The last thing I thought Iâd ever be doing was helping my best friend propose to my niece.
But here I am. On the firm jet, flying from California to Texas and then out to the east coast where I have to spring my nephews out of boarding school and then drive them over at the ass-crack of dawn to the Cape.
I mean, proposing at sunrise in the Cape is a hell of a lot better than proposing to the girl you love under a tree⦠at a gas station⦠fifty feet from a dumpster.
I run a hand across my face. Fuck. No wonder Cass freaked out. I knew she was skittish as hell and then I have to go and pull an asshat move like proposing in the worst possible location.
Speaking of Cass, William mentioned she agreed to meet the rest of the crew at the hanger. Iâd be lying if I said I wasnât excited.
âWould you like another drink before we land, sir? Weâre about to descend,â the flight attendant interrupts my thoughts of Cass, adding to my annoyance.
âNo, thank you.â I drink the last bit of Jack and hand her the tumbler before returning my attention to the windowâback to thoughts of Cassie.
Little angel, have you missed me as much as Iâve missed you?
My stomach knots and Iâm not sure if itâs the change in cabin pressure or if itâs the impending meetup with the woman who built me up only to tear me down.
The wheels unfurl before making contact with the asphalt of the runway, bringing me that much closer to an answer.
No matter what happens on this trip, I have every intention of finding out what possessed Cass to cut me off as if I didnât mean a thing to her.
Regardless of how shitty my proposal was, I didnât deserve the cold shoulder she served me with.
I mustâve been lost in my thoughts longer than I thought because the cabin door is lowering and I immediately hear Titus and Hudson arguing over a bet theyâve placed.
The first one to cross the threshold is Ashley, Williamâs sister, toting the now two-year-old Harper, her adorable pigtails swinging side to side as Ashley bounces her on her hip.
âHey, how was the flight from Cali?â Ashley asks as she places Harper down on one of the captain chairs.
âUneventful.â I give her a quick smile. I donât mean to sound like an ass but thereâs only one thing on my mind and sheâs stepping into the cabin this very moment.
My eyes rove over every inch of her. God, sheâs a sight to behold. Wearing a jersey maxi dress and wedged heels, the woman looks like something straight out of a magazine.
She must feel my burning stare because her eyes find mine and thereâs no doubt that she feels the electricity charging between us.
âCass.â I greet her with a lone nod, trying to keep my expression neutral.
Surprising the hell out of me, she struts my way, seating herself next to me. Itâs clear Iâm unable to hide my reaction because she softly giggles.
âHey, Ren.â She smiles and itâs as if all the crap Iâd been thinking before vanishes in a puff of smoke. âYouâre looking good.â Her cheeks flush, and I wonder if Iâve stroked out or something.
My brows come together, and my mouth is slightly agape. Sheâs acting as if things are gravy between us, but last I remember, she took Bruce from our place without even saying goodbye and then sent someone to pick up the rest of her things so she wouldnât have to see me.
âIâm sorry, did I miss something?â Hudson interrupts our intense stare-off. âBecause from where Iâm standing, the tension between you two would suggest thereâs been a lot going on that wasnât shared with the team.â
âQuit it, Hud.â Titus attempts to rein in the instigator of our motley crew.
I love my friends as if they were my own flesh and blood, but sometimes they can be such a pain in the ass. Like now.
âWhat? I was simply making an observation. Itâs not like everyone hadnât noticed it. I was just stating what everyone else was thinking, out loud.â
âHudson, you were being rude.â Ashley arches a brow, and though Iâm grateful for her backing me up, I know sheâs just put herself directly in Hudsonâs line of fire.
âI donât think you want to jump in on this, sweetheart. Iâve noticed the looks you and Titus have been giving each other.â
Titus stands, getting directly in the path between Ashley and Hudson. âI suggest you keep your comments to yourself or Iâll personally see to it that the stint you just did in Bumfuck Arkansas becomes a permanent post for you.â
I chuckle, knowing how much Hudson hated being on that job. Heâd let us know through our group email at least once a day.
Taking Titusâ threat seriously, because the man does not kid, Hudson finally calms his ass down and zips his trap.
Looking back toward Cass, I see that her cheeks are flushed. No doubt sheâs probably embarrassed from being called out by Hudson. I take her hand in mine and gently squeeze. âYou okay?â
She brushes her thumb back and forth against my fingers, the sensation sending a direct jolt to my cock.
Down boy, now is not the time.
âMuch better now, thank you.â She smiles coyly at me as my own eyes widen a little in surprise.
Not only is she okay with me touching her but sheâs touching me back and flirting. I must be in some sort of alternate reality.
âCass, are you feeling well?â I donât want to come off as unappreciative of her affection but Iâm genuinely confused.
âYes.â A look that could be read as contrite flashes across Cassieâs face. âI was hoping we could talk at some point during this trip.â
Fuck yes, we can talk. We can do all the talking you want. Iâm tempted to carry her into the jetâs bedroom but that would definitely send Hudson into a tailspin. âOf course. Maybe you can join me on my trip to pick up the boys later tonight.â
âIâd like that. Iâd like that a lot.â Cassie blushes before withdrawing her hand from mine and pulling out a book from her bag.
