though he doesnât really know what to do next but eventually shakes it. Damn, his palm is big and his fingers thick. I look like a toddler shaking hands with a fairy-tale giant.
âWho is it?â someone shouts from inside.
âWalter and Maggie,â Logan calls out. âCome in. Weâre in the den.â
Logan retreats into the house, and Walter ushers me in first, which I know is him being polite, but to be honest, Iâd rather that he led the way.
The hallway is wide, with a sweeping staircase and bare wooden floorboards that have been stained a dark hue. There is a huge rail of coats and a giant shelf for shoes. There are a lot of both. The sneakers look so big that I start to sweat at the idea of the men who fill them on a daily basis, more men who look like Logan.
Logan strides to the back of the house, where the TV is still blaring. Another man is lingering in the doorway, but he steps back as Logan approaches.
âWalterâs here, with Maggie,â Logan announces. âTurn that off.â
Someone must take hold of the remote because the room goes silent as I reach the doorway.
Oh my goodness. My heart starts to thud in my chest, and I know Iâm beginning to blush because I can feel the heat on my cheeks. The room is huge, with four giant couches that are accommodating what looks like a whole football team. My eyes scan the men who are all now turned to me â dark hair, blond hair, brown hair, dark eyes, green eyes, piercing blue eyes. There are just so many of them, all big with long legs stretched out onto the rugged floor and arms practically bulging out of their t-shirts. I donât know where to look and end up turning to focus on Uncle Walter as he lumbers into the room. âHow are you doinâ boys?â he asks. Thereâs a murmur of âgoodâ in response. âWell, this is Maggie. Your sister. Sheâs visiting and has some things to do around the placeâ¦Â Daleâs wishes, you know.â The atmosphere seems to change at the mention of my dadâs name. A somberness passes over everyone. Itâs a relief to see after their behavior on the street. I remember what the older woman had told me: âTheyâve been through a lot.â I wonder if she was talking about my dadâs passing or their lives before. There are so many stories in this room just waiting to be untangled.
âSo, you need to make her welcome. See that she has everything that she needs. Keep her safe. Sheâs your responsibility while sheâs here, okay? Look after her.â
Thereâs another murmur of agreement, and I take a step closer to my uncle. âNow Iâm going to show her Daleâs room. Thatâs where sheâll be staying, okay?â
âI donât know if thatâs a good idea,â one of the boys says. âWeâve cleared the bedding from the room and the mattress. Thereâs nothing for her to sleep on.â
I realize immediately why theyâve had to do that, and my throat makes a choking sound. Iâm going to have to go into that room to sort through Dadâs things, knowing that it was where he fell asleep for the last time.
âShe can have our room,â a deep voice says from the corner. It belongs to a guy with light brown hair who is sitting next to his identical twin. Theyâre so alike itâs like one is a perfect reflection of the other. âAre you sure, Harley?â Walter asks. How the hell does he know thatâs Harley and not the other twin?
He nods, and so does his brother. âWe can bunk down here, just until things are sorted.â
âWell, thatâs real nice of you.â Walter beams like a proud father.
Harley stands. âIâll get you some fresh linen and towels. I can show you around if you like.â
I nod, feeling more nerves in the pit of my stomach than I do the first time I perform a new cheer routine. As Harley moves toward us, I catch sight of a wall of pictures on either side of the large TV. I wonder if there are any of me up there. I wonder if my dad ever talked about me to these boys or if Iâm just a stranger they found out about when their foster father died.
What I know for sure is that Iâm going to learn a whole lot while I stay here. How long that will be for, I have no idea.