I pull out my phone and try to focus on emails, a vain attempt at distracting myself from what just transpired, but itâs pointless. No matter what I do, nothing will detract from the fact that this is going to be one very long flight.
I sit behind the wheel of the Escalade Iâve rented to take us to New Hampshire, where the boys are in boarding school thanks to my brotherâs recent freakout. He hasnât been the same since his brain injury and even though I wish the twins were living close to family, I think that for now, this is whatâs best.
âI take it Aiden doesnât know youâre picking up the boys?â Cassie looks at me with amusement dancing in her eyes.
âBingo.â I point a finger at her and wink. Being playful with her like this just feels right. Setting my resolve, I decide this needs to be our new norm and Iâll stop at nothing to make it happen. âDisowning Bella and cutting her out of the boyâs lives was wrong, and he should know better than to think that Iâd stand by him. Thankfully for William and Bella, Iâm an appointed guardian in their schoolâs release forms.â
âI really hope your brother comes around. It would be a shame for him to miss out on more of Bellaâs life just because heâs being bull-headed.â
We stop at a red light before getting onto the highway, looking over at Cassie, I canât hold back any longer. Placing a hand behind her neck, I pull her face to mine, depositing a bruising kiss where teeth clash and tongues tangle in a desperate attempt at being closer.
On the same wavelength, Cass unbuckles her seatbelt, crosses over the center console, and straddles me in the driverâs seat.
Her hands dig through my hair as she brings our faces together. âIâve missed you.â
Needing no further invitation, my hands slide underneath her dress, pulling it off in one fell swoop. I press her bare chest to mine, kissing her lips, her chin, her neckâtrailing my way down to the most beautiful pair of tits Iâve ever seen before taking one into my mouth and suckling it like a man starving.
Cass arches her back, grinding herself onto my erection and moaning my name as if it were a prayer.
Iâm so hard, my dick has made an appearance at the top of my trousers, begging for its release. As if reading my mind, Cass setâs me free before sliding her panties to the side and lowering herself onto me.
Fuuuuuck. I was not expecting that, and it takes everything in me not to come right then and there.
Somewhere in the background, I can hear a horn honking, but Iâm too far gone in Cassie to care.
I grab her hips and rock her into me, creating a rhythm only we understand. With every push and pull we tell a story. A story of missed moments and apologies, tears and sorrowâbut most importantly, a story of love.
Our eyes lock and in that moment, Iâm back home. Where I belong.
Our frenzied movements are fast and furious, needing to get deeper, closerâseeking that moment where our bodies and soul become one.
I donât think I could ever get enough of this.
With a shuddering breath, we climax together, hanging on as if we were each otherâs life raft. And to be honest, in this moment, thatâs what she is. My tether to a life worth living.
âIâm sorry.â Cass goes to move off of me but I anchor her down with both hands on her hips.
âDonât move.â With one hand still firmly gripped on her, I maneuver the car off to the side of the road. âNow, tell me why youâre sorry.â
âFor jumping you like that. I swear I havenât been with anyone since us. Iâm clean.â She looks away as if pained.
Pulling her face back to mine, I tell her the truth. âNeither have I.â
The look of shock that registers on her face has me furrowing my brows.
âBut what about Becca?â
âWhat about Becca?â She looks about as confused as I am. âDid she say something to you that would make you think Iâd been with someone else?â
âShe didnât have to say a damn thing. The fact that she was topless in your kitchen while you showered in the other room spoke volumes.â Cassie attempts to remove herself from my lap but Iâm not letting her go that easily.
âOhhhhh no you donât. You donât get to jump off after that bomb you just dropped.â The pieces start coming together, slowly but surely. âThe day you picked up Bruce. Is that when you happened to find Becca?â
Cass nods. She must be fuming since she canât even form words.
âSheâd been by to drop off a file for me, I was about to fly to California on an assignment. Sheâs always had a key to my place since she waters my plants when Iâm out of town.â Cassâ eyes narrow at this revelation, but Iâm just getting started. âWhen Iâd come out of the shower, she looked a bit disheveled but I didnât think anything of it. Especially when she told me youâd just been by to pick up Bruce and didnât want to see me or say goodbye. After that bit of news, the last thing on my mind was the appearance of her top.â
Cassâ mouth is hanging wide open. âThat fucking bitch. Iâm gonna make her payâ¦â
âDonât. Leave this one to me. She crossed a line when she fucked with the woman I love.â
Cassâ eyes sparkle and a tear escapes the corner of her eye. Bringing her face closer, I kiss it away. âShhhh, baby. I canât stand to see you cry.â
Iâm still holding her head against mine when I hear it.
âI love you too,â her words come out so low theyâre barely audible, but theyâre there, out in the open.
My chest swells, wanting to drown in themâreveling in the three consonants, four vowels, and one indisputable meaning. âYou have no idea how long Iâve wanted to hear those words.â I kiss her forehead before pulling her away. âAnd weâre still not done talking. But right now we need to move this car off the shoulder and get back on the road.â
Cassie laughs as she crawls over the console and back onto her seat. âHey, at least we didnât get arrested for public indecency.â
A chuckle escapes me and it feels so damn good to be this light and carefree again. âYea, but itâd totally be worth it if we did.â